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Every idiot who races other cars without a muffler on fucking main roads needs to be euthanized

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Motherhood is neutral

Therefore it cannot make you a good or bad person

You are not a saint just because you have 5 kids

We need to stop giving kuddos to people who just popped out kids

Becoming a parent doesnt determine what kind of a person you are

Being a good / bad parent is based on whether or not you are a good / bad PERSON

*blah blah nuance about the grey with people being all good or all bad blah blah

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So far I think we’ve got

-low waste

-childfree

-vegan

-imperfect sustainability

And more to come🫡

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No way I was like “ah this shits so chill lemme just do my regular ol thang” when in reality I had major abdominal surgery 😦

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Low-key till I stop having periods for a few months I won’t believe they took anything. I was so sure I would feel something missing or a loss and I’m perfectly fine so I keep thinking “these hoes cut me up just for fun, it’s all still in there isn’t it?” I think that’s why I wanted to keep my uterus because

✨🫸🏽proof🫷🏽✨

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Y’all prepare to be SICK of me cause fuck a hot girl summer I’m well fed, skintagless, never having another period, titties boutta be shrunk AND im showing off them back rolls and tummy like my life depends on it

Now we’ve got us

-Smooth skin summer

-Sterile girl summer👩🏻‍⚕️

-Surgery summer

-Fat girl summer

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Ya girl just got spayyyyyyyyed

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One of these days I’m gonna find a way to sedate myself consciously and be a shell of a human because damn i act like a fucking stupid shit face

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Not to get all “everything happens for a reason” and “there’s a bright side to everything” or “I’ll be okay no matter what because I have hope and I have myself” but maybe it’s good I lost my tumblr because I got a mufuckin freshhhhhhhhhhhhhhh start

Shits low-key cleansing

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Walking around head down mumbling and giggling to myself and talking to myself but in the general direction of something else making it look like I’m seeing a person used to be embarrassing but now I think it may be my key to escaping kidnapping. Kidnappers never take a crazy one 🙂‍↕️

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Affirmations

-I’m not intimidated by my high schoolers

-I’m not a peer in MY classroom

-My students are NOT cooler than me

-I definitely have authority over kids who look older than me

-I’m definitely not a child even though I have no car, apartment, my mommy gave me my job and I look 15

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Dreamt I was running from the guys trying to kidnap me and hid in my old dance studio, my ballet teacher, now something like 90, is there and I end up with her in Florida somehow, i have to take her everywhere and help her go to the bathroom and stuff like that, my sisters minus gabbi show up and my grandmother shows up then the evil man showed up and I woke up

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I think being kidnapped is my greatest fear

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I’m scared in order to live a decent life I’ll have to spend every minute of every day scaling the mountain bare handed, scared there’s no top to reach, I’m afraid my life is gonna be a fight to just maintain, and I’m so very tired…

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My life in one year

-I live in a studio apartment in worthington manor owned my midtown reality downtown

-just me and my cat

-i work somewhere that has no connection or relation to my family at all

-I don’t speak to my sisters, mother, father, or anyone for a good extended period of time at least till like I am able to manage it all

-I’ve balanced my meds to the point of being borderline sedated all the time and so I don’t have freak outs anymore.

-I can breathe

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It started with a simple leak———————— a drip in the ceiling———————————— a leaky pipe————————————————-it didn’t seem so serious like that—————— something manageable—————————— a tin bucket …

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The original ‘brain rot’ was the 2010 novel by Lucy Christopher trademarked with a butterfly and titled stolen

Goo coming out my ears, tears streaming down my face

Borderline lobotomy level