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This is the story of Matthew: papa is a slut, he doesn't pay him much attention and forgets about him then he bangs the intimidating big eyebrows man who takes a fancy on stealing Papa's things so he takes Matthew and Matthew doesn't really mind because now he's going to have papa's attention but wrong. All he gets is an annoying guy calling him brother, speaking all the time and dragging him with tons of energy and he's angry and tired. He just wants to be left alone. And weed. The end.

Did-did I write this? Did i inhale too much devils cabbage and write to myself because yes.

Look, every time Matt thinks he’s fine, boom! Another angst filled scenario fills his life. I’m just saying, the lad has been dealt a shit hand in life. Historically speaking as well as Meli speaking. I’ve made his life worse. I like doing it too.

Matt was raised in borderline negligence, then moved to a household where he was not the preferred child. Dealt with being the ‘second favourite’ in a household of two children, then when the favourite fucked off to make his own country he was left to clean the broken glass shards. Then he got two other siblings who looked and acted relatively enough like the favourite to overshadow him again. He helped raise them. But hey, now he’s fine right?

He’s good now? Maybe?

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u dead? hope Ur doing well

Not dead just working, studying and shit….

I did feel dead if that counts lol

I think I’m back but we’ll see how the wind blows i hope i have more free time ✊😔

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I know you dont ship usuk but what do you think of those that do

Brother, who am I but a lowly, humble semi artist on tumblr sharing my own hyper-fixations. You ask me my opinion on usuk, and I answer it while holding a cigarette hoping the ash doesn���t fall off it and burn my screen protector.

My opinion on those who ship usuk is the same as with those who don’t. You love a ship as I love a ship. your reasons and ships may differ from mine but the love and high we get from them is the same. So, naturally, ship those countries as I ship others. As I ship mine, as you ship yours. We are all from a humble cringe corner of the internet and infighting is lame and weird. My current irritation goes out only to those who cannot stand other ships that aren’t their own. As for usuk, go forth. Be happy. Mwah.

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Arthurs beautiful smile always gets me through the day 😊

A lil update on me: What could have ended with a degree, actually ended with me having to spend another few months retaking a class due to a college faculty error and a bastard professor who is as heartless as his name literally is “witch” in Croatian. Good day.

Nah but I’ll try to post more now that I have some free time on my hands. For now enjoy this shiddy old man mugshot <3

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What? Huh? You want me to stop? Sorry my ears don't work too good and I can't hear you over the wet slapping. The fish? You don't like it when I hit you with the fish? Why?

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there is hope though. England's in the final so guess who will lose their head to you and their ass to the British rat? We were all fucked this championship, Croatia was ok though, my own country played like shit despite having one hell of a team. Let's hold hands in a pity party of losers and get revenge by hating the french a little bit more

Croatia lost but so did England and that, by proxy, means that Croatia won. I am alright with that. I can accept that. God bless.

What is your country and was it a surprise they played like shit? Croatia shocked us to the core 🥲

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i dont think anything compares to the joy of getting asks on tumblr or getting comments on ao3

its like, wow. human communication thru the internet. except it feels personal. but yknow, in a nice way, not in an invasive way

its like, you CLICKED on MY account and read thru MY posts and cared enough to leave me a personal message. smth so cute abt that

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10 exams done! In 4 weeks I've managed to pass all of them! (One is stil pending but I'm confident enough). Now I can draw again! I can draw my silly nation guys and gals! 2 months of freedom! I am cringe, but alas, now I'm free!

My husband is next to me, and he is very high. We are discussing their uncany appearance/bahaviour. She's is a big support <3

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St. Louis Post-Dispatch, Missouri, July 8, 1901

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finally France lost. Good riddance. I'm just peeved that the Spanish and the French looked like they were about fuck each other on the lockers though

I'll have to be honest w/ you, I stopped watching the moment Croatia got bent over. The shame was intense. Not even Luka Modrić saved us...

I mean, would you be surprised if these two went at it after an intense game? To be faor id tune in for that rather than the game. 🥲

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ans welcome back and congrats meli!

Hihihihihi thank you i missed this hellscape so much i wanna make the helltalians proud with my unfinished and unrefined doodles with an ever inconsistent style

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anon doesn't have the skills or brilliance to write interview with a vampire fruk sadly. Let's just hope someone does it and makes that fucker France suffer. Make him bottom too! Pillow princess (not jealous at all at his luscious hair)

How dare you decide what skills anon may or may not possess. I am in a vampire old men mood and wish to see any media at all that may quench my thirst. Anon pls write!

Also yeah Francois is a pillow princess in the sense that hes a princess and im putting a pillow over his head and pressing down to secure the kingdom does not fall into the wrong hands. ⚔️👑

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Whenever Americans use Cryillic like. That. I just. Instantly shrivel up an cry

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i remember that France's friends in canon were Italy ans Spain but there was sadly little interaction between them. England's were America and Japan right? Do you think the friends would add ashes to the fire pit that's their relationship? And worse, won't Matthew feel left out because no one choose him?

Matt wants to be left alone my man. He is not built for that social nation life i tell you. He has been thrust into it by society and Francois (by creating him, sadly).

Brother in christ, Arthur’s ONLY friend is his son. I will die on that hill. Alfred is the only one who can endure his cursed presence.

If anyone is gonna add ashes or oil to the fire, it would be Arthur with his old man yelling at cloud attitude. Don’t get me wrong he is fun to hang out with, but only with a million beers present. Some whiskey and a joint, maybe. Maybe if he snorted a line he’d be convinced to rebuild the British Empire, who knows.

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Ubit cu te duje zas je njemacka s pruskom tu???? Isuse

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@trobairitzposting only you get me ����

Thank you for your concerned and supportive messages but alas, I did not die. In fact I am thriving. Mostly just academically tho. :)))))))

So to kinda ease myself back into hell, here’s a redraw of last years (?) summer boy Matt (he is hating the heat and frankly so am i)