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[egokillr]

hiii guys

so, im deciding to leave this account

i loved it while it lasted so much!! i appreciate everyone who supports/ supported my blog more than anything.

but i think im coming to a point in my life where im done consuming loa content and im not really one to be telling ppl how to manifest/ believe. i realized i have nothing left to post or do here unfortunately ;(

so im going to stay tru to myself and leave the tumblr loa community. i’ll leave my posts up for whoever wants to see them!! 💕

if any of my mutuals/ followers want to be friends lmk!! ill be on here prolly for one or two more days. ill link my pinterest and i also have a sub channel which ive linked on a recent post.

ill prolly keep @sssouljawitch around bc i enjoy posting abt fashion and aesthetics!!

anyways- to close this off. i love you all and i seriously hope you all create the life you were meant to live. a life full of love, fulfillment and peace is what everyone of you deserves. thanks for everything and good luck to everyone 💋💖🪷

[egokillr]

the concept of multiple realities makes so much more sense than one synonymous universe

but im so curious tho, theres so many galaxies discovered next to this one just in this reality, and like- what lives there? 😳 its incredible how vast life/ consciousness is

[egokillr]

hi babis 💞

after going hiatus i wanted to say i rlly miss the community on here and im FINALLY at a place where i have stable beliefs in my view of spirituality that align with me!!

i might not be on here as much as i used to be (bc life n stuff,) but i rlly wanna open this space back up to discussions and having a community yk!! :3 im open to talking thru inbox chats or if you’ve ever wanted to be friends, feel free to say something!! :) i luv tumblr tbh, i thought abt leaving bc i lost my passion for what i was posting but honestly i just think i need to post more of what aligns with me for now.

so, recently i noticed some ppl in the loa community looking into nondualism philosophies so i was like omg wuts that (creds to yall on yt and insta btw)

and basically it just fits my beliefs much more now and i feel a lot better!! i no longer believe in certain terms like subconscious, 3d or 4d, states, or rlly any terminology involving the law. i honestly don’t have any terminological beliefs anymore, i just believe we are all one god and that’s it. consciousness is the only reality, so nothing has to be done to manifest. you already have anything you want and thats it!

if you disagree with me that’s okay! you can do what u will and follow ur own beliefs, thats what we’re all meant to do!! 💖

anyhow, i think im less interested in teaching my beliefs, but more interested in advocating for people to find their own way and sharing experiences within the community. i love and appreciate all of my followers sm btw!! i rlly jus want to create a lighthearted community in here where we can talk abt manifesting/ shifting experiences and just chat abt all things :D im open to helping ppl casually too, im just less of a teacher/ coach kinda person imo.

extra lil info abt me recently:

lately ive j been making lil improvements in my life, and im superr excited bc im about to do a lot of traveling that ive been wanting to do for a v long time!! besides that, ive been working on my yt subs a lot and its become a rlly fun little outlet for me! ill link it jus incase anyone wants <3

anywaysss, to close this off, im excited to have my little blog on here and do literally whatever!! im open to a lot of things, just lmk!! ❣️🪬☮️

[egokillr]

"time is ONLY urgent when we are trying to measure it against what we are experiencing,"

source

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!!

its okay to live with the uncertainty of some things

we have all the time in the world to learn and experience 💖

it's okay to not know everything

i just want to say this for those who are around my age (06) or have the same problems/insecurities like me:

it's okay to not know everything right now.

it's okay if you don't have everything figured out right now.

it's okay if your not up to par with others your age or younger.

it's okay.

you are not inferior to those that are doing "more" than you, that have or seem like they have their life planned out or together, that they know what college or major they want to be.

you don't have to have 80 degrees at 14 or be an entrepreneur. it's okay if you're struggling right now and have no idea who you are or what you want to do. this piece of your life right now is not the only one so don't think that you need to do a bunch of things or have everything together before you become an adumt because the truth is, not everyone knows what they're doing either even when they're older.

being in this reality is so pressuring and all these things like social media create a saturated view of what you should be doing as a teen and how but really no one lives that way, and you shouldn't feel bad about that. this is YOUR life and you are a human being going through it. take it at your own pace even if people are "ahead" of you. this is not a race or a competition. enjoy yourself in the way that YOU want to, not what others say you should do or how other people are.

you are perfect just as you are right now.

[egokillr]

"You don't want your desires, you want to be free from desiring them. You just wanna let them go. You want to be free from wanting that thing, you want to feel free. "

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“I wanted my guilt removed from me. I wanted to stop feeling guilty, because FROM this feeling I would create all sorts of punishments for myself. These punishments never failed to manifest in my world because it is just reflecting "self." So when I started to FEEL that I could do and feel what I want in my own mind, I simply realized I do not want to feel guilty. I do not want it, and that is enough for me to stop it and give myself what I want instead. So I stopped doing that. Its not what I wanted. It truly was that simple. I would spend years trying to remove it, and I never could. But now I see I am creating the guilt in me. Nobody other than me is creating the fear in me. I wanted it gone, so I started to FEEL I can have what I want. I allowed myself to freedom to have peace instead of guilt. I allowed myself the freedom to FEEL whatever I wanted. I stopped feeling scared in my own mind and felt that I could do ANYTHING there.”

Edward Art

[egokillr]

all you got to do is sit there and look pretty: loa edition

one thing i have noticed, even in myself, is that we have this need to keep doing something. i need to keep affirming, i need to keep forcing myself into a state, i need to keep focusing on my thoughts or else it won’t manifest. all these thoughts have a common link, a fear of not manifesting, or rather, the 3D not conforming. 

it’s not our fault. we have been primed to think this way. work this hard and you’ll get (x). this is not the way it’s supposed to be. with the law, we break free. 

i need you to know that it’s okay if you’re consciously not thinking from your desire all the time. it’s okay that you don’t feel okay with entering another state if this one is too traumatic for you. relax and know the you on the outside, does not manifest.

who manifests then?

our inner self; our subconscious mind. our subconscious mind is us, but unlike our conscious selves, it is also the Universal Mind, meaning it knows all, it has all knowledge and power stored inside it. our job is to give the subconscious mind a job. as the conscious mind, we hold the key to decide to let what the subcon should manifest and not. we are the guard, we don’t manifest. 

all we really have to do is be still and let God, and by God i do not mean some external being, i mean our subconscious mind; our true self. letting go and detaching doesn’t mean you will stop caring about what you’re manifesting, it simply means that you know that the subconscious will handle it for you. because the subconscious IS you, it’s a robot that only listens to YOUR command. it cannot be influenced by any other force. 

experience 

for the past few days, when i made the unfavourable circumstances post, i was feeling so incredibly awful. i felt i had no reason to live, because i thought me as the conscious sora, was responsible for changing my life. while that is true to an extent, all i have to do is give an order. i told my subconscious mind that night to fix everything for me because i was tired and the next day, all the things that were causing me distress got solved. the next day i had an even better day, because the subconscious really fixed the things causing me stress. life was peaceful again.

it was then i realised that i have been too attached with doing things right, when all i had to do was sit there and look pretty while my subconscious does the work. 

another success happened just now! my browser froze and i didnt save this post. i panicked for a second then i was like “sora you just wrote a post about your subcon fixing things”; so i told my subcon “hey man fix this pls” and it did! lol browser is back to normal which is how ur seeing this post rn

what if my subconscious doesn’t listen?

anything that happens regarding these things is a direct reflection of you. inner creates outer, not the other way around. so, any failure is not because the technique failed, it’s because you haven’t changed self yet. and what changes self? persistence. you must keep persisting because the subconcious HAS NO CHOICE but to listen to you. if it ‘doesn’t’, DON’T ACCEPT IT. 

persistence

And He said unto them, Which of you shall have a friend, and shall go unto him at midnight, and say unto him, Friend, lend me three loaves; for a friend of mine in his journey is come to me, and I have nothing to set before him? And he from within shall answer and say, Trouble me not; the door is now shut, and my children are with me in bed; I cannot rise and give thee. I say unto you, Though he will not rise and give him, because he is his friend, yet because of his importunity he will rise and give him as many as he needeth. And I say unto you, Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you. Luke 11:5-9

in this verse that neville also referenced, we can see that the man did not give up. in fact, importunity means: the act of making intrusions, being unrelenting, consistent. unrelenting, he never took no for an answer. he kept going and going and going until the man decided to give him bread. do not take no for an answer. do not settle. even if the door seems shut, you will ALWAYS be the key to open it; there is no other choice. keep telling your subconscious mind that you are rich, you are beautiful, you are everything and your subconscious mind will have no choice but to reflect that onto the 3D because that is its job.

excerpt from power of awareness:

“THERE ARE three principal characters in this quotation, you and the two friends mentioned.

The first friend is a desired state of consciousness .

The second friend is a desire seeking fulfillment.

Three is the symbol of wholeness, completion.

Loaves symbolize substance.

The shut door symbolizes the senses which separate the seen from the unseen.

Children in bed means ideas that are dormant.

Inability to rise means a desired state of consciousness cannot rise to you, you must rise to it.

Importunity means demanding persistency, a kind of brazen impudence.

Ask, seek, and knock mean assuming the consciousness of already having what you desire.

Thus the scriptures tell you that you must persist in rising to (assuming) the consciousness of your wish already being fulfilled. The promise is definite that if you are shameless in your impudence in assuming that you already have that which your senses deny, it shall be given unto you – your desire shall be attained.”

[egokillr]

How do you overcome that fear of failing as an artist?

Only way to fail as an artist is by giving up

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You are not convincing yourself of anything. You are simply accepting

The problem that most of us had before is that when we think of manifesting, we ought to keep repeating certain affirmations/repeating different ‘techniques’ over and over with the goal of trying to convince our mind that that is what’s true. Some even described it as “gaslighting” yourself or being “delusional” as a form of manifesting.

Manifestation is NOT:

Tricking your mind

Drowning yourself in affirmations to convince your mind

Forcing anything

Meddling with the 3D

Manipulation

Trying to convince yourself

Gaslighting

Contracting anything

Delusional

Unrealistic

Stressful

What manifestation truly is:

Being / awareness

Becoming

Accepting

Fulfilling

See how simple it is? How easy and relaxing it is? Manifestation is simply just being aware; you are shifting your awareness.

Remove your attention from the things that don’t serve you and focus more on the state in which you are meant to be.

“Your mind should be full of this new reality where you already have it.” — Neville Goddard

[egokillr]

rbing bcoz im silly nd deleted hehe

if you haven’t noticed, my stance on loa has kind of changed. my recent reblogs go along with my thought process recently, and honestly, things r all coming tgt now. i think tht ive always felt this way on the inside, i was just so side tracked with explaining how exactly it all makes sense that i explained it in terms of states. (nawt tht states DONT manifest…) read if u want, im kind of just explaining my feelingz and how i plan to construct my blog in honor of that. soz if this seems repetitive, to all the blogs who have said the similar things recently, i adore you, and thank you for inspiring me 🪷

to me, loa is extremely personal. it all starts with faith/ self trust, but in a way, that is subjective too. my version of fulfillment is extremely different from your version of fulfillment. my version of faith is different from your version of faith.

so, in my -opinion-, the “god” (or subconscious) within you, will lead you to knowing what you want. it will lead you to the fulfillment you seek naturally. so you may ask “how do i figure out what i want to do then?” well honestly, that’s subjective too, however, it’s really all based on intent. if you intend to speak to your subconscious, connect with your higher self, perform prayer/ worship, etc, you will. there’s no special words to be said, there’s no special feeling you have to attain. intent is simple. it’s simple because there is nothing to do. actually, creation is so finished, that there really is nothing to do. when you realize this, you start doing what you really want to do/ feel to manifest rather than what you “should” do.

something that really helps (me at least) to realize my potential, is meditation. and not all of us wanna sit around for a period of time and do nothing to meditate. and thats okay. but what im saying is, when you allow yourself to just be, without judgement, just being present in whatever youre doing, you will be able to feel the god within you. you can hear anybody say “you are god,” and still find a million ways to take your doubts as truth. or, maybe you don’t. but when you discover it for yourself, there’s really no going back. because this is all between you and you.

“I and my Father are one, but my Father is greater than I.” i believe this is a bible verse(?), but neville has used this analogy before. how i see it is, you are god, but you select which qualities you have through consciousness. this is why (in my opinion,) there is nothing to control, there is only experience. its kind of like how the internet has trillions of pages and resources you can visit, but you only see a portion of it, because it is your experience. and while you can still manifest by “trying to control,” it honestly gets draining, because there is nothing that you have to “try” to do. you already are in control. and the feeling of experience/ fulfillment just feels generally better than the feeling of working to get something, unless thats what you want to do.

sooo iN CONCLUSION… DO WHATEVR TF YOU WANT.

i think that’s basically it. maybe i’ll keep this account more focused on fun and playful things! things to manifest, affirmations, experiences, vibes and just sharing my form of spirituality for anyone who resonates w me. there may be some more explanations as i go along, but not as much. im open to helping people too, but most of the information you need is either in this post or on my blog. remember that this is only my opinion, and if you read to the end, thanks for listening and i appreciate you <3

💕~ victoriaaa

[egokillr]

Hiiiiiiiiiiiii. Ok let me introduce myself. my name is seri. I’m a master shifter and my main destinations are different points in history. I have no idea why history isn’t more popular in the shifting community. Like the things I’ve experienced first hand are amazing. Like I’ve seen things with my own eyes that we learn about in history textbooks. It’s the most amazing experience. I’ve been to alot of drs too like hogwarts, mcu, fame, love dr, avatar and so many more but nothing compares to seeing our worlds history for myself.

Some of my fave times I’ve been too: ( I changed my gender to a boy for most of these drs because I wouldn’t be able to experience it properly as a woman because of the time periods and I didn’t want to change history )

The making of the pyramids

Cleopatras ruling

King Tutankhamen

The making of the Great Wall of China

The first man to land on the moon ( I scripted I was a part of crew for the mission )

Queen Elizabeth the firsts ruling

The independence of America

The battle of Hastings

Ancient Greek

Ancient Rome

Seeing the Mona Lisa being made

Meeting Vincent Van Gogh

The Black Death ( I didn’t go to see people die I lived as a part of the government cause I always wanted to know how they tried to deal with it. There was so much panic )

Seeing Martin Luther kind jr give his “ I have a dream” speech in person

The crowning of queen elizabeth the seconds coronation

Meeting William Shakespeare

The Christmas truce

Pompeii before it way destroyed ( it was beautiful )

Seeing the 7 wonders of the ancient world

Hanging garden of babylon

Seeing ancient structures when they were actually In use ( the colosseum, temple of Hera, so many more I can’t even list )

Getting the great honour to learn kalaripayattu in ancient India

And genuinely just getting to live life seeing these people go about their own lives. Beautiful

I’m not going to list anymore cause there so many but I have experienced the beginning of the first humans millions of years ago to the making of the I phone. I am so honoured I get to experience these events and meet the people in the stories we learn. It’s crazy because to us it’s this amazing history we can only imagine but to them it’s just life. They no nothing else. They don’t know how truely incredible they are in our history. I can’t wait to experience more. Maybe one day I’ll even go into the future. Who knows.

Also something else I did was meet Van Gogh and take him to the dr future to the Van Gogh museum so he can see he wasn’t a failure. So he could see he made it. I took this idea after watching doctor who and it was the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen. I still get chills. To see this man who died thinking he was nothing getting to see a the future where he is known as one of the greatest artists of all time. My favorite shifting experience ever

Woooaaahhhh!! That's like suppoerr cooll!! I'm so happy for you and that is such a cool idea ajajajsk😭❣️

[egokillr]

me after realising i don’t need to do techniques amazingly and perfectly to manifest, i don’t need to saturate my mind with affirmations or repeat all day and i can just live my life knowing that everything works out for me no matter what because i have faith in my imagination and that’s all i need to manifest.

[egokillr]

dream girl (self-diagnosed)

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i love this!! idk exactly how to explain it, but u can literally live years in your mind in a short amount of time by using loa. i think thats why some ppl call it “quantum jumping,” because you’re using your mind to live scenes that would have normally taken much longer to create. (like for example, learning a new language through loa, etc) time is literally just a construct. have you ever noticed time go slower or faster? it only exists based on our perception

Time doesn’t exist you already have your desires!!

As you may have heard before, some of the greatest minds in the world have been pondering this idea for centuries. Albert Einstein famously said: “Time is an illusion.”

But what does that mean, exactly?

At a fundamental level, time is simply a construct of our own making. We make up the idea of time passing as a way to measure and make sense of our lives, but in reality, time doesn’t actually exist. So, if we accept the idea that time is an illusion, then it follows that the idea of manifesting our desires right is not just possible but inevitable

The key to manifesting our desires is to believe that they are already available to us. We need to be able to see the possibilities that are available to us if we open our minds and hearts to them. We also need to be willing to take action that aligns with our desired outcome. We need to focus on the present moment and put in the effort and energy required to accomplish our goals. If we keep our focus on the present moment and take action, then the universe will be able to manifest our desires.

But regardless Time is a tricky concept. We often think of it in a linear fashion, believing that everything is happening at the same time, but this isn’t the case. In fact, that’s a rather simplistic view of how time works.

Let’s consider the basics of time. We measure it in seconds, minutes, hours and days. These are arbitrary measurements, based on the rotation of the Earth and other celestial bodies. The sun rises and sets, creating what we call a day. This is our natural unit of time, but we break it down further in order to keep track of our activities.

If we take a closer look, time is really just our perception of change. Change is all around us, and time allows us to measure it. We may feel like time is fleeting or moving quickly, but in reality time is a constant. One second is always one second, no matter how fast or slow we perceive it to be.

Time can be viewed as an illusion. We can’t experience everything at once, so we experience moments sequentially. This is why we have multiple clocks - digital, analog and other types - because they help us measure the differences between points in time.

That said, there are numerous theories that attempt to explain the concept of time. Some people believe that time is cyclical, meaning that everything happens in a repeating pattern. Others believe that it’s an illusion created by our perception of events. And then there are those who believe in a multidimensional view of time, with each individual moment connected to the others in an infinite web.

Regardless of which theory you subscribe to, the bottom line is this - time is relative. We see it differently depending on our own experiences and understanding of the world. Our perception of time may be skewed and unreliable, but that doesn’t mean it doesn’t exist - it just means that we have to use our brains to make sense of it.

How does this apply to manifesting

Have you ever been waiting impatiently for something only to have it suddenly appear or manifest in your life? This could be in the form of a job, a relationship, or any other desired situation or object. You may have been waiting for weeks or months only to have it come to you in an instant.

This is because time isn’t actually an absolute reality; it’s just our perception of reality. The truth is that everything is happening in the present moment. There’s no past or future, only the now. This means that whatever you’re looking for is already here – you just haven’t seen it yet.

So how do we access our desires? The answer lies in shifting our consciousness into the present moment. Instead of thinking of our desires as something that we need to create or manifest, we can instead bring our awareness to the here and now. Accepting what’s happening in the present moment gives us access to what we want right away.

This doesn’t mean that the goal of manifesting our desires isn’t important, it just means that trying to force things into existence isn’t necessary. Instead, by being mindful of the present moment and releasing any attachment or expectations about what will happen, you create a space for your desires to organically manifest themselves in your life. This includes shifitng

In the vast sea of scientific theories, multiverse theory stands out as a fascinating hypothesis. It proposes the existence of multiple universes in addition to our own. While the concept of parallel universes has been around for centuries, the current scientific understanding of multiverse theory is fairly new.

The basis of multiverse theory in congruency to time is the idea that time is not linear. Instead, it’s a fluid concept that can move backward and forward, and bend and change at will. This means that time isn’t just a line, but multiple branches and pathways that lead to different outcomes.

It’s easy to see how this could explain the concept of multiple universes. Depending on the choices we make and roads we take, we could end up moving from one universe to another. The variations in time could explain why we live in one universe and not another.

But why does this matter?

Well, for starters, multiverse theory has implications for two major scientific fields: quantum physics and cosmology. By better understanding the concept of multiple universes, scientists can unlock more secrets about the universe, from uncovering its history to ultimately understanding the future.

Multiverse theory also gives us a better understanding of how each of our choices could shape our future. It proposes that for every choice we make, a new future path is created, giving us an almost infinite number of new possibilities. This is what we know as shifting and manifesting in the simplest terms

It’s an incredible concept, and one that continues to have researchers fascinated. By studying multiverse theory, scientists can gain a greater understanding of our universe and its place within the multiverse. It’s an immense topic of study with limitless possibilities

The reality is that our lives are happening all at once, take a moment and think about it – have you ever had a déjà vu experience? That feeling of familiarity where you feel like you’ve already been somewhere or experienced a certain event. It’s because you already have.

It is this non-linear notion of time that allows us to manifest our desires. Your desires already exist in the present moment, but your limited awareness of the present moment makes them appear to be in the future. When we focus our awareness on the present moment, we can begin to access and experience the manifestation of our desires even though they appear to be in a future reality. Manifesting works because we live in a limitless universe that supports us and has our best interest at heart. So if we can accept that time doesn’t exist and that our desires are already ours, we can begin to manifest our dreams and create the life that we desire instantly.

[egokillr]

I just want to add to the convo being had rn because it’s so based. Seriously. enough about states vs peristing and affirmation vs subliminals vs whatever tf spiritual media is discussing !!! I’ve manifested simpily by having the desire and visualization!!!! I’ve manifested by accident , I’ve manifested when I didn’t believe in myself. The only thing that matters is faith. It’s not the law of peristing or the law of Neville Goddard, or the law of states, it’s the law of YOUR ASSUMPTION not the law of your favorite subliminals creater or the law of your fav loa YouTuber or the law of loa blogs. Law of assumption. So assume and believe, and your manifestations will come inevitably. That is literally all it is guys. The law of whatever the hell YOU want it to be. Does that it mean it’s wrong to ask for guidance or help or it will hinder your journey. No, but when you see something you don’t believe in or don’t resonate in, stop seeking validation from other creators when yours is the only one that matters. This applies for all “can I manifest this or that questions” yes if you assume so and desire it yes you can. The law has existed since the dawn of time before people had spiritual coaches and websites to over consume and validate their desires, so why would that change now.