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God if you exist prove it by killing me in my sleep tonight
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I'm sure being alive isn't supposed to be this painful
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me after having a major mental break for the 103858294847782814th time this month

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time moves faster here.
yays — I die faster
nays — it's giving me extreme anxiety, I will soon be forgotten by everyone... I can feel time in my hands and it feels gross and sad
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they're still going???
household is arguing... my headache is too intense rn to deal with this 🥀
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household is arguing... my headache is too intense rn to deal with this 🥀
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soulb0unding is weird cus I formed one with a character I think. (not v0l but with his permission) as an experiment but they were super talkative (positive) but were distracting me so I. asked them politely to chill for a moment and haven't heard from him since
#I still feel his presence though#BUT INTERNALLY#ITS SO FUCKING WEIRD#I don't know if it's actually a s0ulbound or if I split another fictive#Hopefully not a fictive. I don't hate them or anything but I keep having bad encounters with them in my system
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the urge to bleed everywhere in devotion
#sh trigger#I'm actually feeling pretty happy rn#Just having weird urges 🥀#LMAO MY BF IS LIKE#“Listen to them. but don't hurt yourself unless I say otherwise.”#whatever you say my lord ~
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I really hope I get this job I love technology so much. I also like selling things and retail in general.
ough!!!!
kinda feels weird that I'm gonna probably end up being a merchant sells person my entire life though
no but fr if I lived in H1su1 I'd definitely be a merchant... not even because I love Vol0 but because of how I am in general. I sell stuff 😭 it's one of the only things I'm good at other than music, writing, and art
censoring so ppl don't find this god forbidden account
#why couldn't the gods give me a cooler skill#like. scientist#I really wanted to be a atmospheric scientist when I was a kid#same for storm chaser#studying storms and warning people of disaster... *absol rambling*
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luckily I will be getting blackout curtains tomorrow, I only want my Love to shine the room. not the bitchass sun
I HATE sunlight it makes me feel so ill
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regresses into a ball of fluff behind blackout curtains
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