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now, where were we?

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If you ever feel embarrassed, remember: You are smaller than a supernova, Quieter than a black hole, And less radiant than a flicker in a white dwarf’s eye. That is why it is okay to say to someone I love you, do you love me too? Because a million things already do not love you, And none of that matters. So, if the answer is no, Instead of collapsing in pain, Pile it on the heap of things that you love That do not love you back: Every beautiful landscape you have ever seen, All your material possessions, Including the phone beside you Your favorite book, movie, and actor, The food you are digesting. If the answer is yes, Tell this person now. Do not hesitate and think we can save this for later, After the smoke from the volcano leaves, After you are old enough to know better, After you lose twenty pounds. You will forget why you didn’t, And the collapse will be unavoidable, It will feel as big as the sky.

Collapsing, Samantha Neugebauer (via mortal-husk)

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My heart stopped. It just stopped beating. And for the first time in my life, I had that feeling. You know, like the world is moving all around you, all beneath you, all inside you, and you’re floating. Floating in midair. And the only thing keeping you from drifting away is the other person’s eyes. They’re connected to yours by some invisible physical force, and they hold you fast while the rest of the world swirls and twirls and falls completely away.

Wendelin Van Draanen, Flipped (via kari-shma)

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My heart stopped. It just stopped beating. And for the first time in my life, I had that feeling. You know, like the world is moving all around you, all beneath you, all inside you, and you’re floating. Floating in midair. And the only thing keeping you from drifting away is the other person’s eyes. They’re connected to yours by some invisible physical force, and they hold you fast while the rest of the world swirls and twirls and falls completely away.

Wendelin Van Draanen, Flipped (via kari-shma)

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I am one of the searchers. There are, I believe, millions of us. We are not unhappy, but neither are we really content. We continue to explore life, hoping to uncover its ultimate secret. We continue to explore ourselves, hoping to understand. We like to walk along the beach, we are drawn by the ocean, taken by its power, its unceasing motion, its mystery and unspeakable beauty. We like forests and mountains„ deserts and hidden rivers, and the lonely cities as well. Our sadness is as much a part of our lives as is our laughter. To share our sadness with one we love is perhaps as great a joy as we can know - unless it be to share our laughter. We searchers are ambitious only for life itself, for everything beautiful it can provide.

James Kavanaugh  (via pav-acid)

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We all know you mean fuck when you say f•ck, or f**k, or fack, or frack, or frick So just say fuck for fucks sake

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I don’t want to be  your entire world, no. I would be happy just to be your morning coffee, your hanging car keys, your wallet. Something seemingly insignificant, but if lost throws off your entire day.

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I hope one day somebody loves you so much

that they see violets in the bags under your eyes, sunsets in the downward arch of your lips,

that they recognize you as something green, something fresh and still growing, even if sometimes you are growing sideways,

that they do not waste their time trying to fix you.

(via tristamateer)

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every day of my life is a constant struggle between harry and zayn feels

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I miss high school and college. Because back then, guys understood the concept of “the grand gesture.” 

Now…eh. 

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I like being alone, but I hate the feeling of being lonely.

When you’re alone, you have time for yourself. Your thoughts finally catch up to you. You set your mind on things and everything is just clearer. Nothing’s bothering you and everything just feels right for once.

When you feel lonely, you feel as if no one’s there for you. It feels like no one understands you or is willing to listen. It feels like you’re screaming in a crowded room, but yet not one person looks up.

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uh-kay pokemon master

Charmanders are red. Squirtles are blue. If you were a Pokemon, I would choose you. Your smile is stronger than a Hyperbeam. Like Jesse and James, we’d make the perfect tag-team. I’ll stay by your side like Pikachu n' Ash, and I’d love you more than a level 80 Rapidash. You’re more legendary then a Zapdos, Entei or Mew. But out of all the 150, I'd choose you.

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MY AMNESIA GIRL FAVE JOHN LLOYD MOVIE EVER

Sabi sa census, may 11 milyong tao sa Metro Manila. Paano mo malalaman na nahanap mo na yung taong para sa'yo? Maaring nakita mo na siya, pero yumuko ka para magsintas. Maaring nakatabi mo na siya, pero lumingon ka para tignan ang traffic lights. Maaring nakasalubong mo na siya, pero humarang yung pedicab. May mga maswerteng tao na nahanap na yung taong para sa kanila. May mga taong patuloy na naghahanap at may iba na sumuko na. Pero ‘yung pinakamasaklap, eh 'yung na sa'yo na, pinakawalan mo pa.