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Cannot able to breathe, I want to sleep, but I cannot Ya Allah I want to sleep. I never want to wake up.

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Ya Allah please call me, I don't want to live anymore.

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When my health was not good, she sent me a medicine in a bottle and she put it in a cover, after sometime, I return the bottle. But I have keep the cover in which she sent me the medicine bottle And and I keep some small piece of cover near me to feel safe and rest of in my locker 

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Cannot able to sleep because of restlessness

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Na bata saka na jata saka ap kya mera liye naa khud samjh saka na apko samjh saka

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In her presens you like everything her existence brings a different kind of peace her absent becomes a source of restlessness for you

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Best part in my life is appearance of you like a comet streaking across my night sky your presence was more than just a spark it was a blaze that lit up my entire existence

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Qura'an says again and again and the future will be better for you than the past

Qur'an [93:4)

What we both facing now in future, I believe we both will be happier together Aameen

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If she would be in front of me, I will not leave her for a second. I want her to scold me. I want her to tell me everything what she’s going through. Because I cannot leave her alone.

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Ya Allah I thank you because you give me some best memories and you have written some best chapters in my life that I cannot forget in my whole life and next chapter will be. you will return me back what I loose because what I lose is for sometime why because you are taking My test, and I believe truly, you will return it back why Because I cannot lose her for my whole life. She feels like my mother, her anger, her Care, and everything. she deserve the world, and I want to see her happy because it is my relaxation to see her happy and. I have not seen a best person in my life like her, in my eyes, no one exist like her and Best part in my life is appearance of her like a comet streaking across my night sky her presence was more than just a spark it was a blaze that lit up my entire existence. And In her presents i like everything her existence brings a different kind of peace her absent becomes a source of restlessness for you

And one more thing, I want to tell everyone, if anyone sees me Allah tala is your friend he loves you more than 70 times of a mother love, so you have to convince him like a friend like a mother and I promise you, he will give you everything you want in your life and what you deserve also, he will give you 

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At the last moment, I feel a chest pain, so I get blank that’s why that is the reason I am not able to talk at the moment at last. I regret now the same situation is there. It is so real when you hurt, you can feel chest pain near your heart. It get heated and you cannot able to breathe 

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Ya Allah, I just want a shadow of her

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Physically and mentally tired, but still i believe that

"fa inna ma'al usri yusraa"

In every hardship there is a relief

And I am there with you, whole life and in Akira 

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Just do not worry, I am here only you are in my heart. You are in my mind. You are in my prayers. You are in my dreams. Just be happy if I get to know you are happy, my heart will be stress less. Allah. Tala is there with us. Just assume that I am near you, 

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Your absence is like a room without oxygen, Every second, is very heavy

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Deleting memories that I store is not enough, I need a memory loss

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It’s 3:27 a.m. and I realise no one is there to listen me