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going to room with seren for the trip so that’s exciting. we’ve been spending time together and just hanging out. :’)

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idk everything’s nice and calm and i’m vibing doing my thing

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i got essentially ghosted by the dude i had that crush on that’s cooooollll

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brain empty nothing to think ab. been hanging with seren a lil bit tho.

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hmmmmmmmmmmm

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im pretty positive it’s just sex with him and not anything feelings involved so like im just ignoring my crush rn

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hoe phase hoe phase hoe phase ignore this crush

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i keep telling myself that i need to be on my hoe phase shit but also i have this teeny tiny crush on matt and that’s kinda scary but dead ass he’s sweet and funny and the sexual chemistry alone is nice so honestly :’)

but hoe phase seriously is something i gotta do bc trying to date seems like the worst mf idea.

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been fucking around with matt a bit and i kinda have a lil crush :’) so maybe that’s a bad idea.

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im so fucking angry right now that hes playing it like im so awful fucking person

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nah nah nah im not stupid i know that was you so what the fuck why not just talk directly to me

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nah but i didnt expect myself to **** gravy

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things with vinny and i are just mf weird because of the break up and we’re trying our best to just be friends like before but i feel like its just… not gonna be not weird for a while. like i love vinny so much but i just… we didnt work out as a couple, and its uncomfy to think ab at all because hes happy to be mt friend. was i a not good enough partner? like fucccck dude.