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I grow up watching disney movie fantasizing I can be one of the disney princesses, I'm I like Cinderella? Will a prince take me to be his wife? I'm I like Aurora? Will a prince save me? I'm I like Elsa? Will I have a powers that can save a palace? Who am I? The way I get deeper with my thinking the way I know tiny details about my personality, I don't have a prince to take me to be his wife but I work hard to please my family just like Cinderella did. I don't have a prince that can save me but I also have a mission to find myself just like Aurora did. I don't have powers just like Elsa that can save a country but I can help change the world with the power of sharing knowledge to my future students.

With that being said, Hello lovely peopleeeeee! I'm Louiella D. Peramide, people call me Ella because that's my nickname, I'm 20 years old turning 21 next year March 13, I'm a Pagbilaowin living in Pagbilao and I'm a third year Bachelor of Culture and Arts Education exploring music, arts, drama and dance.

When I introduced myself I always have a prepared sentence and that is "I'm Ella and I'm a dreamer and an opportunity seeker" I used this sentence when I joined " I AM PIONEER: Digital Celebrity Hunt" where I placed second in dancing category from that day on I'd used that sentence when an activities that tackles about "introducing yourself" whether it's speaking, writing and even posting it through social media.

I’m a dreamer but I’m trying my best to not make it as is, as a ‘dream’ and also an opportunity seeker grabbing opportunities that I can. I know a lot of opportunity will help me to develop so that I will have the courage to conquer my weaknesses and improve them.

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My dream for my family is to live comfortably as they want. I want to give them what they deserve and serve them the way that they serve me. I want my mother to sit comfortably in a classy sofa because she just went home from a spa. I want my father to open a flat screen TV with high resolution picking any channel that he like. My sister studying what she wants and not worrying about money. I've seen every hardship that they faced my mother going home and sleeping in the chair because of tiredness. My father watching on an old version TV sometimes black and white and didn't have some channels that he likes. My little sister taking another path because we cant afford what her dreams needed and commands. All of this factor to become wealthy as I will take care of my family given the fact that I'm the oldest child.

As my dream for myself, growing up I don't have any specific dream, unlike the others who wants to be a doctor, police, chef at an early age I find myself copying others dream. My parents said that my first dream was to become a nurse I laughed as I realized that I'm literally scared of syringe given that I've been hospitalized several times. Next dream that I had in mind was to become an artist like artist behind a technological box called television. I wanted to act and the attention that an artist like Kathryn Bernardo was having. Then after that phase I really didn't have a specific dream of mine. When pandemic hit a realization hit me also. I missed performing. I realized that my eagerness to perform was steaming as we are imprisoned inside our house while a virus was roaming. But it didn't stop me to perform that's when I joined a celebrity hunt run by Pioneer Media Company where there are competition in dancing, singing and acting. I audition and didn't really expect that much as I'm prone to rejection auditioning online but to cut the story short I won 2nd runner up beating 100 auditioners since day one. My dream now is to explore performing and even perform in a big stage. As of now I'm really happy of my improvement in performing. I will take about more on my dancing in my 'what makes me happy content’.

My dream in the future, I want to be successful one way or another. My future includes state of living, I want to live happily and comfortably which includes my future dream to have a loving family of mine which will include a stable job as an educator to have a stable income. I want to see my future as an effective educator who serves the country. I want to became an instrument for the students to grow and foster to become a great product of my teachings. I want to be a known educator because of how good am I.

One of my future dream is also to help others in need. In conclusion I will do my very best to make my dream come true and not just stay as a dream.

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I don't have any permanent job in mind to take when I was a child as I said in me and my dream content I'll go with the flow on what is a trending just to put on the activities that includes jobs, what I want to be in the future like questions "I want to be a flight attendant", "Future Nurse" or even "I will be a chef someday" still I didn't have any permanent decision on what I want to take in the future.

When I was grade 10 I was pressured to know what should I do in the future as it depends on what strand I will take in Grade 11 so I ask my parents what is their dream, my father answered he wanted to be a soldier I can really see that given the fact that my father invested on his toy gun and every sunday I will see him practicing some shooting and I'm actually impressed as he mostly hit bullseye, my mother on the other hand wanted to be a police woman, she wanted to fight for the rights of the people giving justice and punishing the sinners. Knowing this information I taken the strand of HUMSS why? Because I decided to take on the path to become a police woman. I soon realized that I didn't have a dream but my parents have so I will be an instrument to achieve their dreams, but by now you may know that I didn't really stick on that path and taken the path of being an educator why? I actually didn't know.

One day as I graduated grade 12 my mother and I sat down and have a talk saying if I can really be a police woman someday as she is worried about the whole process like training and the danger it will bring to my life with her statement I started do doubt myself. Again I was pressured to to know what should I take in college as again it depends on what future it will lead me. I started to search some courses, asked my relatives what should I take, most of my relatives taken the course which involves business and at some point I decided to take what my cousin will take, gladly I didn't. As I research I stumbled the course Bachelor of Culture and Arts Education and my eyes shine as it tackles music, arts, drama and especially dance all of the major interest me and I said to myself that this course fit me. I said it to my mother and she is happy for me as I will be the second educator in our family. Still now many of my relatives is shock that I didn't take my first path which is a police woman but for me I'm satisfied with my learning as I enjoy every curriculum that I take and interesting activity which sparks my love in performing. My road to becoming a future educator was slow and rocky as I didn't really know that I will take this path but as I take every single steps on becoming an educator I love what I am doing and content with my future. I will assure my future students to have proper knowledge that I can give to them and be an effective educator someday. I'm excited to learn and share my learning Pandayon Future Educator!

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A lot of things factor my happiness as I am a soft hearted person almost everything I appreciate the most. I'm a type of person that even the smallest things makes me happy. There are factors to my happiness this includes my Family, SB19, my significant other and of course dancing.

Family, I am blessed with a happy family, having a caring mother, she is the standard for me I want to become a mother like her she puts us over her self, a father that never fails to guide me, he frequently ask if I'm okay and do I need help and I really appreciate it and a little sister that accompanied me in my life. My family is my top priority and my top source of happiness. Without them I'll be nothing.

SB19, a group here in the Philippines. They are a boy band or a Ppop Idol. I cherish them because they help me get through all of the stress that came to me a simple video/vlog about them boost my happiness and make me feel loved.

Significant other, having someone to lead on when times are bad, when I doubt myself to thinking I will not make it, having someone to rely on, having someone to ask help when I needed it, having someone to be a source of rest and having someone who makes you smile.

Dancing, no words can describe what dance means to me. I love performing on stage on what dance genre it may. I explore different styles to develop different skills to shape on what I am as a dancer now. When I was in grade 4 I started to dance in intermission I was not the best but I'm doing my best. Grade 7 when I joined my first ever dancing competition which is street dance that's when I was eager to dance. Grade 10 when I joined again street dance and actually I the only want recruited in the dance the rest audition to secure a spot. Grade 11 when I audition to one of my biggest dance competition yet and got in it also an honor to be part of that group saying that 25 out of 100 auditioners got in. But pandemic hit still it didn't stop me to perform as I mentioned earlier I joined I AM PIONEER Digital Celebrity Hunt where I placed 2nd to all 100 auditioners. And now in college dance really take a huge part of my happiness just like dancing with one of my idols in the university I was thrilled and honored. I tried to explore many genres I tried hiphop, tried ballroom and even cheer dancing and also folk dance. And now I'm a part of SLSU Folkdance STRASUC Delegates. I didn't expect to much when it was selection as I am aware that many dancers are far more good than me yet I was the one to be selected with so many dancers lining up to that position. Dancing is my fuel, it helps me motivate and recharge me.