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Virginia Woolf, from a diary entry featured in “A Writer’s Diary”

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—Sue Zhao

[image description: 3 large blended gifs of Andy from The Old Guard. All the gifs are are coloured blue, and have lines from a poem by Sue Zhao over the middle, in sans-serif caps letters. Gif 1: Andy sitting in the sand after the botched rescue of the little girls, her head in her hands before she raises it, overlaid with Andy standing over Quynh’s body when she first found her, the first gif disappearing as the gif pans up into the sunlight. Written across the middle of the gif is “I am every age I have ever been”, in a white-blue overlay. Gif 2: Andy standing at the window in Marrakesh, looking from the boys behind her to out the window, overlaid with Andy pushing herself up off the floor after being shot and resurrecting in the ambush in Sudan. Written across the middle of the gif is “all time ever does is pass”, in a white-blue overlay. Gif 3: Andy sitting in the dark listening to Nile speak of dreaming about Quynh, overlaid with Andy talking to Nile about not remembering her family, slowly closing her eyes. Written across the middle of the gif is “and all I ever do is remember”, in a white-blue overlay.]

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Winona Ryder in Heathers (1988) Natalia Dyer in Stranger Things (2016)

Stop adding stupid fucking photos to this post!!!

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literally every day i say to myself “wow i’m having a really bad one today” like girl i think this is just your life.

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girl help everything i do feels like a performance

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just me appearing out of nowhere screaming into the void

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WINSTON BISHOP | New Girl (2011-2018) chaotic character study 3/?

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the overwhelming grief of losing an entire year to sickness, violence and pandemic fatigue is settling in so id like to remind everyone that: you are not a failure, yes there is still a happy future for you, and wearing a mask is very sexy

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thinking abt that specific type of intimacy from being in someone’s bedroom for the first time, & you’re poking around their items, & they’re reclined backwards on their bed telling you all the little stories while they follow you around the room with their eyes, & you feel it

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Chris Evans in Defending Jacob

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Someone moving your necklace clasp back to the nape of your neck is a top tier form of intimacy that’s quite frankly … unmatched….

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If there is anything left to say, it is this:

I would have found you anywhere. I will find you anywhere.

It’s sloppy edit o’clock. You know I love these two more than anything.  Happy birthday, @lavellanswrites.