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Your best was not enough

When you try your best

And you won’t succeed

You did great

But insufficient

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Until this day, I can’t move on

I hope you try to visit me here, just for some of your spare time. Because I still thinking of you. Until this moment. Even I pray every day that I will forget you, I still can’t help thinking about you. Please give me some liquor for I will pour it to my face than to drink it. To let me be awaken of my foolishness.

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Hey! I miss you.

Let’s get drunk for the last time.

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The Criteria

- FAITHFULNESS

- RESPONSIBILITY

- HONESTY

- KINDNESS

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I envy her kindness

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I’m too rude

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He was a ghost

i think I saw him.

He was torturing my mind until now.

Sad life. 

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Fun to Read

The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo by Stieg Larsson

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Biggest Regret: I have a crush on you

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Seen zone

almost half an hour had passed, still he did not reply. Shame on me

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:)

My last pm to him was this emoticon :) which means smile, happiness. Since he was one of the people who brought sunshine in my virtual world. Even though now, we have no more conversations, I can still hear his voice talking to me at the middle of the night. As a result, I can’t sleep. His voice was one of my nightmares. Hope I can forget him as soon as possible so that my suffering won’t take too long.

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Painful Obsession

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It’s hard to forget someone who gave you so much to remember 

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He repeat what I say

ME: Don’t mind me...

-After four months-

HE: But don’t mind

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Numbness

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Doing the same thing again and again ...

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Sleep when your awake. Awake when your asleep.

Three weeks straight I’m trying to murder myself. I try to kill myself everyday by sleeping late at night and skipping meal hours.