ellyrad

[ellyrad]

[ellyrad]

my darling, goodbye.

my last ole's meal, until then.

our walk around my alameda house, until then.

my first love,

until then.

stay safe and healthy

[ellyrad]

I don’t fall for love bombing because I don’t lack self love. It’s as insulting as much as it is sometimes entertaining. Yes, I know I’m great. Yes I know I’m easy to love. But I don’t need over-the-top flattery to prove it. Real love shows up in actions, not just grand gestures or empty words. You have to earn your spot. If you’re giving it for free then something is off. Most often it’s a reflection of how desperate a person is to be loved, how much they lack it within themselves. Love inspires. It is not forced. Show me how much you value me by showing how my love inspires you to be better.

[ellyrad]

breakup 2.0 was so bad it made me celibate

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its the lying about "idk how these white girls in bikinis got there" and tryna cover it up as the fitness folks he follows. the fucking audacity to talk shit ant daniella's man and he does the same shit. ugly!!!!!

then months later he confesses he has a porn addiction?? thats why the whole ava and michelle thing??? how the fuck does that correlate????

and now

its asmr on fuckin youtube??? with no history?? and its tito ed logged in??? MAKE IT MAKE SENSEEEEEEEEEEE

[ellyrad]

its so funny working at this christian coffee shop

not the christian boy flirting w me

i asked him "anything else?"

"your name"

LMAOOOO

why did i shut it down quick like im damn near single i coulda played along for fun 🤣

i didnt bc he wears skinny jeans lmaooo

[ellyrad]

i wouldve gave in eazy

my mind and my body litchrally sincd to not give a shit about u anymore

i lowkey love it but i feel bad bc he gotta be the clown walkin out of cali 🤣😩

he said i love you like u think ima say it back??

i love u for what?? i dont ..

[ellyrad]

aint no fuckin way the bruh still tried to make himself victim

what realllyyyyy pissed me off (but u know what, ima let ur foolish ass have this bc u sound like the most dumbass smooth bird brain ass human that got dropped for breakfast as a baby)

he got the nerve to say he couldnt even make friends, god forbid a guy friend takes his girlfriend to hang without his gf trippin so he'd rather hang alone

that. T h a t. was the moment i realized i refuse to be with this little ass boy. i didnt even wanna argue. and he tried to add "i cant even talk to anyone abt this bc i dont want them to think badly about you" LMAO 🤣🤣

the way my mind screamed "RIGHT BC ALL THOSE BITCHES U HUNG OUT W U THOUGHT OF FUCKIN EM AND (MOST FUCKIN LIKELY JACKED OFF TO WIT UR NASTY ASS CANT EVEN GET HARD FOR MORE THAN 2 MIN) CONSISTENTLY DISRESPECTED OUR RELATIONSHIP, CHOSE THE SAFETY OF UR OWN FEELINGS

RIGHT LIKE

were u also gonna add that part? how ur a fuckin pervert and wanna cum on random girls faces? or were u gonna make urself sound like ive been this crazy insecure gf in ur story

who... exactly... made me... that way......? u fuckin 9 year old still suckin his mamas titties bc hes secretly a fuckin milf obsessed lowlife that cant form a fuckin thought but rely on others to make decisions for ur ugly ass

[ellyrad]

update: i cant take one more year of stickin by miguel and wait for him to love me the way i want to

i refuse to make it to 3 fuckin years of this bullshit

bitch im DONE

like whats the point of all this?? im always fuckin waiting for him to get his shit together, bro we just aint meant to be

go on and get yo lil dick wet wid those white bitches u love 😭

im tired

[ellyrad]

1 year darylle,,, lets level up while that mf rots

bc in one year..... im done wit ur nasty ass

[ellyrad]

how can a person not get fuckin mad when u are LITERALLY fucking ITCHING to jack off to other bitches. youre fucking sick and u think ima hold the space for you?? bro how?? 😭😭

[ellyrad]

this mf telling me to not lash out when YOU just dont want to take accountability for being a piece of shit

[ellyrad]

[ellyrad]

Put your intention out there, and continue on with your life. Don’t obsess over what you want. Don’t worry about how it’s going to arrive. Don’t cling to the outcome. Assume it’s on the way, and move on.

[ellyrad]

ima have to take care of my lil peace and continue to build my hot slutty body (purrr)

[ellyrad]

this too shall pass

[ellyrad]

bro u straight up CAPPIN if u didnt jack off to michelle + ava

the nerve this mf has to STAY LYIN IS CRAZYZYYUUYYYUUYYYYYY 😭😭 bitch why yo ass still w the bruh 😭😭😭😭

god i hope u find the fuckin strength bitch bcurz

goddamn