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Reblog if you're on team "don't touch me without my permission but if you have my permission please never stop touching me"

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I don’t want an epic love story. I don’t need a star-crossed sonnet-inspiring romance. I want grocery store trips, sharing chores, I’ll-wash-you-dry, walking dogs together, curling up on the couch under a blanket watching the same movie we’ve seen 12 times, coming home to you at the end of a hard day and waking up beside you the next morning. I don’t need purple prose and love songs and the kinds of whirlwind stories people write novels and plays about. I just need you.

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It’s weird when you realize the person you once told everything to now has no idea what’s going on in your life

anonymous | @wnq-anonymous (via wnq-anonymous)

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“Which is the true nightmare, the horrific dream that you have in your sleep or the dissatisfied reality that awaits you when you awake?

Justin Alcala (via fy-perspectives)

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“Loneliness is a strange thing. Too often, we feel alone in this world, yet we’re constantly surrounded by people. We could stop being lonely so easily, if we’d just reach out to anyone nearby; yet we hold on to loneliness so tightly as if we don’t want it to be taken away. And I’m not sure why that is, but maybe it’s because being lonely is easier and less painful than trusting someone to not leave us back at square one.”

-Pieces of me, 9

“Alone but not quite lonely”

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me, procrastinating: i hope somebody kills me before this is due

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*wakes up* what the fuck

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being in college is just talking about how busy you are to people and having them say how busy they are back to you

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Or universal healthcare.

Y'know, instead of selling organs for affordable medical aid.

They should offer medical discounts for organ donors and people who regularly donate blood.

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lab safety but the teacher just wants you to die

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People keep asking me how university's going... Apparently *quiet sobbing* isn't a proper answer.

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stay alive not because your mother will never stop crying but because you can look up at the sky on a sunny day and see the clouds moving by and you’ll take a moment to wonder if it is because the earth is spinning or because the wind is blowing stay alive so you can answer that question stay alive so you can ask someone else that question, then wow them by knowing the answer or be wowed that they already knew it as well stay alive because you’re never too old to look up at the sky and see figures in the shapes of clouds a cumulonimbus that looks like a dog will never fail to make you smile stay alive not because your father will blame himself for the loss of his baby but because your favorite band might come out with a new song or your favorite show might get renewed for a new season or your favorite person might like your tweet on twitter stay alive because the future is unclear and that may seem terrifying, not knowing what’s to come, but it’s worth taking that chance gambling is never a safe bet but the house always wins and you, my dear, are the house stay alive not because your best friend will never forgive themselves for losing you but because of the feeling you get when you do see your best friend that calmness, that peace, that happiness – that feeling is genuine happiness and yes, you are capable of experiencing it you’re allowed to experience it you’re allowed to be happy stay alive because you’re allowed to be happy and there are countless reasons to feel that joy radiate like sunbeams like licking melted ice cream off of your hand as it drips from the cone or the way the world slowly changes from green to orange in autumn or seeing the first snowfall of winter or that first sip of a hot beverage when you’re absolutely freezing or wearing your favorite underwear or finally seeing the Big Dipper at night or the perfect amount of Parmesan cheese on top of your pasta or your pet crawling into your lap stay alive because at least one of those things make you happy and you should experience it one more time stay alive not because i’ll miss you but because one day life will feel the way a brand new notebook feels - intimidating, but exciting and more importantly, a fresh start stay alive because you deserve to be around for that fresh start

(cc, 2017)

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Letting go means to come to the realization that some people are a part of your history, but not a part of your destiny.

Steve Maraboli (via quotemadness)

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What am I doing wrong?

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Just sorta lonely.

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On the upside, I found a cat today.