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Somewhere in This Universe.

Somewhere in this vast universe, as I drifted through the shadows of life, you arrived—a radiant light piercing through my darkness. Hello, Dikara Jagadipta! Once again, we meet on the third of the month. I know you’ve always said there’s no need for gifts to mark this day, but I want to celebrate every little thing about us. Now, I finally understand what it means to have a place to call home—thank you for loving me so deeply. No matter where you are, I know our paths will always cross at the end of the road. And when that moment comes, I’ll be there, smiling, carrying happiness just for you. So, take my hand—let’s walk this journey together. It’s time to weave our own miracles into reality.

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SUNDAYCLUB 3rd MISSION.

A Relaxing Sunday: My Lakeside Picnic Adventure

Hello, everyone! My name is Alin, and today I’ll share a fun little story about what I did on a Sunday—basically, a day in my life! So, what was the plan for this Sunday? Well, I decided to go on a picnic!

Before heading out to the picnic spot, I made sure to stock up on some yummy food. I picked up matcha ice cream, a matcha frappe, brownies, donuts, pempek, and putu ayu cakes. I mean, you can’t have a proper picnic without a feast, right? Once everything was packed, I dressed up in a green outfit to match the fresh, picnic vibes. And, of course, I made sure to take lots of photos for my Instagram feed.

This time, I chose a beautiful lakeside spot for my picnic. When I arrived, the first thing I did was spread out the picnic mat and lay down all the food I had brought. It was such a cozy and relaxing atmosphere, enjoying the snacks while soaking in the view of the calm, sparkling water.

After a while, curiosity got the better of me, and I couldn’t resist exploring the lake. I changed into a more water-friendly outfit and started splashing around in the lake. It was so much fun, but I stayed in the water a bit too long and ended up feeling cold!

After drying off and packing everything up, it was time to head back home. The day left me feeling refreshed and happy, and I couldn’t wait to share all the photos I had taken with my friends. Sundays like this are just the best—simple, peaceful, and filled with good vibes!

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ThePavilionn's Bingo

Disclaimer, I write a lot of OOC things that not related to my muse. Thank you.

At the beginning of 2025, I’ve gained so many new friends because I was recently accepted into two open agencies at the same time, and I couldn’t be happier. It feels amazing to connect with so many people who share similar interests and passions.

Of course, the answer is yes—I’ve already updated my character! It’s something I genuinely enjoy because it allows me to showcase my muse, who is undeniably stunning. Updating her feels like giving her a little spotlight to shine, and it’s such a fun way to express my creativity and admiration. It’s one of those activities that brings me so much joy and excitement, especially when I see how amazing she looks afterward!

I already have a very handsome boyfriend, even though we’re from different countries. It makes me so happy to start 2025 with him by my side. I’m grateful to have someone as amazing as him in my life, and beginning this new year together feels like a beautiful start to an even better journey ahead.

I haven’t celebrated my birthday in January because my birthday is in October. It’s still quite a while away, but that makes it even more exciting to look forward to. I’ve always loved having an autumn birthday—it feels cozy and special. For now, I’m just enjoying the start of the year and waiting patiently for my special day to come later in the year.

My muse received an award at the Tencent Video All Star Night 2024 as the "Eye-Catching Artist of the Year," and it truly feels like an incredible way to start the year. I’m so proud of her achievements and how she continues to captivate everyone with her charm and talent. This recognition is so well-deserved, and it makes me even more excited for what’s to come in 2025. It’s such a joyful and inspiring moment to kick off the new year!

Of course, I’m an active roleplayer, especially now that I’ve just been verified by two open agencies at the same time.

Yup, lounging around is definitely a must-do activity for all of us, right? There’s just something so comforting about taking a break, lying down, and letting yourself relax without a care in the world. Whether it’s scrolling through your phone, binge-watching your favorite shows, or simply doing nothing, it’s the perfect way to recharge and enjoy some guilt-free laziness. Honestly, sometimes those moments of doing absolutely nothing feel the most rewarding!

Of course, there’s a new project! Right now, I’m busy filming a new drama titled Chasing Jade alongside Zhang Linghe. It’s such an exciting opportunity, and I’m thrilled to be part of this production.

Today, I’m already smiling because my boyfriend, Lee Dokyeom, is making his comeback with BSS! It’s such an exciting moment, and I’m so proud of him and everything he’s accomplishing. Seeing him perform and share his talents with the world brings me so much happiness.

Every day, I always receive the cutest messages from my boyfriend, and it’s such a sweet reminder of how he cherishes me. He always takes the time to send little words of affection, making sure I know how much I mean to him. It’s those little gestures that make me feel so loved and appreciated. His messages brighten my day, and I can’t help but smile every time I read them. I truly feel lucky to have someone who shows me so much love and care each day.

I’m definitely not single because I have a boyfriend who I’m incredibly proud of and who is absolutely handsome. He’s everything I could ask for—kind, talented, and always there for me.

I’m always happy as long as my boyfriend is by my side, along with my friends who constantly support me. Their presence in my life fills me with so much warmth and positivity. My boyfriend brings me comfort and love, while my friends uplift me with their encouragement and loyalty. Together, they make every moment better, and I feel truly blessed to have such an amazing support system. With them, I feel like I can face anything and keep moving forward with a smile on my face.

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In English, we say “I love you,” but here’s my version.

Dengan segala yang aku miliki, aku akan selalu berusaha memberikan yang terbaik untukmu. Di tengah luasnya semesta, di setiap sudut bumi ini, aku belum pernah menemukan bahasa cinta yang mampu menjelaskan betapa indahnya dirimu. Mungkin aku harus mencuri warna-warni pelangi untuk menggambarkan dirimu, atau sinar matahari yang terang untuk menyamai cerahnya senyummu. Namun, bahkan keindahan malam penuh bintang mungkin masih belum cukup untuk melukiskan pesonamu.

Bisakah cinta berbicara melalui kata-kata? Jika ya, maka aku akan menulis seluruh cerita tentang dirimu. Bisakah cinta berbicara melalui lukisan? Jika bisa, maka aku akan melukis sosokmu dengan penuh warna. Namun, mungkin cinta harus belajar diam, menerima bahwa keindahanmu adalah bahasa itu sendiri—sesuatu yang tidak bisa diterjemahkan, tetapi hanya bisa dirasakan. Aku tidak tahu bahasa apa yang dapat mendeskripsikan dirimu, tetapi aku tahu bahwa jika keindahanmu adalah sebuah buku, aku akan membacanya hingga halaman terakhir yang tak pernah ada akhirnya.

Terima kasih karena telah hadir, tanpa aku pinta, seperti embun pagi yang perlahan menetes. Kamu adalah bagian dari jiwaku yang dulu hampir aku menyerah untuk mencarinya. Langkah demi langkah, kita menari bersama di atas mimpi-mimpi yang telah kita ukir berdua.

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TIAN XIWEI, 1997.

Tian Xiwei is a Chinese actress who has been steadily gaining recognition for her roles in various TV dramas. Known for her youthful charm and bright personality, she quickly became a fan favorite in the entertainment industry. Born on October 14, 1997, in Chongqing, China, she studied at the Shanghai Theatre Academy, which set the foundation for her acting career. Her fresh approach to roles and her natural ability to connect with audiences make her a standout talent in modern Chinese cinema and television.

One of her most notable appearances was in the historical romantic comedy "New Life Begins", where her portrayal of Li Wei captured the hearts of viewers with her witty and relatable character. Tian Xiwei’s ability to balance comedic timing with emotional depth makes her a versatile actress, capable of adapting to various genres. Beyond her acting skills, she’s admired for her genuine and down-to-earth personality, often engaging with her fans through social media, where she shares snippets of her life and career.

Despite being relatively young in the industry, Tian Xiwei has already built an impressive portfolio of roles, showcasing her range and dedication to her craft. She’s more than just a rising star—she represents a new wave of talent in Chinese entertainment, bringing refreshing energy to every project she takes on. Whether she’s making us laugh, cry, or reflect, Tian Xiwei’s performances leave a lasting impression, and it’s exciting to see how her career will continue to evolve.

DISCLAIMER:

I declare that I am the owner of account X with the username @xviwei and hereby due to X’s policy, I state that the account is used for roleplayer purpose only. I will consciously use it as best as I can. All media used are from their original owners, and I have no direct connection to the real Tian Xiwei.

Regards, Ysaline Elvara.

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Tapi Diterima.

Aku menyadari bahwa diriku penuh dengan kekurangan. Aku tidak sehebat seperti apa yang mungkin terlintas di pikiranmu. Dengan segala ketidaksempurnaan ini, aku sering kali merasa terseok-seok menjalani kehidupan di dunia yang begitu luas. Aku bukan sosok sempurna seperti yang barangkali kau bayangkan, namun aku selalu berusaha menjadi manusia yang lebih baik, yang layak diterima di bumi ini.

Tanganku yang kasar, hasil dari ditempa kerasnya kehidupan, dan kerutan di dahiku yang semakin tampak karena beban pikiran yang begitu berat, tak pernah menjadi alasan bagimu untuk menjauh. Dengan tulus, kau menciumnya tanpa banyak pertimbangan. Belum pernah aku bertemu seseorang yang melihatku sebaik ini—seolah-olah aku adalah manusia tanpa cela, tanpa kekurangan. Kau berkata, jika dilihat dengan lebih saksama, aku sama indahnya dengan yang lain. Dalam dekapanku, kau bertumbuh.

Kita berdua bertumbuh bersama, di dunia yang luas ini. Entah melalui tangis ataupun tawa, kita terus melangkah dan bertumbuh. Luka-luka yang pernah ada perlahan memudar, berganti dengan penyembuhan. Penyembuhan ini bukan hanya untuk diriku sendiri, tetapi juga untukmu, dan untuk kita. Di tengah perjalanan hidup yang penuh warna ini, aku bersyukur bisa melewatinya bersamamu.

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We'll be okay, for today.

Why has academic achievement become such a critical measure of our worth? Is it genuinely about our growth and success, or is it simply a way to satisfy the expectations—or even the egos—of our parents? From a young age, many of us are praised for excelling in school, creating the impression that being smart or successful in academics is the ultimate goal. But as we grow older, life becomes more complex. It’s not just the lessons or subjects that challenge us anymore; the environment we navigate—our relationships, our mental health, and our personal struggles—becomes equally difficult.

No matter how hard we try, it often feels like it’s never enough. Every result we achieve seems to fall short of expectations, leaving us to question ourselves. Are we the problem? Have we failed to live up to what others want from us? But have you ever stopped to ask yourself: What do I want? Have you taken a moment to care for yourself beyond the pressure of meeting someone else’s standards?

It’s okay to feel exhausted. It’s okay to cry and feel like you can’t keep up sometimes. These emotions don’t make you weak—they make you human. But instead of punishing yourself for not being perfect, it’s time to accept yourself as you are. You don’t need to force yourself to meet every expectation or to always be “good enough” in others’ eyes.

Whatever the outcome, you are incredible. Whatever you’ve done, you’ve done your best. Effort matters, and even if the results don’t meet everyone’s expectations, you are still you—a person who has worked hard and persevered. Success isn’t always about achieving perfection; it’s about trying, growing, and learning to accept yourself, no matter what.

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The Strength of Perseverance: A Reminder to Keep Going.

Today, December 2, 2024, marks the beginning of the final month of the year. We've journeyed through 11 long months, each filled with its own stories, challenges, and lessons. Life, as always, has its ups and downs—moments of overwhelming joy often followed by the unexpected arrival of sadness. But that’s what makes life beautifully complex, isn’t it?

Do you realize how incredible you are for making it this far? Eleven months have passed, and you’ve faced every twist and turn with resilience. You’ve endured challenges, celebrated victories, and learned from setbacks. So, never give up—because the Divine never abandons those who persevere. Keep moving forward, no matter what stands in your way. Trust in your strength, because you’re capable of more than you know.

I want you to know that I’m incredibly proud of you. Simply making it through each day, choosing to keep going, and holding on is a remarkable achievement. Achievements don’t always have to be grand; the fact that you’re still breathing, still pushing forward, is a triumph in itself.

Believe in yourself and in the value of your efforts. Every little step you take matters, and I’m confident that all your hard work and persistence will be rewarded in time. So, no matter how tough it gets, don’t give up. The world needs your light, and I’m rooting for you every step of the way.

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A Tranquil Autumn Morning in Edinburgh

The crisp autumn air greeted me as I wandered through the quiet streets of Edinburgh, my bag swinging gently by my side. Though the chill seeped into the early morning, the warmth of my jacket made the stroll comforting. It was a Sunday—unhurried, unplanned, and perfect for soaking in the serenity of the city. Who else, I wondered, would rise so early only to sit on a park bench and watch the golden leaves tumble gracefully to the ground? The answer, of course, was me.

The morning sunlight poured generously over the park, illuminating every corner with a golden glow. Around me, the city was waking up. Dog walkers strolled by, their companions sniffing curiously at everything in sight. Couples passed hand in hand, their laughter mingling with the rustling leaves. And there I was, perched on a bench with my canvas and watercolors beside me, my mind blank. No matter how I tried, inspiration eluded me, as though the muse had taken a detour.

Then, amidst the gentle chaos of falling leaves, I noticed him. A man with a laugh so pure it seemed to echo through the crisp air, carrying warmth like the morning sun. He cradled a camera, treating it as though it were his most prized possession. His outfit—simple yet effortlessly stylish—fit him as naturally as the smile that graced his face. He moved through the park with purpose, capturing snapshots of a world I couldn’t see through my artist’s eyes.

For a moment, my world seemed to pause. His presence was magnetic, drawing me in as if he carried a silent charm that required no incantations. He greeted everyone he passed, complimenting their dogs with unfiltered joy. And though we were strangers, his smile felt like it belonged to the very soul of Edinburgh, making the city feel more alive, more meaningful.

I couldn’t decide whether to simply observe or muster the courage to approach him. But one thing was certain—his presence transformed that tranquil Sunday morning into a memory I would carry with me forever. Perhaps, in this vibrant autumnal city, I might find the courage to bridge the gap between us, guided by the inexplicable pull of his magnetic charm.

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Bingo With GooseInLove 🦢

Disclaimer, I write a lot of OOC things that not related to my muse. Thank you.

PAPAN BINGO

Appreciate Yourself

I’m taking a moment to truly appreciate myself—something I often forget to do. I’ve been through days that tested my strength, moments when I felt like giving up, yet I chose to keep going. I’ve grown, learned, and become a stronger person because of it. I’ve been kind to others, but now I want to remember to be kind to myself, too. My journey isn’t perfect, but it’s mine, and every step has brought me to where I am today. I deserve the same patience and understanding that I give to others. Today, I celebrate me.

Appreciate Your Ganslein Mates

Thank you, Ganslein mates, for welcoming me as one of your friends. It means so much to me that I got to know each of you, even if our time together has been short. With our beloved OA about to close down, I can’t help but feel bittersweet—I’m grateful for the memories, but sad our time here is ending. Still, I truly hope we’ll stay friends, even when we’re no longer in the same OA. Meeting you all has been such a bright part of my journey, and I look forward to keeping in touch, no matter where we go next.

Appreciate The Elations

Thank you, Kak Rara and Kak Agas, for welcoming me into GooseInLove and giving me the chance to connect with all the amazing Ganslein mates. I’m so grateful to have been part of this OA, to experience the joy, warmth, and laughter you’ve both shared with us. Thank you for always being there, for organizing fun times, and for creating a space where we could bond and grow together.

What Makes Me Happy?

What makes me truly happy is being able to go through my day smoothly, free from any pressure. I don’t ask for much, but I hope that my presence brings happiness to those around me, adding a bit of color to their lives. Just knowing I can share a positive moment or make someone smile makes my own day brighter. It’s a simple wish, but one that fills me with warmth and a quiet sense of fulfillment.

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Something irresistible, sweet, and a little addictive.

Dikara Dikta, that's his name. A simple name that I always adore every day. Just like his name, he is a simple person who can't express how he feels. He just smiles while stroking my head while whispering words of love. I haven't known him for long, but you know that love can come from anywhere, right? That's how the world brought me together with him, in the simplest way I've ever known. How someone suddenly sends a text message to me that night and now that someone has become someone precious to me.

Dikara Dikta, someone who fills my world with color, someone who is like a little piece of happiness that I can carry around. He wasn't just someone I thought about; he was my favorite part of the whole day, the spark that made something ordinary feel magical. It's like reaching into my pocket and finding something sweet, something I want to hold onto forever.

Dikara Dikta, with him love is not something grand-love is in the simple moments, the glances and laughter that feel like my personal melody. It's like enjoying my favorite candy, something I can never get enough of.

Dikara Dikta, being with you is about savoring the sweetness of being together. It's about the gentle warmth of having someone who feels like home, who fills the quiet spaces in my life with something beautiful.

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The one who had love me through my soul.

I love you so much that I don't know what else to write about you in my diary. If my diary could talk it would be bored because the topic I always talk about is you. There you are smiling while carrying two cups of coffee and walking over to me then sitting in front of me, you are talking that my coffee is of course with a little sugar because I don't really like sweet. I looked at you with a smile, I looked at you like I was worshiping God's creation that was so good to me. I got to thinking about what kind of good I did in my previous life until I could finally hold your hand right now. The hand that always helps me wipe away tears and the hand that always strokes my head.

I keep thanking God for presenting you by my side. Your sweet smile and gentle voice complement my life. I am just a book full of abstract scribbles that are not formed and I have warned you since the beginning. But you said it's okay that the book full of scribbles can still be repaired, in fact all the abstract scribbles have meaning and you should realize it. I continue to be grateful that you are now in front of me while laughing and convincing me that life and survival are not always bad as long as you take care of each other.

I never knew that life was so beautiful until I met you. After enjoying a cup of coffee, you continued to take me around under the bright street lights. The night was not so cold, only the sound of car tires touching the asphalt road as well as the sound of buskers on the side of the road. Me and you were holding each other and smiling. I never knew that looking into your eyes would be this embarrassing, butterflies kept filling my stomach as if I had to keep looking at you, a feeling I never felt but now I feel it with you.

Love isn't something that can be calculated and it just happened so that I couldn't avoid it. And the conclusion of it all is that I have truly fallen under your spell.

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What makes me happy?

If someone asks what makes me happy, the answer is quite simple because so much of my happiness stems from small, simple things. I find joy in little moments, like the soft sound of raindrops pattering against the window or the earthy scent of rain-soaked ground. These simple pleasures remind me to appreciate life in its most natural and unrefined forms, and they bring a quiet contentment that fills me.

Happiness for me also means connecting with people who genuinely appreciate me and who share the same excitement for the things I love. It feels uplifting to be around someone who values me, someone who mirrors my enthusiasm—it’s in those relationships that I feel truly understood and seen. This shared joy becomes a bond, an energy that makes life’s experiences richer.

Another source of my happiness comes from writing. Listening to music and then letting it inspire my words is one of my favorite ways to express myself. Writing allows me to capture my emotions and thoughts, transforming them into something tangible, something I can revisit or share. It’s like putting a part of my soul onto paper, and that act of creation brings me an immense sense of fulfillment.

Finally, my happiness is intertwined with the happiness of the people around me. When those close to me are joyful, it amplifies my own happiness. It’s comforting to know that we are all part of a shared experience, lifting each other up, and creating a positive circle of support and love.

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LU YUXIAO

Lu Yuxiao is a talented Chinese actress who has quickly become a prominent figure in the entertainment industry. Born and raised in China, she initially had a different path in mind, studying fashion in the UK before turning her attention to acting. Her time in the fashion world has left a lasting impact on her style, making her not only a beloved actress but also a trendsetter. She effortlessly blends her background in fashion with her acting career, making her a multi-faceted public figure.

Known for her versatility on screen, Lu Yuxiao has starred in a variety of genres, from heartwarming romantic dramas to emotionally intense roles. Some of her highly anticipated upcoming projects include Romance in the Alley, Serendipity, and Perfect Match. Each of these roles showcases her ability to deeply connect with audiences, drawing them into the story through her emotional depth and engaging performances. She is currently filming Love in the Clouds, a romantic drama that is expected to further establish her as one of the leading actresses of her generation.

What sets Lu Yuxiao apart is her ability to adapt to different characters with grace and nuance, whether it’s playing a lively, romantic lead or a more complex, emotionally demanding role. This versatility has earned her praise from fans and critics alike. Her fresh, modern approach to acting, coupled with her dedication to her craft, has quickly earned her a loyal fanbase both in China and internationally.

Off-screen, Lu Yuxiao is admired for her down-to-earth personality, her love for fashion, and her willingness to connect with her fans. She frequently engages with her audience on social media, sharing snippets of her life, behind-the-scenes moments from her shoots, and her thoughts on personal growth and career development. As her career continues to evolve, Lu Yuxiao is poised to become a household name, not only as an actress but also as a fashion icon and influencer in the entertainment world.

DISCLAIMER:

I declare that I am the owner of account X with the username @yuxixao and hereby due to X’s policy, I state that the account is used for roleplayer purpose only. I will consciously use it as best as I can. All media used are from their original owners, and I have no direct connection to the real Lu Yuxiao.

Regards, Ysaline Elvara.