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basic human empathy has got to make a comeback divas

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im not going to lie michigan is crazy bc i see so many lesbians just out in the world. like at the grocery store. i saw two lesbians with a baby. like thats beautiful i almost cried. i miss louisiana but seeing just how many people like me are just out in this world. living their lives. lots of old lesbian couples too. wow!!!!!!!

im a lesbian living very lesbianistically

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im a lesbian living very lesbianistically

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yay i love picking fights on my own posts i can just remove annoying comments. fantastic.

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can everyone reblog this and tell me who The Character is for you. like the one that you're obsessed with / hyperfixated on. mine is gojo

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ok imagine. utterson is a very self-controlled and composed person. i think he's overcompensating for having periods of his life where he absolutely wasn't in control. i imagine he comes from a lower-class background, and all the trauma that comes with financial insecurity in a deeply classist society, now in social circles with people that absolutely have never experienced it. he perpetually feels like an Outsider that has to Fit In somehow so he sands all his edges until he's quiet and agreeable. until he isnt anymore. until he cant afford to be, because his friend is in trouble. and the double whammy of personally picturing his grandparents being immigrants so not only does he feel like he sits Outside of all his circles he's genuinely treated like shit by jekyll's (rich white) acquaintances. he definitely masks like crazy. but i think he deserves to go insane for a bit. he can swing an axe if he wants

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also to balance it out utterson gets the autism bipolar disorder and alcoholism. i think he should suck too. he sucks less but he still has problems hes not willing to address. i think that man is white knuckle gripping having control over everything in his life including himself and hes failing badly

jekyll has moral ocd not in the “i need to be a good person” way he doesnt give a fuck about that he has moral ocd in the “i need to be SEEN as a good person or ELSE” way. he thinks hes seen as filthy and perverted and he knows he is but he cares more about public perception and reputation than whether or not hes actually harming people. bc he is Entitled above all else. he is a rich man after all.

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thank you everyone for agreeing with me. together lets imagine a world where dr henry jekyll is a selfish asshole with a lot of problems he blames everything on but is completely unwilling to address or fix any of them. yay :) lets give it up for old men who suck

jekyll has moral ocd not in the “i need to be a good person” way he doesnt give a fuck about that he has moral ocd in the “i need to be SEEN as a good person or ELSE” way. he thinks hes seen as filthy and perverted and he knows he is but he cares more about public perception and reputation than whether or not hes actually harming people. bc he is Entitled above all else. he is a rich man after all.

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like okay guys lets put our thinking caps on! in a misogynistic and patriarchal society where women are expected to be fully subservient to men, romantically, sexually, etc, how do these expectations effect butches and masculine women? lets really think about it guys. i know we can do it.

also an extra thought. i'm not going to lie people think it's somehow easy being butch. for some reason. that somehow youre protected because you present masculine. that youre not, somehow, still subjected to misogynistic and lesbophobic violence. the moment i came out and started dressing butch i was straight up treated like a rapist for daring to be friends with straight women. both by adults and my peers. and doubly men insecure in their own masculinity have threatened to beat and rape me for being butch cause they, and i quote, think that if i "want to be a man so bad that i should get beat like one" (actual comment i received once.) there is literally a subgroup of men with fetishes over raping and "converting" butches. idk where the hell people get the idea from that butches dont have it hard because..... lol. lol lmao. this also goes for trans butches and butches of color and studs. it Particularly goes. like. its hard out here. when youre seen as a masculine woman. its even harder when youre not white or cis. why are we stupid on purpose. but this is the i hate women website so what should i expect

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also an extra thought. i'm not going to lie people think it's somehow easy being butch. for some reason. that somehow youre protected because you present masculine. that youre not, somehow, still subjected to misogynistic and lesbophobic violence. the moment i came out and started dressing butch i was straight up treated like a rapist for daring to be friends with straight women. both by adults and my peers. and doubly men insecure in their own masculinity have threatened to beat and rape me for being butch cause they, and i quote, think that if i "want to be a man so bad that i should get beat like one" (actual comment i received once.) there is literally a subgroup of men with fetishes over raping and "converting" butches. idk where the hell people get the idea from that butches dont have it hard because..... lol. lol lmao. this also goes for trans butches and butches of color and studs. it Particularly goes. like. its hard out here. when youre seen as a masculine woman. its even harder when youre not white or cis. why are we stupid on purpose. but this is the i hate women website so what should i expect

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i rly rly hate how this site chased so much of its poc userbase away. it feels like i'm hanging out in an ethnostate sometimes

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im getting the double whammy of men making things about themselves and transphobes denying my lesbianism because (checks notes) im not an insane bigot. free website

i told everyone to be normal and people werent and now im sad. you made me sad. i said be normal :( why does nobody listen to me…….!!! (falls onto my couch)

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i told everyone to be normal and people werent and now im sad. you made me sad. i said be normal :( why does nobody listen to me…….!!! (falls onto my couch)

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so this was a personal post that just blew up for some reason and lol. this website is just so misogynistic its crazy. i make one post about women and we somehow gotta make it about men every time. no need for dat goku. like you know i can see your comments right. why is everyone in my house now. i said be normal

my transfem coworker yesterday said "i can't wait to get on hrt so i can be a lesbian" and i was like hand on her shoulder. girl..... you're already a lesbian. i see you with my dyke eyes. you are already a beautiful lesbian dont let anybody take that from you.

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what's the OC you've had around the longest? Are they the first OC you ever made?

as longtime followers might know i am deeply insane about the strange case of dr jekyll and mr hyde so i have stolen robert’s intellectual property and have made them deranged gay old men. jekyll/hyde (One Guy) would be the longest guy thats stuck around.

amphimal (the project name) has been around for 6 years now. its gone through many forms and many redesigns. id attach photos but my phone sucks so ill do it later. jekyll definitely isnt the first oc ive ever put in the torture chamber. whatever first oc baby me concocted is lost to my brain forever, but he’s definitely the oldest.

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its slow at work ask me anything

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i feel like a real woman. being called stupid and crazy on the internet just for making a post about my life. i’m never leaving this website where else do you get this entertainment from