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IMPORTANT!

A lot has been going on in my life, much crazy nerve crushing shit. Everybody knows that I have depression and anxiety, but the worst thing is that my whole family is a shit hole. So because my family keeps getting worse and worse everything keeps going ...well... Worse. Haha okay back to business.

So my phone is broken, yes the one I am currently typing on, and I need a new one. So my boyfriend is giving me an old phone of his but the problem just is that the password for tumblr is gone and with my new phone I couldn't get into tumblr. I can't change the password because it requires the old one... So I will delete my tumblr and try to get the same or similar names. The Name "Ember Parker" is really important to me since Ember is the name of my second favorite character of my own books and Parker is the last name of my favorite character. Or maybe on my new account I will switch that which would be "Emery Silverton" so either way I will make it as possible as possible that you can find me. If you like you can follow me then again and I will also note all the people I follow so I can keep them.

I'm not telling you this because I want pity. I'm teeling you because you all mean so much too me. Especially my writerblr followers because my writing is the only thing that can bring me any joy in my life at the moment, well except my boyfriend @hydclour 😘.

I think you deserve to know what is going on, even though I am not gonna go into detail because that would be too much. I'd just really like to know or to have you back as my followers or the people I follow.

This is not easy for me, to lose my blog. The only thing saving this is the hope that I can come back to this because you decide that you want to follow me again. I can't tag all of you, so please understand if your name is not gonna come up. It's really late and I am under SO much pressure, I just want at least the phone shit to be over.

It would mean so much to me if you could message me or drop an ask to tell me if you will follow me again

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Well there is a fucking problem. I can't delete my blog without the password. So I will have to choose a new name: emery-silverton

IMPORTANT!

A lot has been going on in my life, much crazy nerve crushing shit. Everybody knows that I have depression and anxiety, but the worst thing is that my whole family is a shit hole. So because my family keeps getting worse and worse everything keeps going ...well... Worse. Haha okay back to business.

So my phone is broken, yes the one I am currently typing on, and I need a new one. So my boyfriend is giving me an old phone of his but the problem just is that the password for tumblr is gone and with my new phone I couldn't get into tumblr. I can't change the password because it requires the old one... So I will delete my tumblr and try to get the same or similar names. The Name "Ember Parker" is really important to me since Ember is the name of my second favorite character of my own books and Parker is the last name of my favorite character. Or maybe on my new account I will switch that which would be "Emery Silverton" so either way I will make it as possible as possible that you can find me. If you like you can follow me then again and I will also note all the people I follow so I can keep them.

I'm not telling you this because I want pity. I'm teeling you because you all mean so much too me. Especially my writerblr followers because my writing is the only thing that can bring me any joy in my life at the moment, well except my boyfriend @hydclour 😘.

I think you deserve to know what is going on, even though I am not gonna go into detail because that would be too much. I'd just really like to know or to have you back as my followers or the people I follow.

This is not easy for me, to lose my blog. The only thing saving this is the hope that I can come back to this because you decide that you want to follow me again. I can't tag all of you, so please understand if your name is not gonna come up. It's really late and I am under SO much pressure, I just want at least the phone shit to be over.

It would mean so much to me if you could message me or drop an ask to tell me if you will follow me again

@xxbleeding-worthless-ghostxx @halrose @thel3tterm @niki-writes @waterfallwritings @flawlesssin @cookiecutterwrites @patsy-busby @rosesvertes @elizaaaa-v @cold-something @cursed-b0y @satanxiety @someoneyoudontknowexists @madnessandsadnesscontrolmylife @trickstersquill @grudgeghirl @snowdropwrites @theswordofpens @quilloftheclouds @verborgene-wahrheiten @zee-hartly @music-understands-my-pain @tempestuous09 @manofcons @lobotomizedskull @wesiinna @day-before-i-met-you @beddapaparedda @menus8-com @maikosworld01 @wesleyandro @hamburgertuesday @ghost-winds @blissfulxecstasy @rlv29 @hiraeth-mira @jecikapecika @ruki-nozaka @definitlynotafiredemon @kaiasinclair @devoworak @chavawrites @p-oine @adaughterofathena @theliteraryarchitect @panicaid @write-all-about-it @a-wise-man-once-told-me

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New movies are constantly breaking box office sales records because movie tickets are constantly getting more expensive. (source)

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this felt important enough to share

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hmmm. hmm. i think today is a day to wrap myself in a large blanket and lie very still

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I get you. I mean it is not the same, but I have a sister who is eleven years older. She wasn't good in High School, though she was great at university. When I was on High School and I graduated better than her she said it doesn't really count because my way was way easier than hers (It's a graduation for Health Science, Education and nutrition). I got so angry.

So when I started another graduation (because I wanted to stay in school and not go to university yet, get more experience) and it was more like the one she did but still with the themes of education and mostly how to deal with children the right way (or how they grow up, what not to do and so on. With the graduation you could actually work with children right after it)she still said it is too easy.

She always makes me feel like I can't live up to her. Every time I tell her I don't want to talk to her (because she always asks too many questions and doesn't let go or leave me some privacy) she says I just want to be cool and funny.

Like wtf. I'm a writing nerd with depression and heart disease. SO YEAH SURE I JUST WANNA BE COOL BY HATING MY SISTER FOR BEING SUCH A FUCKING BITCH BY DRAGGING ME DOWN. IT'S NOT LIKE I HAVE ENOUGH TRAUMA THANK YOU REBECCA, AND ESPECIALLY FUCK YOU

... So this went out of hand. The problem with many people just is, that they want to be better than others so they themselves can feel better.

You know what the worst thing is? She's a psychologist😒

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executive dysfunction be like *wants to do something* *doesnt do it* *feels bad* *wants to do something* *doesnt do it* *feels bad* *wants to do something* *doesnt do it* *feels ba

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internet friends are kinda like illegally downloaded friends. you don’t get the physical copy but you still get all the great content

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I'm sorry that I haven't been online for a whole week. My boyfriend, my mother and I were on vacation in the Netherlands and I didn't have any internet or wifi

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If you’re having difficulty learning the nervous system, then the brain is actually having difficulty trying to understand itself. (source)

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LMAO DREAMWORKS IS TRASH. As an Asian violinist who was excited about seeing this movie before, I just wanna say FUCK YOU. FUCK WHOEVER ALLOWED FOR THIS TO BE IN THE FINAL CUT. Dreamworks finally got the galls to make a movie starring an Asian girl and they decided to put in this Chinese imperialistic agenda against my country!! GREAT //s

For those who didn’t know: that above is the nine-dash line, a controversial and wildly false statement by China, claiming that the Eastern Sea (which belongs to Vietnam alongside other SEAsian countries) was actually their territory according to some obscure history that only they seem to remember - I wonder why. The whole thing an entire mess and a half, but it did die down some time ago. I honestly didn’t expect to see it again, let alone be reminded of it in this seemingly lighthearted family movie of a WESTERN company.

A lot of Vietnamese people are calling to boycott Dreamworks and for this, I completely understand why. They should’ve known better, there’s no excuse to this.

~Mod L

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several months ago we had a cat with mysterious skin allergies that we couldn’t find the cause of. he was adopted as a “special needs” cat with the adopters understanding the circumstances

we just got an update and they had decided to get him a full allergy panel to find out what he’s allergic to

it’s people.

the cat is allergic to human dander.

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