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emeralday · 4 years
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i’m so tired from school hhhhh this term is gonna be a long one
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emeralday · 4 years
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rereading my old posts and laughing. nono i dont want my spirits to be lifted no
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emeralday · 4 years
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why does anything matter when we’re allgonna disappear one day anyway
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emeralday · 4 years
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oops haven’t posted here in a long time,, ive been feeling like nothing went well for me this week after monday. a bad draw number, delayed responses, feeling worthless, but i guess there’s always work to keep me from dwelling for too long
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emeralday · 5 years
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colleje is so hard why do people say its easy. is it worth going to such a prestigious school and feeling so burned out, overworked, stressed, and insufficient every day. i feel like im so busy but i look around and see more intense overachievers around me. where did my self esteem go. i know i came here to challenge myself but will it be worth it in the end? is all the pain and suffering associated with going to such a rigorous college gonna be worth it in the end? i feel i focus too much on academics; if i wanted good grades why didnt i just go to an easier school? too much pressure to make my family look good? im sad
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emeralday · 5 years
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consider: vicious cycle of talking to friends to feel better but it also takes away your time to do homework so you feel worse and want to talk to your frie-
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emeralday · 5 years
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hello how do i unlearn sth i was better off not knowing
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emeralday · 5 years
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how do i keep maintaining the same # of lbs when im eating so shittily ive never experienced this before
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emeralday · 5 years
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HEYVHOW DO I UNSEE A POST
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emeralday · 5 years
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xndfnsncd im getting sad thinking about how i wont see her for 7 weeks starting next week :,(((((((((((
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emeralday · 5 years
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i tend to give people the silent treatment when im not feeling good. or i guess, in this case, it would be leaving people on read
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emeralday · 5 years
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i want tocry my mom doesnt want to let me go to the sleepover for as long as i want to because i have a piano and violin recital :((( but my gf is leaving so soon after grad :((((((((((((((
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emeralday · 5 years
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crying when im listening to tik tok by threeracha
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emeralday · 5 years
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wow!! i love not sharing what im feeling and instead focusing on the other person!!!!
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emeralday · 5 years
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tfw gf comes back the samw day i leave , life is too cruel; and her schhool starts a month later than mine :,(
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emeralday · 5 years
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no one believes im a top :^(
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emeralday · 5 years
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i rly appreciate how shes trying to word her messages with more tact/trying to act more enthusiastic in our texts :)
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