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I forgot to exist for a while but now I'm back to reality, hopefully for a while

and no I will not be adding some fucking tags you greedy little..

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my face when I'm using my windows partition instead of my linux partition and suddenly my keyboard is shitty and not perfectly customised because editing Microsoft Keyboard Layout Creator is very annoying to use, while editing a c file is quite easy, so I haven't made my keyboard proper yet, and when I also don't have access to my programming stuff until I reboot into the other partition: :o

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my face when I'm used to the more visually oriented social media, so to speak :hmm:

my face when tumblr informs me I reblogged my own post (it's half the activity I have)

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my face when I force people to make tumblr accounts to follow me to increase the amount of activity I have (no tags for real this time)

my face when tumblr informs me I reblogged my own post (it's half the activity I have)

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my face when tumblr informs me I reblogged my own post (it's half the activity I have)

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HE HAS THE CHISELLLLLLLLLLLL OVO

a Bidaily Dose of Emika

day VI: TDLmc

there is a youtuber and streamer I've been watching, tdlmc, who has been doing a minecraft mod called Better than Wolves for a while now. It's sort of a mod that makes Minecraft more like an actual survival game with meaningful progression. I have been watching since I think he uploaded the second video, and he has slowly been getting better and has been posting progressively longer. At some point, he started playing an addon which made the mobs more dangerous, and then he went back to the base mod and won it, sort of it's been very amusing to see him progress through the mod and get better. A bit ago, he beat the mod with the addon as well, and became the first person to do so in hardcore. Now, he has been playing it with an even harder addon, and I've been looking at streams. In fact, I'm watching at such a stream right now. He's gone through like 20 attempts today, with the goal of making a crafting table. Right now, for the first time today, he has a brick oven, which is needed to make iron nuggets, which are needed to make a chisel, which is needed to make a crafting table. It's also gloom night~ So now, I'll stop writing this and continue looking at this shitty slow-moving stream :3

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my face when shitty text editor I made can safe and load files: :o

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let's hear it for the nonbinary folks who:

don't present androgynously

use "binary" pronouns in any capacity

identify partially with a binary gender

have a "gendered" name

don't experience body dysmorphia

don't experience gender dysphoria

DO experience gender dysphoria/body dysmorphia but aren't sure what gender or body would suit them

just experience body/gender apathy instead

can't be open about their gender identity yet

you're all absolutely valid.

don't ever feel like you're "not nonbinary enough" because you absolutely are! 💖

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leftists apalled, confused as bourgeois state passes a law that serves bourgeois interests: “how could this happen?!”

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can you see how many followers someone has???

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okay, so I learned myself to do this when I was 10 years old, because I had found money a few times and I was very happy when I did, and then I *always* did so, and only recently I've tried teaching myself to look forward again when walking because I feel like it makes me look better I guess :v

huge fan of looking at the ground when i walk. because sometimes i'll see something Shiny and then. i get to keep it, it's mine

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this is outdated, since I'm top 250 now, but here you go

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where the fuck is my Irōkya profile picture though, I can't find it

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okay so someone on Discord told me that this does indeed sound like asexual or at least ace spectrum so I guess I'm nonbinary, ace and maybe gynoromantic or demiromantic or something else I dunno

a Daily Dose of Emika, day three

my sexuality, part 1

so I was thinking back to the time I was curious about the kind of straight (or homosexual, I guess??) people who are not into someone who would have the parts of someone of the opposite sex, no matter the other circumstances. I asked some people I knew online about that (I think I asked like two or three people, all straight men) and they all answered something like 'I am repulsed by the idea of penis'

so, I was thinking back at that. I am also repulsed by the idea of penis. I am also repulsed by the idea of vagina. I haven't had sex so far, so maybe that'll change it, I dunno bout that, but I am not opposed to the idea of having sex. like, I'd like to try it if there was someone to properly try it with, and I think I'd enjoy it

~~I think I showed my sister this page, I hope she didn't remember and follows it X-X it becomes more descriptive below??~~

anyway, I am attracted to the idea of sex, but other people seem to be attracted to the idea of penis or vagina?? I dunno, I don't like those. I like neck and belly and hearing whimpers and the idea of having power, or the bonding experience which it probably is, or both?? does that make me asexual???????

also, I do meddle in the hot and steamy eseggz, and I always like the idea of chastity cages, or just staying clothed. I don't want to be naked. I want to have sex, but I don't want to be naked or touch parts. Ehh, I don't mind touching parts, I think, but like.. it's not what I do it for. When I'm doing roleplay, I do stuff with those parts because it's what is expected

I want to have sex with someone, but if it's kinky sex, I just want to do the kinky stuff, and if it's romantic sex, I just wanna cuddle :v I might not *mind* the rest, but.. ye I dunno

if someone who knows more about sexualities than I do reads this, does it sound like I'm asexual?? I know asexual people can have sex and can be kinky, so it's not impossible, and I guess it's even probably

this was your Daily Dose of Emika :3

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okay

uhm be gay

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nooooo you're too sexy haha

kill me