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I can confirm it absolutely is. 100% of the time.

What I think your fave side says about you:

Logan: I'm gonna assume you're on the aroace spectrum and that you like astronomy. I'm also gonna assume you're a gifted kid. Is Logan my favorite? Yes. Am I all three of those things. Yes.

Patton: You scare me. You fought tooth and nail defending him after SVS and POF and I both respect and fear you. Also you have a estranged relationship with religion or a parental figure. You're filling a void.

Roman: You live for the Pinterest wedding board. Your only goal in life is to have a sword collection over your couch. The only reason you survived high school is because you had a crazy friend group that always had new drama. Doesn't matter your gender.

Virgil: Either you're a new fan who just loves the sassy emo guy, or you're a og fan and I know what your tumblr looked like in 2018. Either way, your ao3 account is something to fear.

Janus: you think you're as sassy and cunty as he is. You are not. No one is as sassy and cunty as Janus. Also you had a reptile obsession at some point and you saw there was a snake character and went feral.

Remus: sweetest, kindest person ever. You are a sweetheart. In real life that is. The second you get online you become a feral but polite goblin. But absolute gentle soul irl.

Orange side: there is absolutely no info on his personality. You are lying.

C!Thomas: boring. Like so many fun and weird guys in this series and you choose the real guy with a social security number. You are a liar.

This is all in good fun, I'm not trying to be mean, this is a joke. Do we all understand that. Okay good.

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I understand that but I do not fully know the difference and when you just send me a handful in quick succession I have no idea what’s going on

"ouhhhh" is a different emotion from "ough" which is a different emotion from "augh" which is a different emotion from "wough". I could go on. and these all convey different feelings depending on spelling variation and how many "h"s you add at the end too

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Omg it looks so good dude

Did I make a drawing of Remus for his birthday and now I’m posting it at 12:04am?

Yes.

Happy birthday Remus

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I think the idea of passing is so funny sometimes because like I am an afab apagender person right. So I literally am in no way trying to pass like at all. I will leave my house in just a bra skirt and full face of makeup and I on numerous occasions have been accused of being biologically a man. Like it has been both people thinking I’m a trans women and or a cis man. On the other hand I had one guy tell me that he could tell I was a woman because of my facial shape. This was during covid and the winter so as you can image my features were not the easiest to make out and if you can’t tell by me mentioning it it totally hasn’t stuck with me.

I think because of stuff like that I’m really big on like I think passing shouldn’t have as much emphasis as it does. I do get that some people are trying to just live their life but I also feel like passing can be one of those things where people can be doing it to please society rather than because they actually want to.

i saw a post recently telling people they shouldnt lie to their trans friends about whether they 'pass' because it could endanger them, and while i get the concept i think the problem is that passing is... so highly subjective? different people are gonna intepret your gender presentation differently.

like i've personally had strangers adjust their gendered language with me mid conversation and had no clue what changed their mind. i had a lunch break where one coworker had clearly assumed i was a man while the other had clearly assumed i was a woman and both kept side eyeing eachother in confusion. which is fine by me, that's the kind of reaction i've intentionally cultivated, but it does suck if you're aiming for a stealth lifestyle because there really isnt a line where you wake up one day 100% passing.

maybe just... try not to resent people if they say you pass when it turns out others may not agree with them. there's a good chance they weren't intentionally trying to give you false hope, it's just that gender is in the eye of the beholder, and if you're mid transition different people are gonna behold you differently.

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I really like most of these 😢

I'm disqualifying the peanut butter chocolate due to my peanut allergy. Out of the rest the cherry cordial is easily the worst.

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Benvolio and Mercutio core

*holding you close as you bleed out*

Yeah man... it was a good bit... it was a really good bit... really funny....

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Yall should I do this with Lady Rhea?

*buys body pillow of least favourite character*

*uses it as a punching bag*

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That would honestly be the funniest thing. My only problem is I think it would cause over half the fanders to explode trying to figure out why he’s named that

Just to be completely out of left field? I hope that the new sides name is Karl or something

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I genuinely have no clue how you tell if you’re romantically interested in someone. I can’t even tell when I’m friendship interested in someone much less want to date them

[guy who is aromantic voice] sexual attraction just makes more sense than romantic attraction. like ok, you want to fuck someone. this is quantifiable. it is quite easy to grasp what "i want to fuck someone" looks like, even if you have no idea what it feels like. romantic attraction, though? this is a nebulous construct which seems to largely be "glorified friendship with sex" in the popular imagination. what even is the difference between friendship and romance? the line between friendship and sexual attraction, though both can coexist, is that when there's sexual attraction present, you want to fuck someone. the line between friendship and romantic attraction, so far as i can perceive it within a heteronormative, amatonormative framework, is that it is... friendship where you want to fuck someone. what?

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real

Demus Doodle

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:’)

I assure you: somebody, somewhere, is on the exact same wavelength as you are.

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Not me literally posting him on my insta story instead of my bio dad

Happy Father’s Day aka Patton’s day 2 HEJAJSJ

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???

Some drawing I made while my mental illness were kicking me in the nuts.

the first two were requested by my husband and the last two were based on a comic by the.avr.method (I know they’re on insta idk if the have a tumblr)

Janus is playing Kirby btw because I said so

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Do it

Guys should I do a notes game