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ok ok im roughly normal now. sorry

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why does every psych ever say they feel something autistic from me broo

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Having a hyperfixation while being in a depressed episode is so fucking crazy. All Food tastes bad and I can’t bring myself to shower and reading for an assignment sounds like waterboarding but show me a good fic of Boo Boo Johnnykins and suddenly the world is sunny and for Boo Boo Johnnykins I won’t kill myself for another day

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Big day for these guys.

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Iranian photographer Hossein Fatemi, offers a glimpse of an entirely different side to Iran than the image usually broadcasted by domestic and foreign media. In his photo series An Iranian Journey, many of the photographs reveal an Iran that most people never see, presenting an eye-opening look at the amazing diversity and contrasts that exist in the country.

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in retrospect the *** theory may be right. yesterday i had a panic attack while writing an exam because i was sure iw as running out of time. which made it hard to focus. which made me cry. which did actually make me unfocused and slower and i didnt finish writing the exam.

............i wrote like 5 sentences apologizing to the prof. on the test. when i couldve been solving equations. why am i like that omfg

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when I was a kid I wished I had nosebleeds. I had some friends who had them and I was like. that looks so fucking cool. you're just sitting there and suddenly you're covered in blood. it looks so dramatic. it looks so... and here my language failed me. at such a humble age I did not have the vocabulary to describe the sublime. I just sat in incomprehensible jealousy. I turned out totally normal by the way

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how likely is it that a person with a privileged boring life without hardship has a list of mental illnesses google dot com

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almost had a meltdown/panic attack but i was super strong and i only started banging my head against the door when i went to the bathroom ^^

also im they/it hi

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they should invent an anxiety that doesnt make u nauseous and a self loathing that isnt constant

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for the first time in my life, after 7 cumulative semesters, i have actually sat down and studied for a math exam

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The cure to anxiety is completing all the tasks you have to finish for the day early and doing them phenomenally and being physically perfect and on everyone’s good side preferably even their favorite.

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what's a book you read as a teenager that was so magical and personally profound to you it literally changed your life, doesnt matter if the book was actually well written or not. mine's probably the catcher in the rye

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by Laerte Coutinho

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Honestly it boils down to reparenting yourself & rewiring your own neuronal pathways & telling yourself a firm “stop” when you notice your mind slipping down negative loopholes & being present in the moment & enjoying being mid task rather than waiting for it to end & not thinking of inertia as your baseline and natural way of living

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