emma-lynn04

[emma-lynn04]

uh uh nope

just lost all respect for my family

if wasn’t all gone it is now

wtaf

[emma-lynn04]

love this

[emma-lynn04]

hutchens telling wenning he wants me to do funny piece and wenning actively ignoring it and picking thinking of him from curtains >>>>>

also best voice lesson i’ve ever had it was so positive and i was so happy to be there

[emma-lynn04]

at one point i couldn’t finish a crochet project to save my life now i’ve almost finished 2 projects in the span of 2 months

anyone want me to make them a blanket? i need a new project once i finish this one

[emma-lynn04]

i love talking about college with my mom and dad, breaking down because my dad makes me feel like i’m the problem and then my mom trying to smooth things over as if he didn’t just yell at me for not knowing where i want to go. no i don’t want to go to fucking zesto because you and i both know you want to keep talking about this. and i so bad want to tell them that i want to go for vocal performance and not education but i know that’ll open a whole other can of worms with them saying i won’t make enough. this is my life not yours. i want to do what i love doing, money isn’t a factor to me because i’ll live in a shack on the side of a highway if that means i get to keep performing for people.

[emma-lynn04]

“aww cmon pierre yours is so much longer than mine”

[emma-lynn04]

i literally just wanted to go to the balloon launch but instead i’m sitting in the parking lot of the fucking post for OVER AN HOUR waiting for gracie to get out of work. i would leave but she doesn’t have a ride home

[emma-lynn04]

cramming music before tomorrow to make sure i have this song under my fingers is so stressful. why can’t playing piano he easy

[emma-lynn04]

not me getting a random burst of energy at 11 and hopefully cleaning my entire room in one go

and yes i have to work tomorrow

[emma-lynn04]

tw weight talk/size talk or like body image talk ig?

SO I was trying on my old dresses from freshman and sophomore year because  i needed an old outfit for the parade Saturday and I was super worried that they wouldn’t fit in the sense that they would be too small. THOSE BITCHES I AM SWIMMING IN THEM!!! like I have at least 2 inches in the one from sophomore year without a bodysuit on and it just made me so happy. and the one from freshman year I literally could grab a fistful of fabric around the waist and it just made me feel so good. and its exciting because I remember putting those dresses on and them being so fucking small and freaking out in the bathroom that I couldn’t get them zipped for pictures every single year ready to just sob because nobody else was having this much trouble and now they are both big on me by that much. like its just a sense of euphoria that I haven't ever felt and it made me so happy like holy shit

[emma-lynn04]

if i ever send/post anything gay that includes a picture, remind me to delete it

jamie decided to randomly go through my camera roll when i showed her a picture from tonight

also faith, you took the fall for the gay converse sorry babe <3

[emma-lynn04]

anyone else have random memories pop into your brain?

mine for today was when i may have outed myself to my mom at girls night.

felt that fear in my bones too

[emma-lynn04]

there is a gay street in fort wayne

i want to live on gay street

[emma-lynn04]

dudes im literally so excited to go back for voice lessons

like i get to pick songs again and just get to learn so much it makes me so happy. i didn’t realize how much i actually missed it until it was offered for me to come back and it just made my brain soar at the banquet

also cannot wait to hear what he thought of exposé because my mom sent hutchens the video to show it him so 😬

[emma-lynn04]

i need these shoes man

i wanted the ones last year because they were really cool looking but i need these now

curse all homophobic parents

[emma-lynn04]

99% done with my blanket and bought more yarn to make a circle blanket that’ll match my room 😌

[emma-lynn04]

im tired of listening to my dad be transphobic

let these poor girls play the sport they love with the gender they feel most comfortable playing with

can’t wait to leave this behind