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Happy Pride from Goddard Futuristics [image id from formleadsfunction]
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Do you:
write sappy letters to ex-girlfriends that you never plan to send?
associate your transfemininity with chaos and sharp objects?
wish your dumb coworkers would pick up on all the hints that you're aromantic?
perform all manner of dangerous and unholy rites for the sake of your husband?
You are so, so valid. Happy Pride!
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just finished reading through your essay in your pinned post and it. made me rethink this relationship i had been absolutely torturing myself over for years?? i’ve largely been the only brown person in white lgbt spaces and it didn’t even really occur to me that my white ex girlfriend was saying i took advantage of her because she was being racist. that’s. fucking crazy. i literally assumed i must have dissociated and therefore blocked out assaulting her but no!! she was lying!!!!! that’s crazy!!!! white people are SO insane god why would you ever lie about something like that
anyway thank you for posting all of that. white people are so crazy it’s So nice to have other people of colour (even though we literally just became mutuals ehehe. but still, i genuinely really appreciate it)
(Posted with permission)
I think the thing it can take some BIPOC ages to learn or remember when shit hits the fan is that when it comes to preserving white supremacy and their position within it, every white (especially US whites) who hasn’t done sufficient and real work to establish antiracism as a core facet of their being and interactions will consciously or unconsciously lie like they fucking breathe immediately.
And because in most contexts a BIPOC person will not have the same systemic motivation to preserve their status within white supremacy *because* white supremacy views us as permanently tainted/unsalvagable (ones who do are often outliers hoping to better their position via sacrificing their kindred), we do not always immediately remember three cardinal truths of whiteness/white supremacy:
1. The worst white is viewed as inarguably better than the best non-white within white supremacist societies, and the abolition of whiteness is often viewed by whiteness with fear that without the shackles of white supremacy on them, they’ll rise above, and therefore lower the worth of, any “lesser” whites. As such, marginalized whites often still engage in white solidarity and oppression maintenance even though it actively harms them as well, because regardless of what they *say*, their actions show they see the alternative of a racial liberation and white abolishment as a lessening rather than a communal freeing.
2. Whites will lie far beyond what’s reasonable to maintain 1, as once they commit they become afraid of the consequences of reneging OR the risk of revenge should they fail. To them, there is no surrender, just their own destruction because if caught holding up these terms of white supremacy using falsehoods, they lose access to that as a tool unless they leave completely to a new community; and that lessened usefulness to other whites is a lessening of them intrinsically as well.
3. Whites will almost always be willing to betray any other ideological belief to maintain the superstructure of white supremacy. They can say kill nazis, but refuse to dismantle the bones of it in their own communities and will fight against any non-white that tries. When we describe an ideology as White - White Feminism, White Anarchy, White Veganism - this is what we mean.
And as such they will do literally anything to uphold whiteness when the chips are down, even if they know it’s a lost cause - they have to maintain the masquerade of whiteness. If they’re “an imperfect victim” in some way rather than a known liar, they still have a level of power to leverage their whiteness.
I’m sorry you were gaslighted into believing you became some kind of mindless monster. You deserved better. PLEASE remember to always double check anything potentially sus a cracker fucking says beyond them, I’m sorry.
Reader, if you white, you must actively decide to betray whiteness and white supremacy, to address and work against it when told you’re perpetrating it, to stop valuing your limited position over your BIPOC Comrades, or you’ll never get free either.
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Once again, light study
I miss these three idiots very much!!!
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“True love means never letting them sleep in peace.”
Especially with a bucket of freezing water. 🪣❄️
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The idea that non-police lynchings ever stopped in the US instead of whites just becoming craftier (evil) about it is so weird to me like
Sure they ain’t picnicking at a public hanging anymore but you seen how many more missing posters there’s been the past few years in particular right? How so many Black and Brown children are just fuckin disappearing too and never making anything more than a Facebook missing post?
We just only hear about them when someone cares about them enough to set fire to everything until it gets noticed.
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Sexiest Podcast Character 2024 — Scripted Undefeated Bracket — Round 5
Propaganda
Mari Datuin (Hi Nay):
please let the canonically fat, Brown Queer Filipina be the definition of sexy, we can make it happen <3
VOTE MARI VOTE MARI I LOVE YOU MARI
Juno Steel (The Penumbra Podcast: Juno Steel):
VOTE JUNO STEEL VOTE JUNO STEEL PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE
COME ON HE IS MY BABYGIRL VOTE JUNO (and go to this tournament page and vote for your faves)
In this house we all vote for June bug, I mean Juno Steel. Oh I missed him so muchh
Additional propaganda below the cut:
Mari Datuin (Hi Nay):
Shes pan, shes fillipina, she might be God. She talked to the cops without a lawyer, and let them into her home without a lawyer [DONT DO THAT] but she did it for the plot. She’s gorgeous, shes chubby, she loves bubble tea. She was the mediator/ divorce lawyer for a breakup between two of her friends. She has reasonable beef with old people, shes fighting a cult, she is viciously allergic to therapy. Objectively a Character Of All Time. Listen to the podcast if you haven’t.
Mari sweep!!!!
#in her defence the cops were hot but also she was wrong for that even if she ends up loving them ; do not let cops into your house #character of all time 🥹
#MARI SWEEP
#i don't go here but i read filipina and felt my pinoy pride shine through
#<- you should go here come to the dark side
#Mari is the sexiest sexy podcast character she has it ALL
This is propaganda for all the female characters. Voters please remember how pretty all women are and factor that into every single vote you make. Thank you.
Mari Mari Mari Mari Mari Mari Mari Mari Mari Mari Mari Mari Mari Mari Mari Mari Mari Mari Mari Mari
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Mari laughing animation by @motziedapul.
Juno Steel (The Penumbra Podcast: Juno Steel):
He's bi. He's a lady. He's a noir PI. He's a space pirate. His boyfriend is a master thief. He's nonbinary. He's got it all.
#JUNO STEEL SWEEP‼️‼️‼️
#JUNO STEEL MY BEAUTIFUL HE HIM SAPPHIC #GUYSSSSS
#JUNOOOOOOOOOO
#i got physically flustered the first time i listened to the penumbra podcast #i stood still in the real world and started blushing
#JUNO STEEL #back on my bullshit for this fine year
#JUNO MY LOVE#MY SPACE LADY YOU DESERVE EVERYTHING #except the bad things #please stop those
#seeing fanart of juno makes me start fanning myself like a scandalised victorian woman 👍 #gay in both directions gnc in both directions no one is doing it like her
#juno has so much gender it’s not even funny #(it’s a little funny)
#only listened to one episode of tpp #but all fanart of i have seen of Juno is so quhuefuwehfiuwhfiuwef
#juno steel FOREVER hes hot and he knows it
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Instead of checking whether a diagram commutes; I've decided to check whether a codiagram mmutes.
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I can't get over how Sinners is such a rich text on assimilation and whiteness and the dangers of "civility" and music as a way to look both forward and back
And it's also a phenomenal vampire movie where a lot of hot people get covered in blood and there's a B plot about eating out girls
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sinners: how real stories of irish and choctaw oppression inform the film
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i’ve got another joke about proofs by induction but you won’t get it unless you got the last one
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IF YOURE TRANS READ/SHARE THIS POST
So I recently found a detailed study called Access Denied from 2015, a couple years before I moved to DC, that has statistics on the trans community here broken down by gender identity and race, among other things. The info is. Stark. especially from a transfeminist point of view. Moreso, it illustrates the racial divides in the trans community and why trans liberation CANNOT be separate from racial liberation and liberation from white supremacy.
For context, DC is about half Black demographically, and has one of the largest queer, and especially trans, percentages for a state in the country with 14.3% identifying as lgbtq. While there are regional differences of course, this is a very large survey by trans research standards with over 500 respondents.


(Above not from Access DENIED)
I’ll include most info below the cut bc this’ll already be a longer post, but I want to put one specific section and some tables above it:
TW in this survey for stats on suicide and various types of abuse;



9. Assault and Violence
-Experience of assault is most commonly reported among TWOC.
-Out of responding trans people, 74% had been verbally assaulted, 42% physically assaulted, and 35% sexually assaulted.
-57% and 47% of transfemmes had been physically or sexually assaulted, compared to 17% and 14% of transmascs.
-Racially, 54/47% of Black and 60/56% of Hispanic trans people had been physically or sexually assaulted, vs. 14% of whites.
—Among Black trans people, 62% of transfemmes had been assaulted, vs. 14% of transmascs.
—Among Hispanic trans people, 70% of transfemmes had been assaulted, vs. 27% of transmascs.





1. Education
-66% of white trans people in DC have an associates degree or higher, compared to 14% of Black and Hispanic trans people.
-16% of trans people with an associates degree are unemployed, compared to 47% of trans people who don’t have a degree.
-trans people with a bachelor’s degree are five times as likely to be unemployed as cis people with one.
-transmascs are 3x as likely to have received a degree beyond high school compared to transfemmes
—of the trans individuals with degrees, 71% are transmasc and 29% are transfemme
2. Economics and Income
-46% of trans people in Washington DC make less than $10,000 a year, compared to 11% of DC residents.
—57% of trans people of color, especially trans women of color, make less than $10,000 a year.
-36% of trans people in DC are unemployed, with Black trans people having a rate of 55%.
-Trans people working in the underground/grey economy report higher rates of physical assault for being trans, at 49%
-40% of trans people report not being hired for a job at least once due to being perceived as trans. Notably, 49% of TPOC vs. 30% of whites.
-Half of employed trans people reported workplace harassment, and a quarter were forced to use inappropriate restrooms or present incorrectly.
-21% of TPOC reported physical or sexual assault in the workplace, compared to 6% of whites.
(Skipped 3 and 4)
5. Housing and Homelessness
-20% of trans people in Washington DC are homeless, and currently homeless trans people were more likely to be HIV positive as well (43%) compared to housed ones (16%)
-74% of Black transfemmes were actively experiencing hardship and 28% were currently homeless, compared to 29% and 6% of transmascs.
-27% of homeless trans people reported having sex with people to live with them, and 70% had been denied a lease in the past.
-Half of undocumented trans people are currently homeless. (Note: this is before red states began bussing migrants/undocumented people to DC. This number is likely higher now)
—58% of undocumented homeless trans people were denied a lease, compared to 19% of documented.
-25% of homeless trans people have been physically or sexually assaulted by police, and 41% by shelter staff.
-Black (30%) and Hispanic (33%) trans people were three times more likely to be denied a lease than white (9%) trans people.
6. Sexual Orientation and LGBTQ Service experiences
-25% of respondents identified as Queer, the highest rate of any option.
-Straight/Heterosexual was the second highest response, at 20%.
-Half of all trans people report negative experiences with lgbtq orgs, with 40% having been told the organization was explicitly unwelcoming to trans people/issues. Only 32% reported an lgbtq org was both willing and able to address trans issues.
7. History of Sex Work
-35.7% of respondents have engaged in sex work, with transfemmes and TPOC being much more likely to have. Half of transfemmes have engaged in sex work compared to 10% of transmascs, and over half of TPOC had compared to whites (12%).
8. HIV Status and Health
-20% of respondents were HIV Positive, with one third of all transfemme respondents being positive, and 75% of HIV positive responses being TPOC. 90% of HIV Positive respondents were transfemmes, and 5% were transmascs.
-65% of respondents had received some form of HRT or procedures for transitioning, and another 23% plan to do so in the future. This makes the rate of medical transition among trans people around 88%.
—30% had used some kind of unlicensed care/source (this would include DIY and community sourcing/mutual aid of prescription HRT)
-Those who identify as having “poor to fair” health were much more likely to be uninsured or HIV Positive.
-60% of trans folks were uninsured or insured through public or family-contingent insurance. 20% are completely uninsured.
-19% of trans people in Washington DC have reported being denied access to healthcare due to being trans. (Note: this is likely lower than nationally due to higher general trans competence in DC)
-26% of respondents get their syringes through informal sources.
-60% of trans people had considered suicide, 34% had attempted, and 10% had in the 12 months prior. Among those who had attempted, 61% and 54% had been physically or sexually assaulted.
9. Assault and Violence
-Experience of assault is most commonly reported among TWOC.
-Out of responding trans people, 74% had been verbally assaulted, 42% physically assaulted, and 35% sexually assaulted.
-57% and 47% of transfemmes had been physically or sexually assaulted, compared to 17% and 14% of transmascs.
-Racially, 54/47% of Black and 60/56% of Hispanic trans people had been physically or sexually assaulted, vs. 14% of whites.
—Among Black trans people, 62% of transfemmes had been assaulted, vs. 14% of transmascs.
—Among Hispanic trans people, 70% of transfemmes had been assaulted, vs. 27% of transmascs.
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the kind of cool sci-fi poster that tscosi deserves 💫
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the kind of cool sci-fi poster that tscosi deserves 💫
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the kind of cool sci-fi poster that tscosi deserves 💫
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the kind of cool sci-fi poster that tscosi deserves 💫
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