emotionally-smol-me

[emotionally-smol-me]

this is the hot dog man of destiny

once every 15.5 years this man will fend off all darkness for you

reblog in 12 seconds or you will never feel happiness again

[emotionally-smol-me]

Oh well oh well Guess I'll see you in hell

[emotionally-smol-me]

little things that help ease symptoms of depression:

turn the lights on and open a window

eat something healthy and drink ice cold water

find a comforting album to listen to whenever things get bad

take a long, relaxing bath

do yourself up in full make up and hair

be around people, even if you don’t think it will help

watch something funny on netflix

wear your favorite/most comfortable outfit

immerse yourself in a hobby like drawing

lose yourself in a really good book or movie

[emotionally-smol-me]

Do you ever meet someone that becomes so important to you that losing them is literally impossible. Like you’d do anything just to keep them

sexual-texts (via sexual-texts)

[emotionally-smol-me]

I think a lot about killing myself, not like a point on a map, but rather like a glowing exit sign at a show that’s never been quite bad enough to make me want to leave. See, when I’m up I don’t kill myself because, holy shit, there’s so much left to do! When I’m down I don’t kill myself because then the sadness would be over, and the sadness is my old paint under the new, the sadness is the house fire or the broken shoulder.  I’d still be me without it, but I’d be so boring!

Neil Hilborn, excerpt from The Future x (via allloversbetray)

[emotionally-smol-me]

Don't leave people due to your emotions. It will only make things a thousand times worse

[emotionally-smol-me]

I'm way too ready to die

[emotionally-smol-me]

I used the suicide hotline chat. No one answered so that's cool

[emotionally-smol-me]

Sometimes you have to get rid of things in your life to minimize the damage you'll cause

[emotionally-smol-me]

things to be happy about: - finding a new favorite song - taking a hot bath when you’re really cold - finishing a good book - having sex with someone you really love - falling asleep at the beach - sunscreen on a babies nose - getting into a freshly made bed - coming home after a long vacation - watching the people you love most laugh - painting your nails - hot cups of tea when it’s raining - coming home after a long day - waking up and stretching

[emotionally-smol-me]

Can't get the idea of dying out of my head. If there was a time to do it it'd probably be now that I've lost the only people that mattered to me

[emotionally-smol-me]

I kind of wish people would miss me

[emotionally-smol-me]

Everything hurts and it's getting so hard just to breathe

[emotionally-smol-me]

The worst thing about asking people for help is that they'll never give it to you

[emotionally-smol-me]

I get it. People lose interest over time. I know I'll never keep anyone in my life for a long period of time and it sucks but I have no fucking clue how to change it

[emotionally-smol-me]

My life is going so poorly right now. I don’t know what to do

[emotionally-smol-me]

I think that I'm such a shitty person my friends don't really care anymore. I fight with them and they don't even care because it wouldn't have been bad to lose me. It's terrifying to think that I'm so shitty of a person