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Am I the only one that for some reason got messaged by Ronnie (voice of Mac if I remember correctly) ever so randomly about how he's decided jump to another community and stop supporting sad panda studios? Like uh... Okay good for you I guess idk why you felt like telling me 😐

That's strange. I have not gotten that message. Not sure what to tell ya /gen

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And leave Nimh out of this! If he hasn't said anything for or against Mio, then we don't know where he stands! This is his damn career! He can't just say something whenever he wants like we can! He may be trying to talk to Mio about this whole situation, going through the paperwork to leave, trying to figure out what to do, etc. Also, Mio being open about using AI is a RECENT development. He probably had no knowledge of it prior. Unless he says something in favor of Mio, he is innocent until proven guilty. This ain't Twitter buddy. You may be better off there

Dear SPS, I'm done

Hello to the Sad Panda Studios community. I'm here in regards to the apology from a couple of days ago and my thoughts on the matter. Mio's second apology wasn't genuine or from her heart: it's nothing more than damage control. She could've renounced AI to win back half of the people who had already left, but she decided to be vague. Some have poked the holes in her apology to be contradictory, and some decide to leave until Mio comes to her senses. That's not all: LadyMilkyWay, RenKatsu, Princey, and others back her up in her decision. Guess they're not real artists if they favor AI. Worse, Nimh's VA is a hypocrite. He says he's against AI but aligns himself with someone who uses it 24/7. They recently did a livestream, which is obviously an oblivious move during the controversy. I'm done supporting them as a fellow voice actor since their silence and oblivious attitude shows me that they don't care about human-made work. As a former member, I'm renouncing my support to them. Have fun trying to win back half the community who left and keeping the remaining members in because they no longer trust you both.

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Alright, lets start this one more time

Introduction page!✨

Current Name: Cosmic Nebula/Cosmic Anomaly

Pronouns: She/Her but i’m casual being called a They even if I don't go by those pronouns

Age: Currently 21

Birthday: Febuary 19

Aspiration: ✏️I really wanna become an animator for both 2D/3D, but mainly 3D✏️

Favourite color: 💖My favourite color is pink💖

Fandoms thus far: Blush Blush♥︎Madoka Magica☆Twisted Wonderland♔☆Love and Deepspace☆

♡The Season Kitsune’s if they had their own fandom☆

I’m not really sure how the rest works, but more may be added if needed 👀

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@newageretronerd

DRIVING IN MY CAR

I forgot I have tumblr, sorry lmao

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EVERYONE SHUT UP NEW EPISODE OF BIGTOP BURGER JUST DROPPED!!!

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Perfect example. I've seen the concept art and lemme just say "brotha ew" to that AI slop. When they mentioned using AI for concept art, they just dug their own grave. As if Grok wasn't bad enough, they put the cherry on top of the self-destruction sundae. They screwed themselves over and know have to deal with the consequences

My response to SPS response:

Their response was actual BS, lies, and lacked any real understanding towards to community. It was PR damage control. Nothing else. Also, I don't even have Twitter yet I know all about all the Elon controversy. There is no way in the freshest pits of hell SPS didn't know. I smell bs. What does this mean for my future in the community? I will no longer be playing the game. I may still occasionally create content and enjoy the voice line videos on YouTube, but I will not be playing the game at all. The kitsune and other characters I have become too connected to to just abandon. But the game I can abandon. Fuck AI. Fuck Elon. And fuck SPS at this point.

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My response to SPS response:

Their response was actual BS, lies, and lacked any real understanding towards to community. It was PR damage control. Nothing else. Also, I don't even have Twitter yet I know all about all the Elon controversy. There is no way in the freshest pits of hell SPS didn't know. I smell bs. What does this mean for my future in the community? I will no longer be playing the game. I may still occasionally create content and enjoy the voice line videos on YouTube, but I will not be playing the game at all. The kitsune and other characters I have become too connected to to just abandon. But the game I can abandon. Fuck AI. Fuck Elon. And fuck SPS at this point.

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Tupp, Rapp, and Zipp from the Pokemon Sun and Moon anime in my style

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Returning to this post and you can just feel the autism radiating off my part of it lol

Hear me out/J

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That's my fucking dream mule!

I love you Sebago, I would die for you Sebago

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Pears, pears, and pears 🍐🍐🍐

what is your holy trinity of fruits

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Hun, you have my absolute respect, love, and support for going through the trenches for this fandom, messaging the CEO on all our behaves. I hope with all my heart that you start feeling better. You are not alone. I myself still am trying to figure out what to do. I don't think I'll ever leave the fandom or stop creating content. It's just such a tough situation and I get so in my head about making the right decision. I promise you are not alone. You are supported and you are loved more than you will ever know. I loved your art even before joining Tumblr. I always get excited seeing it. I love seeing your relationship with Volks and Fuyu. It's a highlight of my day every time. Just remember, I am by your side to the end. And I am sure I'm not the only one. You are never alone ❤️

I refuse to quit Blush Blush.

[TW: Suicidal thoughts, S-H]

Ever since the whole « SPS CEO tried to partner with Grok on a whim » began, I have considered taking my own life multiple times. Absolutely drastic, I know, but when you’re involved in a huge mess, in the shadow of the person being pointed and screamed at because you’re the first to have taken a bullet and call them out, watching your world crash, watching your friends archive/private/delete everything… Many would crash out too. Piled with stress in my personal life, I relapsed after a year of being clean. It hurts, but I am fine. I’m still safe physically. But the dissociation is bad, the BPD is bad… the whole circus is active in my brain.

I feel like I had a responsability, that I had to bear a burden that should have never been mine. I feel guilt, despair, rage… and yet I hope. A dumb part of me hope SPS will do something, somehow, someway. Things were going so well for the BB fandom, and now I feel alone in a field of flowers that’s been burned to ash, scraping at the remains of what made me happy.

Maybe I’m being manic right now, maybe I will eat my words, but when I received a reply sharing my sentiment that the fandom shouldn’t die, that the fandom shouldn’t quit yet, because in the end we do things to share with the community… it ticked.

Blush Blush makes me happy. The love I have for this game is insane, the love I have for Volks and Fuyu can’t be explained either. I’ve gone through the worst trauma by being in this fandom, and yet I pushed through, I kept going. One of my abusers is still an active member, and yet I’m not making space because I’m petty. I thrive on rage.

So no matter what, I am not gonna fucking quit. Even if the CEO herself said to me that the games will never be made with AI, and I do want to believe her, if she decides to go back on her word, then I will use my rage to create content anyway as a massive « Fuck you, I am better than you. I can treat your game better than you. »

I do have hope for SPS no matter the fuckery that’s been pulled on us. I see so much potential, and I wish it was recognized for its amazing work more, so Mio didn’t have to feel like she can’t keep up with the industry.

But I am still here for the community and friends I’ve built here. If I have to be alone, write my silly fanfics and my silly yume stuff and AUs by myself, then fine.

Just so we are clear; I absolutely understand and support voicing your hurt, that is 100% valid. I am not saying you shouldn’t boycott or whatever you feel is necessary. I also AM NOT defending whatever Mio does or did when it comes to AI, we wouldn’t be here if I accepted it. I am just asking you to wait just a little longer. I sent SPS a message, practically begging for a public statement. Whether it happens or not is in their hands, but I’m gonna keep going until something happens. I still have many fanfics and AUs to draw and write, I have a Volks plush to steal goddamn it /silly through the tears.

I mean… I can’t let my title as Volks’ canon wife fall or be taken away now, can I?

I am SPS’ biggest parasite and the only way to get rid of me is myself and even THAT is not working lol

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When you’re sick | One punch man

Synopsis; How the one punch men would act when you’re bed ridden

genre: fluff, hc

Characters: Saitama, Genos, Speed-o’-sound sonic, flashy flash, Zombieman, Garou

side note; My… my hands… wont… stop typing… save me…. I’m gonna hibernate after this post

SAITAMA

Shockingly takes very good care of you

he’s a mundane guy that lives alone and needs to take care of himself, so I’d assume he’s gotten his fair share of sick days

He’ll be softer and more careful with his words

He lets you huddle up in his futon, even if he’s a little annoyed cuz now he needs to find somewhere else to sleep,

he still wants you to be close to him so he can look out for you

makes you lotssss of tea and warm meals

and bananas! (Saitama loves bananas)

he knows all the foods to avoid when you’re sick, ex: eggs

he’ll probably spend most of his day sitting next to you while he watches tv or talks to you about something

doesn’t leave the house to do any hero work so he can stay by your side

like I said before, he takes veryyy good care of you until you feel better

GENOS

oh gets really worried

a little bit frantic even, but he doesn’t let it show

does a shit ton of research about your illness/symptoms and how to take care of it

Consults dr kuseno

who of course gives him a lot of advice

he’s hella dotting

Like fr he doesn’t leave your side

despite being an S-class hero, unless its an absolute emergency, he DOES NOT LEAVE YOUR SIDE

Will make sure you take your medication exactly on time

Prepares gourmet type meals for you

Also expect a lot of broth, soup etc etc

Will offer you any form of physical affection you want. Since he’s a cyborg he doesn’t get sick, so will cuddle you all day without complaints if thats what you’d like

He’s constantly checking up on, his cool metal hand pressed gently on your forehead while his mechanic eyes inspect your frame, a small frown etched on his temple.

he’s so cute kms

SPEED OF SOUND SONIC

He knows how to take care of you

he’s gotten sick PLENTY of times, it never lasted long though because his immune system is simply goated

That being said, he’s very… awkward?

he’s concerned and worried, don’t get me wrong, but he’ll probably try to hide it

His words won’t reassure you much but his actions will!

He’ll drop off supplies like medication, food, herbs, or anything else you need, whether you mention it or he decides you need it anyway.

he’ll check up on you a lot, and he’ll try to stay nearby to make sure your safe

but honestly, you having to rely on him when you’re vulnerable makes him feel prideful

he doesn’t admit it, but he kind of likes having you sick, just a tinsy bit

FLASHY FLASH

Oh god

of course he’s terribly worried about you

very aloof about it though

I’ll start with the cons: He’s sort of emotionally distant, and offers very little emotional support, and he won’t try sticking by your side as often as the other characters

Now that that’s out of the way,

He does make sure you have everything you need, and if he’s not with you, probably because he’s doing some hero work, he’ll text you or call very occasionally to ask how you’re doing and if you need anything

If you do mention that you’re feeling worse, he’ll be right by your side in an instant

ZOMBIEMAN

He’s very down-to-earth and calm about it

He won’t fuss over it or worry too much in the slightest

He’ll take good care of you, bringing you meals in bed, drink lots of fluids and getting enough rest

he’ll focus on making you as comfortable as possible too

He’ll leave for hero work every once in awhile, thats unless you’re really sick, then he’ll stay rooted beside you without another word

He’ll spend a lot of time just sitting or laying next to you. If you’re uncomfortably hot and would probably not want him to sleep beside you, he’ll sit on a chair and quietly hold your hand.

If you want him to talk, he’ll talk, and if you don’t, he’ll sit wordlessly without complaints.

he’ll probably crack a joke here or there if the mood is too damp

also, he’ll offer lots of forehead kissess

GAROU

He’s a little rough around the edges, but he’s got the spirit! 😍😍

this lone wolf isn’t used to taking care of people, let alone himself

He’ll probably tell you to just walk it off, but his protective instincts will kick in anyway

he’ll try to stay by your side as much as possible

he’ll grumble and act like he’s annoyed, but he really isn’t

he’s a little harsh, probably giving you some weird motivation like “what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger” or smth

he’s genuinely concerned for you though, just be patient with him, he’s trying

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CANON BAND OMG

Also Genos having Sonics face covered up

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Shortest boycott ever for me. Thank you so so SO MUCH for this reassurance and for such intense truth seeking! I am so sorry you are so sick and I hope you can find peace soon. But again, thank you so very much! So glad to see it was simply a lapse of judgement. We've all made such posts so I can understand. The creator is still human so I can offer them some understanding

About the AI situation.

Hey guys. I shouldn’t be stressing myself out over making a post myself about what happened, because I was waiting for the situation to grow and see if SPS would do something publically… but the situation has gone haywire so I have to speak up.

I AM the person who « publically called out » SPS on Twitter originally. That screenshot on Reddit that Ruby used is mine. I would have never known if Alec (Nimh’s VA) hadn’t shown me the SPS tweet. I always stayed quiet publically to keep a clean record in hopes of one day being hired by SPS. But last night, I snapped.

The tweet got immediately deleted and I was PERSONALLY contacted by the CEO herself. While her original DM was trying to explain somewhat her reasoning for posting such a thing, I replied nearly 4 hours later and took the biggest bullet of life. I poured my heart out, told her how I felt, how the fandom would feel if they went through with this, to please do more merch, collabs etc instead. But to drop that Grok thing because, well, it’s made by Elon Nazi-Musk and GenAI causes absolute destruction.

Mio has apologized. Even tho it was briefly on a livestream that same night, she explained she got excited over Ani/Grok’s skyrocketing interest, and with a huge lapse of judgement, she made that tweet. « I don’t know if that person is here to see this, but I would like to offer an olive branch » and she showed the prototype for the upcoming Volks plush, I am that person.

Earlier today, Mio reached back to me again through DMs to apologize once more to me. She admitted she doesn’t like AI used to create, she sees it as a tool to help and explore ideas/concepts. She fears for her studio, all she sees are big names using AI in their production to pump out stuff and she felt like she couldn’t keep up. She wanted an opportunity but didn’t think it through when tweeting.

She also confirmed the Marketing team ARE allowed to use/explore with AI if they wish.

HOWEVER, THE GAMES WILL NOT HAVE ANYTHING AI IN THEM. THAT is not changing, it is staying human-made.

I wish Mio/SPS would make a proper, public announcement. Because I can not share the ‘truth’ all by myself. I am RELIEVED that she heard me out, that she realizes how WE AS FANS feel betrayed and heartbroken.

I barely slept in the last 24 hours, I can barely eat, I already threw up from hallucination and stress and I’ve dissociated more times than I can count. I already had to talk to the Discord server, and I know I will have to make a post on Reddit if SPS doesn’t say anything in the next 24-48 hours.

I don’t want to watch the fandom I feel at home in burn down. All I see is everyone ready to jump NOW rather than wait, but I can’t blame anyone because I’m the only one who knows how and WHY SPS tweeted this. I’m scared, I’m in pain, and I just want it to stop.

I hope I somehow have reassured you, even just a little.

Thank you…

(P.S: If I ultimately have to share screenshots, I will even though I don’t want to overstep boundaries.)

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What if all the Blush Blush fans started playing Date Everything and we all made that our entire personalities until Sad Panda learns their mistake?