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actually where i was sparked lowkey like really hurts lmao

had an absolute horrible past few days at work, i cried both days at work. i listened to a nimja spanking audio and i genuinely feel so much better, i def needed to cry more lol

i'll def remember to use it in the future

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had an absolute horrible past few days at work, i cried both days at work. i listened to a nimja spanking audio and i genuinely feel so much better, i def needed to cry more lol

i'll def remember to use it in the future

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Every month I take my parents’ idiot golden retriever for a couple nights to put the flea poison on her. This is a dog whose nickname is Chad, because she has all the attributes of a white upper class frat boy who’s never been told that he can’t do something. Chad has a big heart & is very sensitive but was also never taught how to show affection outside of mild bullying. She’s very physical, in anger & in love. She wants to be good but she’s never questioned if “good” means “morally correct” or just doing what you’re told, because of course things are the way they are & people have authority for a reason. But you threaten her with a time-out she looks at you with her brow furrowed furiously & contemptuously, like “take me to the pound. I’ll be there 20 fucking minutes before someone BETTER takes me.” She’s AKC registered so she’s never known a world where she’s not wanted. And she thinks she’s going to live forever

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a begging file feeling me to beg for what i wanted changed from a "please let me drop" "please drop me" to an exclusive "please control me" for the first time, i've listened to it prob 7 times, it's prob just now what i actually want

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I used to think hypnosis is wasn't real, i just whispered a trigger to myself and dropped for a half seconds