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send me memes i can turn into threads ? mayhaps ? 

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❝ What did you do? ❞

meme.   @ritegeous.   accepting.

❝     SHE TRIED TO KILL ME.    ❞    there’s an expression that’s rarely sincerely painted across your features present,  lips parted and eyes looking haunted.    your hands are trembling,    fingers shaking as you place your weapon down on the table.    ❝     she was just a kid.   i was trying to save her.   i could’ve   …   i could’ve saved her.    ❞    

she hadn’t fed yet,   you could’ve helped her   (dean taught you that you can help people like her,   people who aren’t yet monsters but are so close.   you just wanted to help).   she was young,  thirteen or fourteen,   she looked like you did at her age,    angry and exhausted.   had she not run at her you before you could talk to her,   she’d still be standing,   you could’ve found the vampire that turned her.   but it’s too late now.   it’s too late.   

you can’t even manage to look at dean,   nor do you think you could manage to look at a mirror right now   (you don’t want to see the blood.   you think you might throw up at the sight of it).

❝     i killed her.   i had to.    ❞

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bang bang

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“whose blood is that?”

meme.    @theiverys.   accepting.

❝     NOT MINE.    ❞     you know that’s not an answer,   but the actual answer is one he’d never believe.   there’s a machete in your hand and blood splatter along your face and shirt.   you’re desensitised to the gore,   barely flinching as head was detached from neck and fall to the side-walk outside the motel room.  you did what had to be done,   what your father taught you to do,  what victor made you re-learn.   you’re not in the mood to sit him down and tell him about the world of monsters,   and you’re not sure how much he’s even seen   (thankfully the body is hidden from view,   blocked by a car but you’re covered in blood and knowing your luck,   he’ll call the cops and you’ll have to pack your shit up and run).  

you take a steady deep breath,   glancing down to your dirty clothing and fighting back the urge to roll your eyes.   you actually liked this fucking shirt,   and now you’re going to have to scrub blood out of it and try to save it.   ❝     you should go.   it’s not safe.   they’re usually not alone and it kinda seemed like he was trying to get to you.   so,   you should probably get far away from here.   ❞

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‘you ought to be asleep.’

meme.  @ritegeous.  accepting.

❝     I CAN’T.    ❞     the words are more mumbled than spoken,   fingers moving to the corner of the page and picking it up to move it to the side,   eyes glancing over the piece underneath,   eyes focused intently on the words.   ❝     i’m busy,   dean.   it’s not even that late.    ❞    you glance toward your phone,  pressing the home button on your phone and watching as 3:15am lights up on the screen.   you sigh,   glancing from the information in front of you to dean.    

❝     i’ll ——   go to sleep soon,  okay?   i’m not even that tired.   i’m not a kid anymore,  dean.   i don’t have a bedtime.    ❞    if you’re not tired,  then why are there bags underneath your eyes?   why is your cup filled to the brim with your fourth cup of coffee within the last few hours?   maybe you’re just scared to sleep.   maybe you’re scared of the nightmares you know will find you.  but you’re don’t know how to tell him that without coming across as weak,  without him thinking that you can’t handle the world you’re both in.   

you can handle it   (you’ve proved that so many times,   but it never feels like it’s enough.  you’re never sure that you’re  good enough,  strong enough),   it’s just the people you couldn’t save that haunts you,  rarely the monsters you face in your day to day life.  you see your fathers body,   bloody and limp with his throat torn.   you see victor laying there,   a gun in his hand and the blood splatter along the wall.   you see your mother crying,   claws sinking into her skin as you hide.   but there’s no hiding from the flashbacks,   no hiding from the nightmares that are more memory than they are dream.

❝     why are you awake,  anyway?    ❞

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TY IS SO SUPPORTIVE........

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hopeless fountain kingdom sentence starters

THE PROLOGUE

❝ civil blood makes civil hands unclean. ❞

❝ i am a child of a money hungry, prideful country. ❞

❝ hands so bloody, tastes like honey. ❞

❝ i’m finding it hard to leave ❞

100 LETTERS

❝ i find myself alone at night unless i’m having sex. ❞

❝ i don’t let him touch me anymore. ❞

❝ i’m not something to butter up and taste when you get bored. ❞

❝ i have spent too many nights on dirty bathroom floors. ❞

❝ please don’t go away ❞

❝ it’s too late. ❞

❝ i can’t stop thinking that i almost gave you everything. ❞

❝ i can’t stop wishing that i never gave you anything. ❞

EYES CLOSED

❝ i know where to lay. ❞

❝ i know what to say. ❞

❝ it’s all the same. ❞

❝ i know how to play. ❞

❝ if i keep my eyes closed he looks just like you. ❞

❝ he’ll never stay, they never do. ❞

❝ if i keep my eyes closed he feels just like you. ❞

❝ you’ve been replaced. ❞

❝ i’m face to face with someone new. ❞

❝ tell me where i went wrong. ❞

❝ tell me how to move on. ❞

❝ he don’t realize that i’m thinking about you. ❞

HEAVEN IN HIDING

❝ no time for wishful thinking. ❞

❝ i can put up one good fight. ❞

❝ i can put on a show. ❞

❝ don’t you see what you’re finding? ❞

❝ this is heaven in hiding. ❞

❝ i don’t have no time for conversation. ❞

ALONE

❝ i’m still alone in my mind. ❞

❝ i know you’re dying to meet me. ❞

❝ baby, as soon as you meet me, you’ll wish that you never did. ❞

NOW OR NEVER

❝ i don’t wanna fight right now. ❞

❝ we’re running out of time. ❞

❝ i’m calling it a night. ❞

❝ trying to talk to a wall, but you could never tear it down for me. ❞

❝ i want you to love me now or never. ❞

SORRY

❝ i’ve missed your calls for months it seems. ❞

❝ i still know your birthday. ❞

❝ sorry that i can’t believe that anybody ever really starts to fall in love with me. ❞

❝ sorry i could be so blind, didn’t mean to leave you and all of the things that we had behind. ❞

❝ i run away when things are good. ❞

❝ it seems i broke your heart. ❞

❝ someone will love you, but someone isn’t me. ❞

GOOD MOURNING

❝ there’s a place where love conquers all. ❞

❝ don’t trust the moon, she’s always changing. ❞

❝ she begs to be loved. ❞

LIE

❝ breakfast is cold. ❞

❝ i’m watching you choke down the words that you said. ❞

❝ i get the message you wish i was dead. ❞

❝ if you don’t love me no more, then lie. ❞

WALLS COULD TALK

❝ i’m about four minutes from a heart attack. ❞

❝ i think you make me a maniac. ❞

❝ damn, if these walls could talk. ❞

❝ shit is crazy, right? ❞

❝ that ain’t your baby no more. ❞

BAD AT LOVE

❝ he’s calling me a bitch again. ❞

❝ i believe that we’re meant to be. ❞

❝ jealousy got the best of me. ❞

❝ i always make the same mistakes. ❞

❝ i’m bad at love, but you can’t blame me for trying. ❞

DON’T PLAY

❝ i don’t give a damn what you say to me. ❞

❝ i’m moving on. ❞

❝ motherfucker, don’t play with me. ❞

STRANGERS

❝ she doesn’t kiss me on the mouth anymore. ❞

❝ she doesn’t look me in the eyes anymore. ❞

❝ we’re not lovers, we’re just strangers. ❞

❝ she doesn’t call me on the phone anymore. ❞

❝ i must’ve crossed a line. ❞

❝ i must’ve lost my mind. ❞

❝ i miss the mornings with you laying in my bed. ❞

❝ i miss the thought of a forever, you and me. ❞

❝ all you’re missing is my body. ❞

ANGEL ON FIRE

❝ nobody seems to ask about me anymore. ❞

❝ nobody seems to care about what i think. ❞

❝ look at me. ❞

❝ i’m faded away. ❞ 

❝ you know, i used to be on fire. ❞

❝ i’m standing in the ashes of who i used to be. ❞

DEVIL IN ME

❝ i scream too loud if i speak my mind. ❞

❝ i don’t wanna wake it up, the devil in me. ❞

❝ you said i’m too much to handle. ❞

❝ now i gotta wake it up, the devil in me. ❞

HOPELESS

❝ boy, you make it look so easy. ❞

❝ sorry, baby girl, but i can’t tonight. ❞

❝ you know the truth hurts, but secrets kill. ❞

❝ you and all your friends hate me. ❞

❝ it’s easy to forgive. ❞

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richard siken sentence starters.

quotes are all taken from various poems out of richard siken’s poetry book crush.  feel free to change pronouns/etc if needed.

❝  tell me how all this, and love too, will ruin us.  ❞

❝  tell me we’ll never get used to it.  ❞

❝  there are so many things i’m not allowed to tell you.  ❞

❝  i swallow your heart and it crawls right out of my mouth.  ❞

❝  i want it back now, baby. i want it back.  ❞

❝  i’m sorry. we know how it works. the world is no longer mysterious.  ❞

❝  that’s a nice touch.  ❞

❝  i like him and i want to be like him.  ❞

❝  i’m sure you remember, i was on the phone with you, sweetheart.  ❞

❝  history repeats itself.  ❞

❝  there are many names in history, but none of them are ours.  ❞

❝  you could drown in those eyes.  ❞

❝  but damn if there isn’t anything sexier than a slender boy with a handgun, a fast car, a bottle of pills.  ❞

❝  sorry about the blood in your mouth. i wish it was mine.  ❞

❝  i couldn’t get the boy to kill me, but i wore his jacket for the longest time.  ❞

❝  you wanted happiness, i can’t blame you for that, and maybe a mouth sounds idiotic when it blathers on about joy but tell me you love this, tell me you’re not miserable.  ❞

❝  there is no way to make this story interesting.  ❞

❝  i want to tell you this story without having to confess anything, without having to say that i ran out into the street to prove something.  ❞

❝  tell me we’re dead and i’ll love you even more.  ❞

❝  you will be alone always and then you will die.  ❞

❝  i’m sorry i came to your party and seduced you and left you bruised and ruined, you poor sad thing.  ❞

❝  who am i? i’m just a writer. i write things down.  ❞

❝  i take it back.  ❞

❝  here is the repeated image of the lover destroyed.  ❞

❝  you still get to be the hero.  ❞

❝  what more do you want?  ❞

❝  love, for you, is larger than the usual romantic love. it’s like a religion. it’s terrifying.  ❞

❝  no one will ever want to sleep with you.  ❞

❝  you know that recently we have had our difficulties and there are many things i want to ask you.  ❞

❝  you had not expected this.  ❞

❝  walk a mile in my shoes.  ❞

❝  a man takes his sadness down to the river and throws it in the river but then he’s still left with the river.  ❞

❝  you are weak and hollow and it doesn’t matter anymore.  ❞

❝  hush, my sweet. these tornadoes are for you.  ❞

❝  that sounds overly valorous.  ❞

❝  do you love yourself?  ❞

❝  i don’t have to answer that.  ❞

❝  you wanted more.  ❞

❝  i had a dream about you.  ❞

❝  there’s nowhere to go. there’s nowhere to go.  ❞

❝  in these dreams it’s always you: the boy in the sweatshirt, the boy on the bridge, the boy who always keeps me from jumping off the bridge.  ❞

❝  will you love me even more when i’m dead?  ❞

❝  you didn’t show up. i kept waiting.  ❞

❝  i swallowed crushed ice pretending it was glass and you’re dead.  ❞

❝  i don’t really blame you for being dead but you can’t have your sweater back.  ❞

❝  you can sleep now, you said. you can sleep now. you said that. i had a dream where you said that. thanks for saying that. you weren’t supposed to.  ❞

❝  hello darling, welcome home.  ❞

❝  please keep him safe.  ❞

❝  i just don’t want to die anymore.  ❞

❝  you want to die for love, you always have.  ❞

❝  you didn’t think you’d feel this way.  ❞

❝  you saved my life. i owe you, i owe you everything.  ❞

❝  please, just for one night, will you lie down next to me, we can leave our clothes on, we can stay all buttoned up.  ❞

❝  you’re all i ever wanted and worth dying for, too.  ❞

❝  drive into that tree, drive off the embankment. ______, make something happen.  ❞

❝  we are not dirty.  ❞

❝  you keep singing along to that song i hate. stop singing.  ❞

❝  here is the sink to wash away the blood.  ❞

❝  this is not harmless. you are not breathing.  ❞

❝  i will come back from the dead for you.  ❞

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░ Some angsty starter sentences !!  ❝ It’s okay — you’re going to be okay! ❞ ❝ No, please don’t leave… ❞ ❝ What do you mean you’re leaving?❞ ❝ I…I’m sorry. I have to go ❞ ❝ Where does it hurt?❞ ❝ What the hell did you do that for?❞ ❝ Why didn’t you tell me this before? ❞ ❝ No, they can’t be… they can’t be gone❞ ❝ I thought that we would go together ❞ ❝ I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to do it, but I had to tell them.❞ ❝ It won’t stop bleeding! ❞ ❝ Why do you make me feel so vulnerable? ❞ ❝ Who shot you?! ❞ ❝ What did you do? ❞ ❝ Are you all right? ❞ ❝ I can’t do this anymore ❞ ❝ I don’t think I can make it…❞      ❝ Why are you doing this to me? ❞ ❝ You’ve been unconscious for hours.❞ ❝ You have a fever…❞ ❝ I think I’m sick…❞ ❝ You shot me! ❞ ❝ What happened to you? ❞

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different ways to say ‘i love you’. 

‘i’ll make you something, yeah? your favorite dish, just for you.’

‘let’s get you back to bed.’

‘shh, it was just a nightmare.’

‘you like this, don’t you? i remember you saying that.’

‘i drew up a bath for you.’

‘you need rest.’

‘you ought to be asleep.’

‘i bought two.’

‘here. you can have the rest.’

‘i thought of you when i saw this.’

‘i like your smile.’

‘you have a cute laugh.’

‘stay there. i’m coming there to get you.’

‘it’s okay, i’m here, we’re okay.’

‘be careful.’

‘look both ways.’

‘you mean so much to me.’

‘i can’t lose you.’

‘i thought i might have lost you.’

‘how to you feel about the nickname, (insert nickname)?’

‘it looks good on you.’

‘i’ll make you soup.’

‘ah-ah-ah. you’re sick. you need to stay in bed.’

‘are you okay in there?’

‘that’s it, that’s it. get it all out. shh.’

‘it’s a remedy i knew. helps with your throat.’

‘it’s a lullaby. would you like me to sing it to you? would that help you fall asleep?’

‘i’m worried about you.’

‘what do you want to watch?’

‘where would you like to go for dinner?’

‘close your eyes and hold out your hands.’

‘we’ll figure it out.’

‘oh, it’s not big deal. you’re fine.’

‘i brought you some medicine for your cold.’

‘you’re important to me.’

‘this is your favorite song, right?’

‘you’re like a son/daughter to me.’

‘good luck!’

‘you’re like a mom/dad to me.’

‘don’t say that about yourself.’

‘want to come with?’

“wow! you look really nice.’

‘goodnight, (insert term of affection).’

‘it’s okay. i couldn’t sleep anyway.’

‘you can have half.’

‘come here. let me fix it.’

‘your tie is crooked.’

‘c’mere. shh, it’s okay.’

‘i’m not going to hurt you.’

‘can i touch you?’

‘can i kiss you?’

‘can i hug you?’

‘promise.’

‘would i ever lie to you?’

‘i think you’re very beautiful/handsome.’

‘hey, good-looking.’

‘of course i care. you’re my family.’

‘one more chapter.’

‘i love you.’

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hurt meme.

“ i got you. it’s gonna be okay, you’re going to be okay.”

“i feel like everyone’s miles away from me.”

“my mind is a dark place. you don’t want to be there.”

“i know this hurts, but you have to stay awake.”

“don’t close your eyes, please don’t close your eyes!”

“i just want to be numb, i don’t want to feel anything.”

“please don’t do this, don’t act like you care.”

“you don’t care, nobody cares, just leave.”

“you’re my friend, of course i fucking care.”

“i can’t give up on you, so please don’t give up on yourself.”

“i love you so much, i forgot what hating myself felt like.”

“i fucked up, why do you not care?”

“i can’t walk, just go on without me.”

“you have broken ribs, take it easy.”

“i have no idea how to do cpr.”

“whose blood is that?”

“apply pressure to the wound, don’t let go.”

“don’t you dare fucking let go!” 

“what the hell happened to you?” 

“are they dead? did you kill them?” 

“do you know what you’ve done?” 

“you’re either with me or against me.” 

“who the hell did this to you?” 

“are you alright? you hit your head pretty hard…” 

“i can’t see!! what’s happening to me?” 

“when was the last time you ate?” 

“what do you mean you’re fine? you are not fine!” 

 “i’m fine, it’s just a flesh wound, i’ll be okay.” 

“for how long? how long were you bottling this up?“ 

“there’s so much blood, you won’t last.” 

“are you… throwing up in there?” 

“why aren’t you eating?” 

“just breathe… you’re okay, i promise, just breathe.” 

“i can’t breathe, i can’t –” 

“i woke up, & you were gone.” 

“just tell me something, was it really worth it?” 

“it’s okay to hurt & breakdown. you don’t have to be strong all the time.”

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she was just a little frightened girl who lost her parents.

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what a fucking WOMAN   *

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Forget stardust—you are iron. Your blood is nothing but ferrous liquid. When you bleed, you reek of rust. It is iron that fills your heart and sits in your veins. And what is iron, really, unless it’s forged? You are iron. And you are strong.

n.t. (via astrasperas)

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i don’t... remember how to write krissy so /: gimmie some time. i’m gonna go lay down for a bit i’m very tired.