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I really can't get over yesterday's update. When Charlie asks Nick to take his shirt off, my eyes welled up. Knowing that right now he's comfortable enough to wear t-shirts in public and to show his body to Nick makes me incredibly emotional. And the thing that I loved most is the fact that the whole scene was handled in such a sweet way. It's definitely something new and still hard for Charlie, but him asking this question was like saying "I want to take my shirt off, please let's go through it together", allowing himself to be vulnerable and as comfortable as he could in that space with his boyfriend and making it a thing he's not doing alone, but with Nick.

And Nick tearing up when he realizes the amount of trust Charlie's feeling towards him in that moment and how far he's come. I feel like this was one of the pivotal moments in their relationship, definitely one of my favorites scenes ever. There are so many details and layers that we could talk about just this update in a 10.000 word essay. But the emotions in their eyes, in their postures, in their gestures were such a deep and beautiful thing to witness - I'm forever grateful for these two.

Special mention to Nick's tear coming out of his eye at the end. And the way Charlie looks at him? I truly felt weak. What an emotional rollercoaster this was.

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Aziraphale: *realizing he's in love with an idiot for 2804th time*

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Can I interest you in a new religion? What do you think would the tenets of this religion be?

Burning any art "created" by an AI would certainly be an excellent start.

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These two idiots kill me because what Crowley is hearing from Aziraphale is, “I am able to look past your demonic nature because I love you so much, but if there was a way, I would change that part of you” and what Crowley wants to hear is, “I look at all of you and I love all of you”

Meanwhile Aziraphale’s actually saying, “I love every version of you that I’ve known, but I miss the smile you had when I met you and I would give anything to bring that joy back”

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Waitwaitwaitwaitwait.

The reason Aziraphale wants Crowley out of the bookshop here is that he wants the ball to be a surprise FOR CROWLEY.

He is setting the stage for Their Moment.

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Today's Fluff is Aziracrow dining at the Ritz

I stg they better get their boozy brunch at the Ritz in season 3

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Crowley is a romantic. And they stole his love confession from him.

The confession we saw was rushed. I think Crowley could tell something was different. It was now or never. And that’s why he started to confess then. But

his original plan was to take Aziraphale to the Ritz. They would get into the Bently, yellow tulips on the backseat, like we can see. Because yellow is pretty, like the angel said before. And A Nightingale Sang In Berkeley Square would play, he had put it on queue, we heard it. And they would get to the Ritz, have a wonderful breakfast. He would give him the flowers, take him back home, give him a lift, like in the movies, and then he would confess. And they could kiss at the door before they went inside.

But instead his confession was rushed and desperate and not at all like what they show in the movies. It was painfully real and unmagical.

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definitive summary of my life:

"what the fuck did I just do"

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Can we go back to this for a sec? To Aziraphale having to explain the concept of being in love to the other angels? Because I cannot imagine what a trip it has to be, falling in love with someone when that is literally not something you are supposed to be able to do. When it is something you barely understand. When the object of whatever this is isn't supposed to be able to feel this way either, except as time goes on you start to realize it's happening to him too. And neither of you can actually talk to each other about it.

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He changed his mind.

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70s good omens au where crowley somehow gets aziraphale to dress up and join a sonny and cher cover band.

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They are smitten, I believe <3

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SUMMER

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i NEED to know what was the meaning of that warmth if now it has all vanished

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im here. im crying and im here. i feel things and no one knows it. no one will ever know. because maybe I was born to be forgotten. I like crying, I missed feeling real. i want to be loved. but maybe nothing will change, maybe the hole in my chest is embedded in me and nothing will ever make me happy. im pathetic,im the same me always.

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I respect Taika Waititi ONLY