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There are tons more of you, however these are the ones i could list off the top of my head!!

Thanks Guys :)

i have been looking back at old post and things and it has made me so happy. being apart of not only the sjmverse but having people who would banter with me was amazing. i had a place where i belonged when i needed it the most.

If you were here during that time thank you guys. I miss and appreciate you all so much. I hope your lives are filled with all of the good things you deserve so much

@iamthebonecarver @the-smoldering-illyrian-beauty @highlord-tarquin @feyre-darling-highlady @musicmaam

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Thanks Guys :)

i have been looking back at old post and things and it has made me so happy. being apart of not only the sjmverse but having people who would banter with me was amazing. i had a place where i belonged when i needed it the most.

If you were here during that time thank you guys. I miss and appreciate you all so much. I hope your lives are filled with all of the good things you deserve so much

@iamthebonecarver @the-smoldering-illyrian-beauty @highlord-tarquin @feyre-darling-highlady @musicmaam

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thanks, I'm crying

There’s this running theme of Feyre forgiving those who have wronged her, while Rhysand aggressively asserts that he will never forgive them.

We see this with Nesta and Lucien, and the whole song and dance of Rhysand refusing to forgive those who hurt Feyre or those he perceived to have hurt Feyre can be understood as a kind of fantasy. I’ve said it before, but Rhysand’s aggression towards individuals who harmed Feyre appeals to a desire to be defended by a much stronger party against an enemy you were once powerless against (all while never having to ask them and in many cases, disavowing such a reaction)

Readers who relate to Feyre can take pleasure in seeing the ones who harmed her (according to the text) be punished through becoming dominated by her new powerful and devoted protectors. Making them feel guilty for their actions, making them submit to her through force or intimidation to engage in a kind of indulgent performance of self-flagellation. We see this with the hike Nesta is forced to go on, the purpose of this hike is not for her self-actualization, but for the pleasure of seeing her in intense emotional and physical pain. The wish fulfillment narrative takes pleasure in watching her grovel for Feyre’s forgiveness, which is why it goes back on the sisters relationship development multiple times. Maas just can’t help herself.

For Rhysand, the most powerful High Lord in all the land and being impossibly powerful, flatters the reader through his aggressive defending of Feyre. Feyre who was once her family’s mule (in ACOTAR’s ridiculous and drawn out sequence of indulgent suffering porn) can magnanimously forgive her sisters for their past mistakes, while also having them punished whilst disavowing that very punishment. This is especially apparent with Nesta, the frequent subject of Rhysand’s ire, who is disproportionately punished for her past wrongdoings.

I recognize it, but I really can’t buy into the pleasure of the wish fulfillment in the story because I don’t think that Nesta or Lucien ever deserved the harsh treatment they got. Their past actions weren’t bad enough to justify such horrendously cruel treatment and intimidation on the part of the IC. This breaks the illusion and makes me dislike the IC and Feysand.

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What if:

Aelin: Hey Manon want to get coffee?

Manon: No.

just a thought :)

also a real interaction between me and friends

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I FINALLY FOUND ONE!! ON MY TIKTOK FYP! @iamthebonecarver

I remember this post vividly and it makes me giggle everytime.

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there are so many mixed signals is it very difficult to be clear whether this is moving forward or not.

from a S.J.M. updates channel I am in

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from a S.J.M. updates channel I am in

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WE ARE ONLINE!!!

HEY DID YOU KNOW THAT YOU'RE ONLINE???

AND SOMEHOW MY WORDS APPEARED ON YOUR SCREEN

THE CHANCES OF THAT ARE ASTRONOMICALLY LOW YET SOMEHOW YOU'RE READING MY SENTENCES

HELLO PERSON I DON'T KNOW, YOU'RE WONDERFUL, HAVE AN AMAZING DAY!!

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I guess my prayers have been answered 😂👏🏻

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logging into tumblr for the first time in a while is like stepping into a time machine and realizing that i miss the good ole times.

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i will!

my favorite thing is scrolling through instagram and seeing my murals post on there @iamthebonecarver just saw one of your highlights

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my favorite thing is scrolling through instagram and seeing my murals post on there @iamthebonecarver just saw one of your highlights

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i relate to this sentiment!

WHEN AM I GOING TO GET TO MEET SOMEONE THE OLD FASHION WAY one of us finds the other trapped in a iceberg and then we travel around the world and fall in love

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made it into my school’s literary magazine and i am crying, i cannot ahhh

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i would also like to know

Hey. Um…. Where is my blog page on mobile???????

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hello my children!! long time no talk! someone update this old man on what has been happening:D