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2017; you taught me more than I could handle. I learned love, loss, everything in between.

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KEEP GOING !

Don’t be afraid of failures Coz it will teach you a lesson Don’t be afraid to try new things Coz life is all about learning Don’t be afraid to change for the better Coz you will gain something from it Don’t be afraid to tell what you feel Coz it might me your last chance Don’t be afraid to love again Coz that person might be your match Don’t be afraid to start over again Coz it’s never too late as you are still alive Don’t be afraid to forgive Coz life is too short for bitterness Don’t be afraid to take risks Coz it might be the start of your success Don’t be afraid to face your trials Coz it will make you stronger and wiser Don’t be afraid to trust God For above all, he is the only one who will never forsake you no matter what And he will never give you things that is too hard for you to handle

Cowardliness hinders triumph And it makes you do nothing Courage and determination will take you to the next level Your’e getting there, don’t give up now Be positive all the time, it’s about your mindset Coz what you envision is what will happen Self – Confidence is also a must Trust yourself that you can do it Life is too short, don’t settle for less         Live your life to the fullest                           Do what you want, but still know your limitations.

-emz-warriorprincess

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TO THE MAN I ALMOST LOVE

I was totally broken when I met you. I left him because I know that our relationship will no longer work. And then you came. I’m not interested on you at first, but all of a sudden, everything has changed.

Here we go again. What’s wrong with me? Why did I change my mind? I said that I will not prioritize love for now, but what’s happening?

I never thought that I will be in this situation. Your eyes, your smile, all of you haunts me everytime. I love to think of you all the time. Your’e always in my mind and I dont know why. I used to think that there’s a possibility that me and you, will be together someday. That someday, I’ll take your hand and I’ll let you know how much you mean to me. Im so sorry … I tried to escape, I tried to fight, but you always win. I tried my best to hide, but it’s you that I’m always looking for. My heart skips a beat when you are near me.

Sometimes it makes me think that maybe.. you are the reason why I am strong. Maybe you are the reason why I no longer think of him. Maybe you are the reason why I am happy. And maybe you are the reason why I want to move forward.

But I should wake up from this daydream. You and me will never be together. You’re happily married .. and I should definitely stop this. You know what, I want to hate you, because you make me feel that I am loved, you make me feel that there’s a chance for you and me. Why you didn’t tell me? Why should I knew it from someone else? But I shouldn’t, coz it’s all my fault. It’s very painful but I know that there’s a purpose for everything. Don’t worry, I know that I will come out victorious someday.

But the good thing is, you will never know about this. I wish you all the best , THE MAN I ALMOST LOVE.

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WARRIOR’S TESTIMONY

I was asked before, If you will write and publish your own book, what will be the title and why? ” That will be, “Strong Woman”, I answered. And after that, those people around me thought that I have a strong personality but that’s actually not true .

And I was also asked why .. Why did I say so ?

Let me share my life journey.

I lost my father when I was 12. He died without me saying how much he means to me. We used to fight before and I used to hate him. And its too late …

I will always cherish those moments that I spent with him when he was still alive. What I can say is you should love your parents while they are still here, because life is too short. And when he died, my mother decided to bring us to her hometown, Pasig to start a new life.

And my life was completely changed. Because of being an introvert, I was bullied by my classmates , and it came to a point where I dont want to go to school anymore. And because of that, I spent 2 years in 3rd year during my high school days. I decided to change myself at that time, I want to inflict vengeance to those people who hurt me. So I got new friends, and they taught me to drink alcoholic drinks and to also smoke. We no longer attend in class, we just go to our friend’s house ,just to drink and smoke all day. But I realized that it’s not a good thing, that it will just ruin my life . So I decided to attend class everyday and stop what I’m doing and it’s all worth it. I passed and I became a fourth year student. One of my classmates invited me to go to Born Again church. Since I dont have friends at that time, I decided to go with her and that’s my only purpose.

And I went to that church with her.. and I met Jesus. I realized that I only know him by name, but I really dont know who he really is. When I accepted him as my Lord and Savior , with my eyes closed, I can feel that someone embraced me and said that he loves me.  And I know that it’s God. I can feel that my heart was changed. My life was completely transformed since that day. Deep relationship with God was developed, and I can feel the great joy and peace when I read his word. It’s not about religion, but it’s all about your relationship with God.

But I was tempted. I was so young at that time, I want to have a boyfriend because I was just curious, I just want to know how it feels like. God says don’t do it, wait for the right time. But because I was so stubborn, I didn’t listen. I left the church for almost a year and I pursue my relationship with him. And our relationship failed. All I got is regrets and heartaches. I thought he’s a good man but he’s not. But in spite of everything, God is still there, waiting for me to come home. God gave me another chance to live my life again and to make everything right. He gave me a new name during my encounter with him and that was” Miss Warrior”: she will fight for what is right ; she will not be shaken ; she is not afraid to face life battles; she is ready to conquer all her enemies; she is always courageous because she knows that God is with her; and she will be forever faithful to her God till the end.

Throughout this life journey, I realized that changing yourself is very difficult, but  if Jesus will be you bestfriend everything will be possible. It takes time, I failed a lot of times but God is still there to guide, to encourage and to continually bless me.

I am strong because God is with me. I am strong because I am his daughter and I’m also his warrior. I may be weak, but his spirit is strong in me. I’m not a perfect person, but I have a perfect God. My God will never leave nor forsake me, he is forever faithful.

Never give up. God is always there for you. He loves you so much. All the struggles that you have right now, will make you stronger and will someday be your testimony.

-emz-warriorprincess