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i... havent logged here in a year

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new phone who dis?

whomst ?

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absently plays with his hair

   the attention is more than welcomed; his muscles untense, his lids fall, he stays still and quiet. after a long day, or whenever for that matter, it felt nice to be pampered. after all, zen always enjoyed having soft hands running through his hair.

   ❛   ah, i could fall asleep right now...   ❜

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“I don’t like dreams. Sleep is too much like dying.”

prompt. / @hackedlungs / closed.

   other than the voice at the end of the line, everything’s silent. this isn’t the first time he’s received a call from seven at a god forbidden hour, but it’s not like he woke zen up anyway. laying down, his mind has been pacing around in circles until his phone lit as the perfect excuse to stay up. he stays still, the confession taking words off his mouth. 

   the dreams he vividly recalls the most aren’t dreams, but memories. for zen, they don’t take his life away. they bring it around again, and that, personally, was just as scary as death. ❛   seven,   ❜ shifting on the mattress, zen’s hands clumsily light his bedside lamp. ❛   i’m coming over, yeah ? i’ll keep you company. i’ll get there soon, don’t go anywhere.   ❜ click.

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Gives him white roses. " they reminded me of you. "

   overwhelmingly flattered would be an understatement. hyun, speechless, recovers his posture the moment he feels the stems of the bouquet under the pad of his fingers. this girl— while he may not know her personally to the fullest, there’s an awareness of her sensibility, something that makes her more than ‘ jumin’s intern ’ . a younger sister figure in the making, who knows ?

   ❛   thank you so much, ah... they’re beautiful ! i don’t know what to say,   ❜ evidently happy, he offers a smile to match. ❛   you’re very sweet, shimizu. here,   ❜ plucking one out of the arrangement, he brings it forward to place upon those pale hands. ❛   keep one for me, yeah ?   ❜

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yes i hate myself pls follow :^)

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it’s a shame zen had to be born with white hair, such a gorgeous fur colour gone to waste on him.

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txt: akbdkshx;5sn txt: I think Elizabeth 3rd just insulted you.

   ( sms : zen ) what ?!?!   ( sms : zen ) she can’t talk or type ! of course she’d keysmash !!   ( sms : zen ) if i could get near her, i bet she’d like me better.   ( sms : zen ) ...   ( sms : zen ) STOP “LETTING HER TYPE”

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“Does it matter if it’s a lie if it keeps us alive?” reference to v & rika lies??? who knows

 prompt. / @elitefund / closed.

   initially, hyun doesn’t allow himself to speak. on his mind, it’d be hypocritical to protest against dishonesty; he isn’t justifying v and rika, but he can’t demonize them either. he, too, has lied and turned to the ‘ some things are better left unsaid ‘ philosophy, but there’s a single difference. hyun lies about personal matters, v and rika kept information that concerned an organization. that was critical to making hyun feel less between a rock and a hard place when coming to holding a grudge at their lies. 

   ❛   we’ve all placed our blind faith on them, jumin. don’t talk like it’s something good.   ❜ because every doubt ends in ‘ we have to trust v ’, as alarming as the predicament could be, and it was getting old. repetitive. maybe dangerous. ❛   we can’t stay in the dark forever, i’ve made up my mind. any concerning signs and i’m leaving.   ❜

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hahah

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                DID  YOU  GET  MYSTERIOUS  MESSAGES  ??

art credit.

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psa

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zen can i braid ur hair... we can be twins and #goals

   you best believe he’s already taking the elastic off his hair and combing through it with his fingers to make the job a little easier. ❛   ah ! of course, you don’t have to ask ! everyone’s going to be jealous of us, chun.   ❜ 

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Real quick question will you eat my ass tho ?

   do u want me to go to jail : //

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psa i hate tumblr user @endacts

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“Just give me a chance!”

  prompt. / @lovsickening / closed.

   zen runs his fingers through the pages of the script and listens to yoosung’s persistence just across him. he knows the request comes from a good place, and that precisely makes him consider the odds of how helpful he could be. yoosung isn’t useless. he’s smarter than everyone accredits, zen believes. with a tilt of his head, he gets up his seat and, turning his wrist wrist, hands yoosung the script. then, a shrug along a smug smile.

   ❛   sure, i’ll let you help me this time. let’s see if you have it in you to be a good actor,   ❜ a harmless tease turns into something more inquisitive. ❛   you think you can memorize an entire page though ?? it’s pretty hard, yoosung.   ❜