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love & friendship starter sentences

❝ i’ve never felt this way about someone before. ❞

❝ i’d never abandon you. ❞

❝ do you trust me? ❞

❝ do you want to go out this weekend? ❞

❝ would i ever lie to you? ❞

❝ you mean so much to me, i don’t think you’ll ever understand. ❞ 

❝ i’m glad we met. ❞

❝ what’s wrong? wanna talk about it? ❞

❝ i’m here for you. ❞

❝ of course you’re invited! why wouldn’t i invite you? ❞

❝ i’ve missed you so much. ❞

❝ i don’t know what i’d do without you. ❞

❝ i just wanted to say thanks for earlier.  ❞

❝ don’t worry. i’ll take care of it. ❞

❝ the worst part about this is leaving you behind. ❞

❝ do you need a hug? you look like you could use a hug. ❞

❝ you can sleep in my bed if you want to. ❞

❝ i’ll buy dinner tonight. ❞

❝ do you want to come over? ❞

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`` Ugh.. ``

How many nights did he stay awake and pulled an all-nighter now..? Ray had already lost count. He was tired.. So very tired.. And yet he couldn’t allow himself to rest. No, not now. He needed to keep up with his work, or otherwise he’d just turn out to be a disappointment again..

If only his body was stronger..

Maybe he should start drinking the elixir again.. It hurt so much, but.. At least it kept him awake and productive.. Right?

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Hey everyone! This is a rebooted Saeyoung Choi Ask/RP Blog!

Non-Selective, Multi-Verse, Multi-Ship

Written by Chloe

Mun =/= 18+

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soft caring sentence compilation

❛❛ I took your hoodie and I’m not giving it back. ❜❜ 

❛❛ Please just… just hold me. ❜❜ 

❛❛ C’mere. Lean on me. ❜❜

❛❛ You look like you need a hug. Come here. ❜❜ 

❛❛ I’m never leaving this blanket nest ever again. ❜❜

❛❛ I know you don’t like hugs, but… I could really use one right now… ❜❜

❛❛ Just stay a little longer. Please. ❜❜

❛❛ It’s so cold outside, but you’re so warm… ❜❜

❛❛ I’m sorry. I should have asked first, just… it reminded me of you. ❜❜

❛❛ Let me hold you for a while. ❜❜

❛❛ It’s okay. I’ve got you. ❜❜

❛❛ Everything hurts. Being with you is the only good thing in the world anymore. ❜❜

❛❛ Hey, hey, don’t cry. It’s okay. C’mon, come sit under the blanket with me. ❜❜

❛❛ All I want to do is sit and eat cookies and watch cheesy romcoms right now. But I’d love some company. ❜❜

❛❛ I brought blankets, takeout, and your favourite movie. I know it won’t fix everything, but it might help. ❜❜

❛❛ Please stay with me tonight. I don’t want to be alone. ❜❜

❛❛ I made some tea. Now, do you need to talk? Or should I just put on some music? ❜❜

❛❛ I’m not going to leave. I’ll stay as long as you need me to. ❜❜

❛❛ Your hair’s soft… I just want to pet it until I forget everything but how soft it is… ❜❜

❛❛ Shh, shh. It’s okay. You’re alright. You’re safe now. ❜❜

❛❛ I know you’re hurting right now, and I’m so sorry. Tell me what will help and I’ll do it. ❜❜

❛❛ I just want to see you smile again. ❜❜

❛❛ This is stupid but… could you sing to me? You have such a nice voice, and I think it might help calm me down… you don’t have to, but… ❜❜

❛❛ Lay your head in my lap and try to get some rest. ❜❜

❛❛ wait , did you just say you love me? ❜❜

❛❛ i’m so happy! ❜❜

❛❛ is this a gift for me? ❜❜

❛❛ hey! i’ve got something for you! wait right here! ❜❜

❛❛ i love you. ❜❜

❛❛ wow … your smile is breathtaking. ❜❜

❛❛ let me take you out on a date. ❜❜

❛❛ so what will it be tonight? ❜❜

❛❛ you know , you’re really cute. ❜❜

❛❛ shh … don’t cry. ❜❜

❛❛ so … do i get a goodnight kiss? ❜❜ 

❝  i’m here for you.  ❞

❝  let me help with that.  ❞

❝  i’m here.  ❞

❝  nothing’s gonna hurt you.  ❞

❝  if they do it again, you tell me.  ❞

❝  i’ll protect you. ❞

❝  i’ll make sure nothing bad happens to you.  ❞

❝  let me take a look…  ❞

❝  i’m a phone call away.  ❞

❝  you should have called me.  ❞

❝  here, sleep.  ❞

❝  if you wanna talk, i’m here.  ❞

❝  hey, shh, it’s okay.  ❞

❝  i’ll never let you go.  ❞

❝  you’re with me now.  ❞

❝  nothing’s gonna take you from my side.  ❞

❝  i’ll do what i have to.  ❞

❝  i need you to stay here, okay? i got this.  ❞

❝  it’s safe here.  ❞

❝  i’m fine, let me see your face.  ❞

❝  we’re gonna have to keep ice on that.  ❞

❝  i like seeing you smile.  ❞

❝  you’re so beautiful.  ❞

❝  you don’t have to talk, we can just sit together.  ❞

❝  i miss/missed you.  ❞

❝  let me do this for you.  ❞

❝  i’m on your side  ❞

❝  i’ve got your back, okay?  ❞ 

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         Somebody help me through this 𝖓𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙𝖒𝖆𝖗𝖊.                        I can’t 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘳𝘰𝘭 𝘮𝘺𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧.

           Somebody wake me from this 𝖓𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙𝖒𝖆𝖗𝖊.                        I can’t 𝘦𝘴𝘤𝘢𝘱𝘦 this Hell.

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Starter for @lololmaster

Hm...

Saeran felt like he was forgetting something.. Sometimes it got really easy to lose track of time in Saeyoung’s windowless bunker. Saeran really couldn’t help but wonder how Saeyoung didn’t go crazy down here yet. No wonder he had the habit of having a horrible sleep schedule at times. 

But then again, he would be a hypocrite if he’d start preaching about a healthy day and night cycle.. Saeran often tried to avoid sleep by whatever means necessary.. Most of the time a bad night would leave him way more exhausted than not having slept at all, let’s say.

One thing he did like about Saeyoung’s bunker was the couch, though. It was comfortable and perfect to just be lazy on. Until now Saeran was playing some weird game on Saeyoung’s GrayStation, he had no idea about the plot of the game and was honestly not as interested in it anyway, but it was a nice distraction and a cure for his boredom.. 

Only the sound of a notification on his phone managed to drag his attention away from the TV.

`` Ugh, what does he want now? ``

Expecting it to be another message of Saeyoung, who would frequently message him whenever he was out (and honestly, Saeran did appreciate it, but still had a hard time admitting it), Saeran couldn’t help but to let out a small groan. Surprisingly enough, it wasn’t a message of his brother. It was a reminder notifying him about.. 

Oh, riiight. That’s what he was forgetting. Yoosung was planning to come visit today. It had been a while since they last met. Though he didn’t remember whether it was Saeyoung who invited him or not.. Whatever, Saeran got at least a little used to the company of the other RFA members, even if.. He couldn’t exactly understand why they would want to spend time with him, after what he had done and what not.. With a small sigh, Saeran managed to get up from the couch, he should probably tidy up a little before Yoosung arrives.

Almost as if on cue, the security alarm notified him of someone at the heavily locked and secured door. Hmm... 

Maybe he should sit back for a moment and watch Yoosung struggle with the multiple layers of security before letting him in.

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Someone needs some sleep starters

“Your eyebags have eyebags!”

“How long have you been awake?”

“I haven’t slept in a week.”

“Dude go to sleep”

“Is there a reason why you can’t sleep?”

“I’ve been having trouble sleeping lately.”

“Don’t you dare sing me a lullaby.”

“Sleep is for the weak.”

“Well you’re weak from lack of sleep so it’s time you sleep.”

“Please.. go to sleep.”

“Would it help if I lay down with you?”

“I’ve been up all night working on this…”

“Did you start having nightmares again? Is that why you haven’t been sleeping.”

“Don’t worry I slept for two hours.”

“That’s not enough sleep!”

“I’m tired…”

“Do you think… that pigeons have feelings..?”

“Shut up and go to sleep!”

“Can’t sleep either?”

“Sleep is something fake created by the government so I won’t be doing it.”

“I did get sleep! Like… a week ago.”

“_ has been keeping me awake.”

“I just want to get a good night’s sleep for once.”

“I don’t have time for sleeping.”

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Send “tired?” to notice my sleep-deprived muse nodding off

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;; Btw! Mutuals can always turn an ask into a thread if they wanna, no need to ask! If we’re mutuals, go for it~!

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Starter for @lucielchoi-707

How long had it been since Saeyoung brought him to this hospital..? Saeran completely lost track of the days that had passed. The time he didn’t spend yelling at the nurse, the doctors and the therapist, or the time he didn’t spend throwing things around and basically wrecking his room, he was looking out of his little window. Day after day, hour after hour. 

Whenever the hospital staff left him alone, he would do nothing more but stare outside. There was something calming in watching the clouds pass by. This sky reminded him of the times his heart was still full of young, naive hope. Since then Saeran had long forgotten this feeling... Well, no. It was no real feeling to him anymore. Hope was just an illusion that would quickly be crushed below the weight of reality. The world was cruel, and there was not a single person he could trust anymore. Reality left the poor boy broken and defeated. But the sky always stayed the same. It would always eventually turn back to the beautiful, soothing blue, with fluffy clouds passing by. 

Yet, the only thing that managed to truly irritate him was the frequent visit of his brother. He couldn’t wrap his broken mind around why Saeyoung wouldn’t just leave him alone, or why he wouldn’t understand that Saeran would never let him close to him again. Saeran didn’t want to trust again, not after Saeyoung had abandoned him all these years ago, he was nothing but a filthy liar.

A small noise managed to interrupt Saeran’s thoughts and distract him from staring out of the window. The sound of the door opening. He wished with all his heart that it was just a nurse, and yet he also hoped for.. Someone else. But of course, there he was yet again. Saeyoung.

Almost as if flipping a switch, Saeran’s peaceful mood was gone. He needed to get Saeyoung to leave him alone.

`` You, again?! Didn’t I tell you not to come? What do you want? ``

His words sounded harsh and cold, just as always when having to confront Saeyoung. He couldn’t show any weakness, or otherwise Saeyoung might get the wrong idea. He wasn’t the weak kid he used to be, and he always felt like having to prove that to Saeyoung.

`` When will you stop bothering me? Leave me alone! ``

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Starter for @lilstrawbxrry

Isn’t it fascinating how the presence of one person could make or break one’s day? Or how much influence a single person could have on one’s mindset?

Ever since Sharon accepted his request to.. ‘Test’ his game, Ray was always looking forward to seeing her or talk to her. Something he loved doing the most was arrange a pretty boquet of flowers and bring it to her, or.. Bring it to her room, if they happened to miss each other. The fun part was not looking for the prettiest flowers in his garden and arranging the flowers only, what made him so happy was her reaction towards his gesture. Even though this gesture always felt like such an insignificant, little thing, like something he could do better, her reactions always made him smile.

And right now, Ray was holding yet another boquet of fresh and pretty, colorful flowers. Perhaps this time he wouldn’t miss Sharon.. He could offer to explain the different meanings of the flowers to her, if she was interested. Oh, how that made his heart race! But.. Even though he was heading straight for her room and stood right in front of her door, he hesitated to knock.

What if he would be disturbing her? Or.. What if he would enter and find the room empty yet again..? He was content leaving her the flowers on her bed, yes.. But he’d also like to see her.

Gathering up some of his courage, Ray managed to lift his hand and softly knock on the door, once, twice.. And then waited... Should he maybe call out for her? No.. No, that might make her uncomfortable. God, what was he doing here? Maybe it would’ve been better if he would have left the flowers somewhere for her to find. Surely, she was busy with something..

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lucielchoi-707 replied to your post: ;; You ACTUALLY want to kill me and my feelings,...

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;; AIGHT THEN

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;; You ACTUALLY want to kill me and my feelings, don’t’cha?

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;; oh no. I forgot how hard it can be to come up with a starter. Oh heck

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“ let me do this for you. please. ”

Care || Accepting

Such a kind soul.. 

“ N-no, it’s fine! Really. I can do it myself. ”

He didn’t want to look even weaker in front of someone so sweet and helpful. Weak, Ray was so weak.. He had to prove to everyone that he wasn’t as weak and as useless as he might look. How could he possibly accept help from anyone in this sorry state? No.. He couldn’t

He had to put on a brave face, so that she wouldn’t worry. She had enough worries as it is, even though Ray kept trying to shield her from as much as possible. Just to ease her mind a little.

“No need to worry about me. This is nothing I can’t handle. But, if there’s anything I can do for you, please don’t hesitate to tell me and I’ll see what I can do for you.”

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if you start a ship with me i go from 0 to SIGN ME THE FUCK UP in no time flat.