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Fits

Bubbling over that which was Feeding it over to a pointless cause Men with mouths that do bleed And empty thoughts giving pause

You are stripped to bits before me And that which is hidden I can see The ticks that move on, simulation  And the swollen hands of close relation 

Stripping your skin off in each pet And here you are wondering what comes next

Brain is wet and drowning  And the whistles are sounding 

Laid your self on tracks that are bare Into the eyes of death you do stare Relief which comes in coughing fits  Keeping you up all night 

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Wires

wires strung across catching your breath overlay ontop of each loss foaming up memories to stain pages

each thought you engage an artifact worn with silver you adorn the aging skin that grows thin

each pin prick more intense and more costly at every expense

sleeping the chiming interrupts your dream and your throat is hoarse from screams coughing up in bits of red

and onto this dead end led hook line and sinker the sick men with your mind tinker

all that is you

none of it is true

shaped by indecision

make another incision

see the parts of me that bled and paint your face

red mouth that bleeds

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strobing

strobing, my eyes blink listen to me, go uplink and ride the tatters of your mind imploding on the brink

do you count it out with me I want you to see inside

all the blocks that make up

can you see?

what I give away at zero fee

trippled over

rolling up and down Sisyphus hill

now look at me swallow this pill

full inebriated

and totally exasperated

my head aches and failing knees quake

broken from inside

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Marred

shredded bottom of shoes covered in goo reprehensible that which is inside

coughing it up with a snarl tooth and hands that are snide take that which is hidden breath it inside

take take take, take it away the part that bubbles beneath hidden in piles of old leaves bits and body parts the shade of red not once found in art

locked lip hip dips

bones which fused and the fear lies so profusely

you sit there tired and confused

and your center over used ragged

marred in each sin you inflicted upon your skin

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mesperyian is real to me

People on this website will really mock anti-vaxxers and flat earthers for ignoring scientists and getting their alternative facts from facebook, and then turn around and insist they know more history than historians and more archaeology than archaeologists because they read an unsourced tumblr post once

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Sweet kiss

shriveled wretch rotts keeping the rope taut swaying in the wind A dirty fruit eater one too many times sinned

Entertain a witch not or in twisted spells caught overflowing from within at the end of a gun my god does begin

now tap your feet with me simple words so sweet you see as broken thimbles flood over bleeding out, crushing the clover

and a sweet kiss you do imagine building up the ecstasies engines

toppling nothing stands and the muslim man with empty hands

stares off into space

gaze diverted lost in your haze

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>ask me out

>give them my number

>receive text

btw I have penis

> panic

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I have a painful craving

For a song that misses it's home

In the warm lungs of the song bird

Before it was chased out by the morning glory

It's verses a memory of breathe

It's chorus a testimony of time

And it's final chord a coffin

I miss the before

And yet must suffer the after

With a tune so crooked and screeching

Each note broken with change

A vibrato of shame

Sharp whistling breathes between notes

A broken story of mine

A choir of chilling cowardice

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I crave

Oh I crave so deeply

That I carve

And not into my flesh as I did so many years ago

No

I carve into the pages

Stories and pleas

Poems and dreams

Begging crying out into space

For someone to hold me close

as we watch the fires burn

And smoke roll in

So that we together might not die alone

In these empty stone cold halls.

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assigned chimera at birth

acab ... wait this is something already isn't it

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this is good

"It's been a long time Since you last cried" Said a voice hidden in the back of my skull. It was not mine, 'cause 'me' was no more than just a pile of flesh and bones and 80% void. 'I' wasn't. The only reminder of life in the corpse lying there was the breath it  couldn't take, the loud beat of a heart trying to get free from it's rib  cage, And the tears. "It's been a long time Since you last cried. But those eyes, Never got the odds to dry."

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sexy knights. sexy wounded knights. sexy wounded weary knights. sexy wounded weary knights in the rain. sexy wounded weary knights in the rain pledging their loyalty to you.

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is sapphic just the hip way the kids are saying they are lesbians nowadays?

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Shriveled

shriveled echo in your head it pummels you until you are dead now your eyes are empty because you lost your sanity

dead stare and mind in pine it goes quiet as it stagnates

quiet in pine

endless rage never satiates no age vampirism

quiet in pine

stacking all the rocks this local Hermes it mocks with the nymphs that hide beneath, beneath

quiet in pine

the undertow takes you out with the tide and there leviathan swallows its stomach your deathly hallows no Shepard stands near

no relief comes to whisper in your ear

quiet in pine

fragments your words they swell