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Why am I about to cry over the fact that my nephew is excited to see me :( I should have a child

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My ex boyfriend has been consuming my mind so much. I want to get therapy so badly so I can break this cycle and be a normal person. I don't want to obsess, I don't want to have crippling anxiety, I want to be normal 🤓. Once Im back from Indonesia I will set up a fucking appointment if it's the last thing I do. I don't ever want to feel like that again/burden someone with those feelings.

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I wish I could show yall but oh my god my friend has a missing front tooth and whenever she forgets the fake one I actually cry I love it so much it adds so much character

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I woke up with absolute dread so I think that means my ex boyfriend has moved on and is with someone new. I must consider suicide now

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Also, no makeup in like over 2 weeks! I don't feel any prettier unfortunately but I def feel more comfortable with the face I have

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Idk what kind of state of delusion I'm in right now but I loveeeee my body so much rn. Like actually I'm feeling so hot and sexy just as is even with the extra weight I've put on. I hope I always stay like this. I hope I always feel like this and don't need to rely on others' validation on my body. I'm a normal healthy weight and it shows! I have rolls when I sit down, I have cellulite on my butt and thighs, my arms are big but I am so freaking hot!!!

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Life goal is to live in an arid place so I can have goats clean up my backyard I hope you're allowed to chill & vibe with them

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Colin Firth & Jennifer Ehle in Pride and Prejudice (1995)

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BRING IT ON (2000) Dir. Peyton Reed

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Clueless (1995) dir. Amy Heckerling

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THE MENU (2022) dir. Mark Mylod

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Trying to be conscious of my cousin when buying gifts for my little cousins. I don't want to get the gift that the parents fucking hate because it's annoying to deal with or annoying sounds or whatever

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Missing my dead friend after 6 years this year man what the freak

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PARKS AND RECREATION 4.01 I'm Leslie Knope

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THE GOOD PLACE 4.10 — You've Changed, Man