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I like to buy Henry a glass of milk and a sweet pancake when he's feeling quite hungry. His favourite snack 🥹

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let the sun rise

here's before and after the render :P

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and i will always, always, be defending the "plot-holes" that are not actually plot-holes at all. i've seen people on facebook complain so many times about the ending of the game - about the siege of talmberg to be more exact.

"just attack it", "just take it down", "why doesn't divish just do it", "ohh his wife he can't even fuck! nobody gives a damn", "henry doesn't even really care for radzig at this point" etc.

and i have to go back to that one solitary thing this game literally cannot exist without: love. it's the main aspect, it's the pillars the story stands on, it's everything.

medieval movies and books like to picture the old times ala skyrim: "my son was very young when he died. but he did so while doing his duty. he fell for skyrim! he fell for the empire! i do not mourn for i am proud!"

"oh, i loved my father more than anything. but he is gone now. that is life."

it is. but. hear me out. people back then - were actually just like people now. we break down when we lose someone we adore, cherish, love, protect. no matter how stoic we may be, we don't take it lightly, do we?

so, if you think about it, is it a plot-hole, when divish refuses to attack his castle because

it's his home and he loves it

his wife is in there

his friend is also in there?

robard would not attack if it were divish in there. radzig would not attack if it were henry in there. hans would not attack if it were hanush in there. istvan would not attack if it were erik in there. captain bernard would not attack if it were hans in there.

it all comes back to love. and wanting people you care about safe.

martin running back to certain death because his wife is in the village when the cumans attack.

both parents worrying about nothing but their beloved son even while they are being brutally murdered.

everyone on talmberg willing to lock henry up just to keep him away from skalitz (for reasons yet unknown).

theresa making a last stand for someone just as lost as her.

the understanding he's met with when henry comes and admits his failure to radzig, the fact that he went against direct order. (nothing, absolutely nothing else but radzig being in debt to martin, or radzig being someone close to henry, could explain the understanding, the acceptance, and the outcome of the whole situation. how do you think henry - who is just a young man, not a hero, not a dragonborn, not a chosen one - would get away with all this?)

henry backed out of the night raid on talmberg because hans was wounded and wouldn't survive long enough for the mission to succeed.

hans (in one of the outcomes) carried him out on his back, saving his fat ass. no time for glory, no time for saving the hostages when it's suddenly your best friend who is on the ground and bleeding out. he might have succeeded with the mission. yet he didn't hesitate when suddenly it was him who was put in the shoes of those who just wanted to keep their loved ones safe. it was stephanie for divish (he approved the raid). it was radzig for henry (he was the one who went first and most willingly). and it was henry for hans (who immediately backed out on henry's behalf). all those actions were based on love.

would you attack talmberg, knowing there was someone you loved? someone you wanted to know better, someone you wanted to learn how to love, someone who could have been much closer if he only tried? someone you only just met?

the whole story starts with love, continues with love, ends with love. it is everywhere you look and you don't even have to romance anyone to see it, to feel it. it is in the npcs' lives, it's the motivation behind so many actions. it's in henry's decisions. in your decisions.

because, don't you just love this game?

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even if Radzig is not there, you know he will be there

"Dear Donkey,

this mission got out of hands again. Do be careful for I do not wish to lose you. But if you happen to pull out a few miracles out of your sleeves, it would be wonderful. Remember, my boy, this is all God's test.

I shall continue to drink wine and watch my people sleeping in the dirt of Rattay's streets.

Protect that idiot Lord you're with, by the way. Don't get killed on his behalf though, Hanush will have a chance to keep this town much longer if the kid dies.

I still don't know what sword you are talking about.

If Istvan told you other shit of your parentage and history, do not listen.

Bye,

Absent Father (we were young. and it happened!)"

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огосподи это так😭😭

last gasp

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Sic!

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😭😭

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Radzig would be a great father figure (figure being the key word), he's all about giving advices and mildly helpful inputs as long as there is no father responsibilities attached

Suddenly he is awkward as fuck, and you know, Henry, we were young. And it. Uuhhhappened. Good luck. Call me... father. Perhaps. I would tell you! On my death bed. Maybe. Probably not. Uhhhhhhnnhhh

Radzig when he wasn't found out: *whispering "son" as Henry leaves, longingly and sadly, and sounding so natural that you believe he's wanted to say it for years*

Radzig the moment he is found out: Hal. Henry. Donkey. My dear boy. Soldier. My man. My investigator. My right hand. Ssssssakra

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Radzig & Hanush being chaotic BFF’s for 4 minutes (Kingdom Come Deliverance)

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until the special comes out i'm just going to write it myself

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sorry not sorry

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так точно описали мои чувства

it really is a little bit insane, in the beginning of the game after the attack, henry just drops right into the middle of stuff, and goes on

there are no more nightmares shown, he sleeps as long as you let him, he is hungry as always, and you can go through countless killings before he is in pribyslavitz killing runt and throwing up from the stress and violence of it all

is it because it may be the first time henry gets to kill someone from his past, someone he had wanted to kill for quite a long time? is it because it is particularly violent and bloody? does it trigger something? 

i can play the game and kill a peasant for wanting 80 coins for a goddamned “treasure map” and laugh about it, and then go and kill 6 bandits in a camp, and it all feels a little off, as if i am just fucking around but not really playing because in the cutscenes, all i get is a different henry who lusts after someone’s life but loses all his nerves when he actually takes the life

he runs from skalitz, goes back to go around all those dead bodies, only to nearly die himself, only to go and dig a grave of a dead man and loot him for a ring (if you agree with peshek’s employment choices), only to go and have to save your stupid lord from two Cumans, only to immediately go to neuhof and see the massacre, only to track down the blood trail only to find a dying or dead man with a hoofpick in his belly, only to get attacked by another man, only to get attacked by two other bandits, only to go look for the runaway bandit and find him staked on the wall, his insides all out, only to go look for another bandit you also find slaughtered if you are not quick enough,— 

it’s such a sharp turn, so sudden, especially for a village momma’s boy who helped his dad and kissed his girlfriend and talked shit with his shitty friends and barely got out the village only to visit church, it’s unbeliavable

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I HAVE RESPECT FOR HAIRO

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I have a huge crush on Sir Radzig oh my fuck

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Johanka: You killed Skunk

Henry, who killed a thousand cumans, robbers, guards, peasants, townspeople, a cow in field and forgot when he managed to kill skunk: I don't even know who he is