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at the end of the day im the love i give, not the love i get

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chat how do i kill the desire to be wanted and chosen before it kills me

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healing happens in circles, not lines. you will return to old places with new eyes.

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this summer will be a love letter to myself

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I send love with no return address

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desperately need to read or watch something that will alter my brain chemistry and turn me into a new person

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snoopy of the day

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september is just things coming to an end and beginning all at once

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Oh that two year gap on my resume was when I was the architect of my own hell

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hey (with the intention of watering you with love and making you grow)

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and i was so focused on having nobody i forgot i had my self

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The amount of time and trial and error that happens between when you realize you need to change and when you actually start digging your heels in and making those changes is often literal years which is so crazy cause we can know something for so long and refuse to let it sink in when we know it will deeply disrupt our lifestyles and comforts/crutches so it just prevails for so much longer than we could ever imagine even when we realized so long ago what was wrong we just back pedal when we are scared until something just cracks and we feel ready

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mwah, going non-verbal

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The sexual tension between a girl and not feeling real every time her birthday comes around

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if you start reading books again. you will feel at least a little better. I promise