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the years have made me weird and strange to talk to. but still i must post
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they should invent a my body that doesn't hurt all the fucking time
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it's so crazy how you actually have to live through everything
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when i go on a walk and pet a cat thats the real me
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wait other post cancelled. mutuals. when r ur birthdays.
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#im so frustrated im about to explode#my intrusive thoughts are haunting me should i mention this to my therapist hahahaha#that is if i can even see her again lol if we didn’t get bombed first#tbh that’s the least of my concerns rn im too depressed to care if i live or die atp#i just got triggered really bad bc im terrified of conflicts and now i feel like if i don’t cut everyone off i might actually kms#can’t even tell anyone their passive aggressiveness triggered me bc im scared of them hating themselves for it 😀#seriously what’s wrong with me#ive tried to fix this with my therapist but idk it’s not working#ive reached the point where im just ignoring everyone bc i cant bring myself to say anything nice#i know she acted this way bc she’s anxious and scared and i didn’t know how to comfort her i know it’s my fault but why does it hurt so much#maybe i sounded cold bc i didn’t eat today idk#i try not to show it i try so hard not to sound.. emotionless but that’s just me i can’t help it im sorry#how am i supposed to believe her when she says she loves me when she reacts badly whenever i become a little too comfortable with her#u don’t love me u love the idea of me and u love when i give u love that’s it
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I need to sit by the sea for 3 hours alone until then i’ll be miserable
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a lot of things get on my nerves. im constantly annoyed. and i also have a deep love of humanity and the world but everything is really annoying
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may i stay too busy to check my phone 🙏🏽 ameen
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i keep reminding myself that nothing can bloom where shame resides
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Sorry for being incapable of answering a question without like 900 "It dependssss" prefaces. Unfortunately too many things depend on too many things
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basically i really wish the situation was different
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Forgive me, I am soft and warm, but cruel and a coward, I know nothing but goodbye, goodbye
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I can't access the whole article but um. The US just bombed Iran
#let’s just hope we’re not next#(i live close to an iranian nuclear site lol if i disappear one day just check the news and you’ll have your answer)
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