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these are old drawings, but i like them so much so i will post them anyway :))

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Account revamp :))

Hey! it's Envia

wow I'm literally never on here

Anyways I'm rebranding my account so I can start posting book reviews and annotation stuff! I have an insta account @ ravensinthelibrary but I've had *crusty* traction at best lol so I thought I might post on tumblr as well

Book shenanigans to come >:)

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I think part of the reason why we feel so sad is that we’re too far away from raw, numinous experiences. Like you know that post with a picture of the unpolluted night sky where people are reacting in terrified awe not realizing that’s what the stars really look like?

I think it’s like. You need vivid experiences that can’t be easily repeated. You need elemental things. I don’t mean this in a crunchy hippie just-try-yoga way I mean this in a way that’s like…we’re inside all the time and most things we experience are scheduled ahead of time. When there are sidewalks, we follow them, and there’s always some boring place to go. You need things that no one has any control over and that no one can sell for money.

You need to be outside in a storm and see lightning strike very close to you. You need to meet a wild creature and have to stand very still and almost not even breathe and watch before it vanishes. You need to be alone somewhere very big. You need to go to a place because it looks interesting and be at the wrong place at the wrong time. You need to climb over a fence instead of going in by the gate. You need to hear the exploding sound of a huge flock of birds flying. You need to watch live theater performed by kids on a low budget. You need to be lost somewhere. You need to be barefoot somewhere. You need to sing with other people who are singing. You need to get soaking wet with all of your clothes on and come inside shivering.

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Lilith clawthorne once said

Attempting to get my students to fucking come to class

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TIL that the actor for Morticia in the 90s played Queen Clarion in the Tinker Bell movies, and Gothel in Barbie Rapunzel.

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oh you think your life is hard? try being a gay rat living in france who hates your dad and just wants to cook

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POINTY

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Why the fuck are dads just like *grunts* *sniffs* *sigh* *cough* *sniff* *grunts* like sir can I help you

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i like to pretend i already died and asked god to send me back to earth so i can swim in lakes again and see mountains and get my heart broken and love my friends and cry so hard in the bathroom and go grocery shopping 1,000 more times. and that i promised i would never forget the miracle of being here

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online friends are just. i miss you like we’ve met before. you know my family inside and out and none of them know you. the ocean is achingly big but you know i’d cross it for you. you text me good morning as i finish dinner. i wish you could come over for dinner. we have a hundred plans of things to do together and they all feel so far away. i love you as if you were here. for now i’ll love you from here.

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sometimes you listen to an orchestra and you’re like maybe the magic i stopped believing in when i was eleven does exist in some form

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Best pic I got from con

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had to add colin in the most horrendous way. will not apologise

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I love you unpopular female characters I love you unlikeable female characters I love you aggressive selfish annoying female characters you are literally everything

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Vampire Freestyle Rap