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k.j.j reading 3/11

legend:

-> = clarifying cards; asked to have a card presented that will explain in what aspect the initial card is being presented

jumping card = cards that are demanding to be heard so they jump out on their own

1. What are the energies that are surrounding K.J.J currently, at this point in his life after coming back from military service / beginning again

Jumping card: K of w

5 of s -> 3 of w  | The Devil -> 7 of w | 7 of p -> A of p

With the K of w as a jumping card this card already shows it’s dominance in his surrounding energies. Energetically, this card represents a strong motivation and drive to do well and succeed. It shows the force an individual has in being determined in moving forward strong and confident. This is a court card, and a King no less, in the suit of wands so it shows that he feels well supported and ambitious. I’m also getting the feeling that the color red brings significance (naturally) considering wands are associated with fire/passion. It is not a surprise that J.J. himself requested that fans present him with red oceans during his tour. This is also communicating to me that he gains a lot of his strength from those who continue to hold and stand by him.

5 of s I was initially shocked to see.... I didn’t expect this card to pop up considering how well balanced he seems to be now that he has returned from the military (no late night crying and drunken tweets thank god, am I right?).  This card usually indicates that you either feel like you’ve made a mistake or like you are being manipulated in some way. “Path” immediately came to my mind’s eye from my guides. I was initially thinking about in his personal life of some sort? but I’ve been redirected to “feels like the wrong path”. Shocked to say the least. When I read people, I negate my own personal feelings and emotions and look outside the scope of my own personal judgment. Seeing that written in my mind’s eyes... I know what it may refer to... Ugh.. I hate to say this.. but it’s simply a possibility.... BUt I get the feeling that the thought of “choosing the wrong path” HAS indeed crossed his mind. What path may this be referring to? I’m not entirely sure because he is not present the way a client of mine would normally be. He himself cannot clarify the message that I received. Whether or not this refers to what common knowledge is? Again, I didn’t ask any deeper than that (there was already so much here, perhaps in another reading I can delve deeper.) Whether or not he has settled on feeling one way or the other ( “i am not on the right path” vs “i am on the right path”), it something that seems to present itself to him regardless. Swords are all about mental energy, thought. I don’t get the feeling that he regrets leaving XX at all.. it more has the feeling of.... feeling like you’ve been... led blind so to speak??? And in NO WAY am I implying anyone specific.. it could be for a number of things that we are not aware of... this is simply the energies. 5 of s is also the card about manipulation. I’ve usually seen it indicate that people around you may have been pulling a veil over your eyes... like you have been fooled or manipulated in such a way that the results are bringing conflict into your life. For the clarifying of 5 of s -> 3 of w initially came out REVERSED (which made me gulp).. but I don’t read cards in reverse... but even in the upright position as a clarification for the 5 of s... it pretty much aligns either way. (gulp)... either way in the position of reverse OR as the clarifying card for 5 of s.... it’s all about feeling like you’ve made some wrong decision or action. Argh. In this case it can be associated with feeling there are setbacks... growth coming to a stop.. feeling disappointed with some type of outcome... MMMm.. in a way this combination can also indicate a bitter homecoming if you will... like the awful reality of a situation? Initially before I pulled the other cards.. I was thinking that it was implying that he’s now faced with the reality of where he was before he left for the military? Like all the obstacles that were once there are still brewing around him. On a level I think that is still very true. In where this card would usually indicate moving forward (in some cases in a team or partnership of some sort, THREE of w....), it’s showing here with this combo that there is some hesitation in the mental realm, or like you could be thinking a lot of the future. Things like “what is my future? what will be the future to come?” etc. Moving to the aspect of numerology (no card is an accident, I’ve come to learn... even the suit, the numerical correlation, ect all plays a role) for this combo ESPECIALLY because it was just SCREAMING at me....... 5 becomes a 3... 3 breaking away from a 5... what was once 5 now becomes 3... the conflict of 5 becomes the halt in growth of 3.... I mean.. really. ???

Next card to be pulled was The Devil... again.. I was like woah.. what strong energies.. It is a major arcana... so even above the court card presented before... this shows a prominence in the energies around him. The devil usually indicates self-imposed conflict... almost like you're binding yourself in bad habits, bad thinking, or bad people...... because this card is just SO broad... I pulled a clarifying card -> 7 of w came up REVERSED.... just like the last clarifying card.. ok the cards are trying to tell me something... once again... it being reversed and being paired with the Devil aligns to the same base meaning (wow).... feeling defeated, overwhelmed. Even continuing with the upright reading of the 7 of w in relation to the devil... it signifies a person who is feeling overwhelmed, feeling like you can’t win, again SET BACKS, just feeling freaking tired... Because the positive aspect of the 7 of w is a warrior, having great strength, fighting and defending your own smartly (keyword)...oddly enough, this combo can also indicates someone who was once a warrior now becoming the slain I guess you can say. The jumping card of the K of w may be what he is trying to present or may be what he is willing himself to be / strive for / remember / gain strength from.... but BECAUSE the 7 of w is paired with the Devil... again this is all SELF-IMPOSED..... he may be feeling that he is no longer in “good light” (maybe due to the scandal of his supposed “misogynistic” comments, maybe due to the effects of the lawsuit, maybe due to the scandal of someone close to him (p.y.c assault accusations)..... the freaking combo itself can actually signify a scandal or gossip! Because the devil is present and because the K of w was jumping... and considering the next 2 cards in the reading... it can also mean distancing yourself from bad people... the devil also deals with manipulation (will you look at that).. Especially next to the first two cards presented.. it seems that regarding his momentum? (both clarifying cards are wands... all about passion.. about action) he is reevaluating his choices and the people who surround him. (SOOOO different from the reading I did on him during his military service when p.y.c scandal broke.... K.J.S’s reading during that time was similar to this, only he seemed more firm in his believes..scary). It’s like in a way, his reputation is something that he’s grappling with. Oh! Not to mention... because of the clarifying cards of the 3 of w and the 7 of w in this reading.. there could be a sense of wondering where to.. again... I hate to say this because I’m naturally a little biased (but remember, I try to take myself out of this...).... it could be a sense of wondering where to.... lay your loyalty... weary of your partnership?? I’m also getting that he may be wanting to make a decision(s) or a change but he’s worried about public perception? Hm idk.

7 of p was last... and seemed so out of place tbh. This card speaks of being patient... of things growing... abundance coming... but slowly... steadily.. I was like wth does this have to do with everything else??? clarifying card -> a of p shows there may be a new direction he takes his career? Pentacles often deal with the material word, usually things dealing with finances or work... There may be new contracts or documents he may be signing or looking into? Because I feel like it’s showing he is going to try and be smart about the decisions he takes going forward.

Again... he’s not as dumb as I thought he was lmao jk... but no lie.. the reading I did back during his service... made me worried... during the scandal.. it showed that he was trying to distract himself, like he didn’t want to face it, he was emotionally shook... now.. at this moment he seems to be struggling with either decisions from the past, decisions going forward, or both as well as trying to understand how to free himself of his imaginary chains and make the decisions that are best for him. More than anything... I get the feeling that there are toxic people around him (on possible multiple levels) and he really needing to clear away all that because he seems highly concerned with public perception and his future. 

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note: like i was literally so shook. even after doing this for a while, I’m so surprised at the outcomes of the readings! like the freaking combo for “scandal, gossip, the fall from grace (lol)” I was like sdkfns;ids....... in my gut.... i feel like it deals with p.y.c’s scandal :( I really do.. I feel like he knows how.. ya know... “guilt by association”... and I feel like it’s just really hard for him... on a lot of levels .... to know what the next step is.