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dumbest lie you have ever told?

"I'm always trying to convince myself and others that I care a lot less than I really do. It's hard to be vulnerable with those you love, but sometimes I guess it's worth it."

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Would you ever look for your birth parents?

tw: drug addiction "I used to consider it, but I don't think I'd want to. I remember bits and pieces of my birth mother. She always struggled with addiction and staying off of the streets. My birth father... I really don't know anything about him, but considering my mother's taste, he probably wasn't any better."

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If you accidentally killed someone, who are your top three people you'd trust to have your back?

"Easily @sonnysolis and @mateosal... The third is a little trickier. I want to say @alarakcplan or @shanepcrker, but truthfully, I don't know where I stand with either one of them right now."

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how is being around Elena again?

"I'm not going to lie, it's hard. Really puts life into perspective when I realize how many years have passed. You have to wonder where we'd be if things had been different, but I'm happy to see her thriving. She deserves to be happy and successful."

ft. @elenaduarte

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snog marry pie — leyla, nia, selin

"I would marry @niaxbailey, then probably snog @selinymaz and pie @leylayilmz. Because they're both Alara's cousins, but I've done worse with Selin in the past, so at least I wouldn't be 3 for 3..."

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👐 three people you would trust with your life?

"After everything that's happened, I would have to say @sonnysolis, @levibecker and my ma."

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👐 who are your favorite people?

"I guess you could say it's The Saints. They're my family. That includes past members like @shanepcrker and @alarakcplan. I've also become rather close with @sonnysolis and @mateosal... Though, I'm hesitant to say he's one of my favorites just yet. I have a lot of love for @levibecker too."

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👐 how do you envision the future for yourself?

"The truth is, I don't. Tomorrow isn't something that's promised, so I do my best to focus on today."

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Is there anyone you trust with your life?

"Maybe my mom."

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How much do you want to start over? And if you could, who would you want to bring with you?

"I think about it often, and hell, maybe I will if I end up losing the shop. Just about the only thing keeping me here is my ma and Kelly's. When you start over, you don't bring anyone with you. That's kind of the point."

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Are you going to be part of the Saints your whole life?

"Hard to say. But I doubt that I'll be welcome once the truth comes out."

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👐 do some of your repeat customers ever make you doubt your sanity and life profession?

"Oh, definitely. Two of those customers in particular practically pay my bills."

ft. @leylayilmz & @niaxbailey

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👐 do you think you're good for alara?

"'Course I don't. Don't think I'm good for most woman."

ft. @alarakcplan

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if you could redo one moment or mistake in your life which would it be?

"Unfortunately, I've made a lot of mistakes. And yet, most of the time, I stand behind the decisions I've made. I should never have gotten involved with the Vipers, but what else could I have done to help my mom? I could have followed Elena to Charleston, but then I wouldn't have been here when my father died and my family needed me. Nor would I have The Saints or my career. Even little things like... wishing I would have kissed Alara on New Years, so she wouldn't feel rejected. But I didn't want to take advantage of the fact that she was drinking like the last time we... Yeah, I have no regrets."

ft. @elenaduarte & @alarakcplan

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what’s your biggest fear and your greatest dream?

"My biggest fear is probably ending up in this world alone, with nothing to show for myself. My greatest dream... To be a man my mother would be proud of. To feel happy and fulfilled, for once in my life."

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snog, marry, pie: elena, alara, sonny

"You're crazy for even thinking that any of these women would want to marry me. Sonny's getting the pie, because she's like a sister to me and Mateo would have my head. Then I guess I'd 'snog' Alara and uh.. marry Lena, since I guess she's put up with me the longest."

ft. @elenaduarte, @alarakcplan & @sonnysolis

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👐 How do you feel about your step siblings?

"My relationship with my siblings is complicated, to say the least. Looking back, I can understand that they were in the process of mourning their mother when I was adopted into the family and I feel for them and all of the hard changes they went through. But it'll never take away from the years of pain I endured, feeling unwanted in my own home. I really wanted us to be friends, or get along at the very least."

ft. @javideluca