epilepsy22

[epilepsy22]

I miss you so much. I dreamt of you everyday in my sleep. I wish you would come back. New Zealand is waiting for us.

[epilepsy22]

They say writing can help you to overcome depression, well this is me writing since I have no one to talk to.

I really miss her, so bad, I miss spending time with her, laughing and joking around, all because of her ignorance and my ego.

Why cant certain things be much simple, im tired going through heartbreak over and over again.

I guess love was never enough.

I havent spoken to her in a month, and I dont know what is going on with her, I dont know whether she have moved on, a new boyfriend etc. or same as me, stil harping on to each other.

There are certain things I cant compromise, which is honesty. Maybe this is whats best for us, I dont want history to repeat itself.

My intention for her was purely sincere.

No matter how worse it gets, I believe time heals everything, because I already forgotten what happen to me last time which was 100x much worse.

Despite of your ignorance, you are a woman with pure heart, you are a nice woman, and u deserve someone better, defintely not me.

I love you jacqueline neo fei si.

#closure

[epilepsy22]

I tried many times convincing u to go to the beach with me, in the end u went with someone else

[epilepsy22]

I think its time. To let go..

Goodnight

[epilepsy22]

You know what hurts?

Not able to text someone that you misses, because you trying so hard to get rid of them out of your life, because they can never tell the truth even for once. And you promise me you will never hurt me again.