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Hi my name is Elim (Tain) Garak and I have ebony black hair as soft as a regnar’s (that's how I got my code name) with gray streaks that reaches my chin and icy blue eyes like limpid tears and a lot of people tell me I look like Enabran Tain (AN: if u don't know who he is get da hell out of here!). I'm not related to Preloc but I wish I was because he's a major fucking hottie and an amazing author. I'm half Hebitian but I pass as full Cardassian. I have pale gray scales. I'm also a spy, and I live in a space station called DS9 in Bajoran space where I’m a tailor (I'm 49). I'm a patriot (in case you couldn't tell) and I wear mostly cardassian styles. I love the National State Clothiers and I illegally import all my fabrics from there. For example today I was wearing a brown shirt with matching brown pants and shoulder pads, purple accents and a leopard print undershirt. I had gel in my hair, blue ridge blush and forehead blush. I was walking around the promenade. The temperature controls were malfunctioning so it was warmer than usual, which I was very happy about. A lot of federajis stared at me. I put up my middle finger at them.

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large part of garashir’s appeal for me is that garak is roughly 50 years old, traumatised, bitter, reliant on drugs to keep himself from being actively suicidal and/or homocidal, and he saw this fresh out of the academy idealistic bright eyed young man and tried to hook up with him on sight—

but now it’s 7 years later and the same young man is now in his mid 30’s and depressed and increasingly cynical and pragmatic and bitter and also traumatised and crumbling.

and garak is still in love with him.

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most dysfunctional therapist/patient relationship everrr

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I hope Hank doesn’t find out about my meth business lmao

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changing "CEO" to "employee" to try to coax sympathy from the working class by insinuating it was one of us killed by senseless violence, instead of who she was as one of the biggest reasons its near impossible to purchase a home today, is ghastly.

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shes singing pictures ;_;

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"I thought you enjoyed my company." "Oh, I did. And that's the worst part."

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I don't remember making this but I did apparently

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being krill must be so fucked up.. youre like one of the tiniest fucks in the ocean and the biggest thing to ever live will just casually swallow you and like a million of your friends all at once

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nobody needs to know what gender you were assigned at birth. no more agab. nobody needs to know.

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The filter relies on manually curated open-source blocklists, including the ‘nuclear’ list, provided by uBlockOrigin and uBlacklist Huge AI Blocklist,” DuckDuckGo said in a post on X. “While it won’t catch 100% of AI-generated results, it will greatly reduce the number of AI-generated images you see.

Left: AI filter is off Right: AI filter is on

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btw here is bake no hana full choreo from niigo’s dreamscape live which im so normal about !

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so how do you think they pitched this whole thing

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I’m a trans guy and an author and I have a decent amount of prominent characters who are trans women across my stories. And a random acquaintance who just bought one of my books asked if it’s me “compensating for being a trans man by bringing more women into the world”?? Bitch whaaat? 😭 God forbid you just want your queer siblings to see themselves in media?? Or enjoy writing trans characters?? Why are people so weird.

(It also implies that my transition decreased the amount of women in the world when if I hadn’t transitioned, you woulda lost her anyway. Net neutral.)

((Also, as an aside, I really find it easier to write for trans or genderqueer characters than cis. Like, at the end of the day I’d say I relate to my trans sisters much more than to cis men, cause men and women just aren’t opposites.))

thats so fucking crazy. its not just that you see trans women as. people? and your characters as. fully developed and dynamic and diverse? but that you are atoning from the sin of transition? that’s so objectifying 😭

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you ever go to someone's blog to block them but instead end up scrolling a mile down their blog in morbid fascination totally gobsmacked the whole time like damn girl you live like this???

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