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Moving out: 2025?

I’ve been thinking about it a lot these past months. I know there are pros and cons, I know I’m not capable as of the moment, and I just know it will be worth trying. I’m 27, I’m financially more comfortable than 3 years ago but maybe until after I’m done with the renovation and I feel like it’s just about time I move to another pond to grow. (Alexis Rose reference)

I molded my algorithm to show bunch of condos or apartments for rent and every now and then I get hooked with how the place looks, how much it costs & how it will be convenient to live in or how far is it from our current place. It’s a lot to digest and I should take time to think about it.

But yeah so far, I haven’t seen a place that promising. So goodluck to me

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2024 thoughts

This is not going to be a blog about annual promises or year end reminiscing. Now is almost 3AM and I can’t sleep. Tried playing Wildrift, watch Kim’s convenience store which by the way, maybe my new comfort series and also dead scroll in tiktok but still nothing. I know Im tired and maybe it’s because of the serotonin I get from exposing my self to social media during this hour.

Here’s to a more quiet online platform where I can be cheesy to myself, cringey to what I write and just write my thoughts as I experience it. It’s a bit comforting knowing this won’t be seen by anyone I know. Hopefully. But if someone does in the future, hello! Maybe just keep it to yourself. Don’t even mention it to me lol.

Social media has been so oversaturated and it is just way too overwhelming to write something genuinely without sounding pretentious or needy. Don’t need to explain it. I guess at some point that’s how everybody feels when posting something. It’s just dragging at this point. Might consider being a drag queen for sure. Oh wow a joke. Lovely.

Can’t believe the Ui/Ux of this platform is this old but a bit modern. Maybe the developers still update this. Anyway, now I’m feeling sleepy and just what I needed. It helped getting some thoughts out of my head. 🙏

Okay I just realized I’ve been writing without using emojis. Feels weird. Feels like it’s been engraved to my head to add one to imply more emotion to my writing and adds relatability into it. I guess that’s one thing I’d need to unlearn.

Have a great weekend!

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How does a person simply remove his insecurities. How much to lose when you feel so little. Petty

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Beginning, Middle and End

The more you think about it, the faster the pace.

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Dreamy

I never knew I could reach my dream this close.

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Boldness to baldness

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Overwatch Travel Poster Series - Created by Stephanie Louie

Prints available for sale from her Etsy Shop.

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I may not be able to tell this to him every day, but the moment I met him, i knew he is different.

He is loving, clingy, caring, unpredictable yet cute. Anyone could wish for in a relationship.

He accepted me even when I deny myself. He listened to me during my darkest days and even during my common nights. He has this funny grumpy face that makes me smile. Everytime he and his mom picks their groceries, he always ask for my opinion on what cookies to buy for random snacks.

He liked me for the flaws I always try to hide.

He liked me for the pain I kept on concealing.

He loved me in my most obvious insecurities.

Loving him is the most glorious feeling.

Baby fats

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La Union 2015. A beautiful memory 😁

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Asking for space doesn't necessarily mean you are selfish, sometimes it's your only way of protecting the other person from your self

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A space to breathe

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Truly Amazing 🤗

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Open the heavens wide

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Yes my love took these 🙃

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Honorable or pathetic, it's all fake happy.

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Henry Rollins