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random pope moments that make me bark

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guys. i really like you. it's nice to be on this dashboard together

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devil’s backbone by the civil wars is soooo pope coded I fear🤩 and also…kinda charlie reid coded i guess🧐 either way i LOVE

I LOOVE!!

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everytime you post anything Pope, my mouth and legs are suddenly wide open. that man could do unspeakable things to me and i am still wanting more. hes my kryptonite. im just thinking about reader driving to meet pope halfway when he comes back from prison, in the hopes he gets out and then you two just not going back to that reched family. they hurt you enough - and kept you from each other. no more. they dont visit him anyways, so you have three years at least to build a whole new live at the other side of the country without them knowing.

omg i love this!!! the first three sentences i am crying. ugh i wish this was canon so bad to save him from everything in the show. the idea of him escaping and starting over with reader is just so. peaceful. god

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hihiiii!! sorry to bother you I adore your writing, but I had a more medschool related question, I know your blog isnt for this but I have no family/friends/counselors to ask, so im hoping you dont mind, but if you do then feel free to ignore me ofc!! I'm a senior in highschool (kinda late already since I had to take off a ton of time due to disability but im finally there) and i really want to be a doctor, but im kinda squeamish. Not to an extreme degree, but surgery stuff makes me squirmy enough for me to question if id be able to survive doing med school rotations.. a little scared id end up like javadi and crash lol. I guess im just asking if you or anyone you know had any small issues with this and if they got over it or had to drop out?? sorry to bother again, but tysm for reading anyway!!

hi!!! omg you are not bothering at all! i'm so sorry this took a few days to answer. my blog is for anything you might have questions about don't worry! i am more than happy to answer messages about med school. first you're honestly thinking really far ahead which is great! i know lots of people who weren't premed until they got to college so being in high school and thinking about this stuff is great. i get the squeamish thing, i'm personally not, but i have friends who are slightly - i will say based on where you go to med school you'll likely have anatomy lab (or if you take a&p in college, but i did not) and that has cadavers usually. people say that can get very squeamish since it's human flesh and you have to be like elbow deep sometimes. i'm only a second year now so i'm not sure about rotations-but i do know the surgery and ob ones are required for most schools and those can be more squeamish ones. i would say your best bet is to maybe see if you can start shadowing to see what specifically makes you uncomfortable? maybe try an emergency doc or outpatient surgery (like if you know a dermatologist who does mohs surgery, since that's usually in the office. maybe an ent since they do procedures in-office too?) and see how you feel? also if you can watch youtube videos of procedures without getting too uncomfortable maybe you can build a tolerance of sorts? but i will say, if you're still in high school, you have plenty of time to figure this stuff out! you may not even be squeamish in a few years when you're getting ready to apply. i don't know anyone who had this issue but plenty of people were uncomfortable in anatomy lab at first but many many of them got over it with more exposure so i recommend that? please feel free to send more messages or a dm if you need anything else! rooting for you and hope this helped im sorry i can't be more help!

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uhm uhm smt smt the codys having reader and her being an obstacle they wanna kill but pope is like in love (for whatever reason) and tells them “ill take care of it” and drives her home keeps her tied up to make sure she doesn’t escape and tell on them but they fall in love girl idk im bad at prompts i have stuff in my head but cant really formulate them

ahh yes i love this! this is basically what i'm doing for kidnapped reader so i hope you guys all love it when it's finally done!

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After listening to It Will Come Back by Hozier, I can't decide if it feels more Pope or Charlie Reid coded

ahhhhh. love this song. it's so pope coded to me ♡ especially this one line — honey don't feed me, i will come back. just feels like him especially with someone very affectionate and him coming back for more though he should probably stay away from him. i just want to make him happy! gahhh

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Hehehe the tags!

Would you ever write something like this?

Or just something about them with a shared gf and the dynamics? I’d love to hear your take on it 💕💕

yess!! i posted something like that here! it's just a long blurb and i'm not sure if i could write something longer but gosh do i love to read about being their shared girlfriend. well never say never!

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I can't get over how big and broad Robby is. when he wants to eat you out, you need a warm-up for the foreplay. Stretching the muscle everywhere, just to fit him between your thighs. He's just big everywhere and no matter how you take him, it requires time. No quicky for you, sir. It's just logistically impossible.

you can't just say things like this... i just had a visceral reaction to this ask

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embarrassing to admit but i’m a hornets girlie😭 comes from a place of loyalty (been raised a hornets fan since the day I was born) and just delusion at this point🫣

ahh that's okay ! at least lamelo is fun! when his ankles aren't literally made of paper but who am i to judge, i root for the lakers which is just. something else. never thought i'd say this but i actually miss when i was a mavs fan. slayyy delusion is what keeps us going in sports!

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Hiii! You’re page is awesome I’ve read just about everything! Curious if you’re still writing the pope and kidnapped reader idea or is it post pone? Just curious x

omg! thank you so so much! you are so sweet. yes i am still writing it! just hit more writer's block so i'm taking a little while but i will finish it hopefully soon! sorry for the delay :(

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say what you want abt tammy but i would HATE to live in castaic love sammy down but over my dead body😭

no i totally understand and i support you one thousand percent but... i fear i can't relate. (even though everytime mister erwinsvow drove me to la, we passed through castaic and i'd make a big fuss about it and it literally just looks like. so empty.) but i am gonna be so real with you i think the idea of being sammy's housewife is the only way it's tolerable. otherwise yeah fuck no. but being in a cute house baking desserts all day waiting for him half naked.. put me in coach

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sorry I’m kinda spam liking you

never apologize!! thank you for reading and enjoying it <3

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oh. my. god! i need more of the alternate universe night shift reader because i feel her so hard😭 feeling so bad for jack even though he’s the one taking his frustration out on you. but you just can’t help it, you’re a lover girl through and through so you just CAN’T be mad at him, you just feel bad. and GOD the last line, of Jack thinking what is he gonna do with you has my mind RUNNING PLACES. like the week after his hell week you’re still on nights, and he’s in a way better mood and yelling less but you’re still skittish, still a little hesitant around him and so you try to orbit around Parker or someone else and he NOTICES because gosh he notices everything about you ever since you so sweetly handed him some of the best fudgy brownies he’s ever eaten to cheer HIM up even though he had been the one yelling at YOU. so one night it’s unavoidable, a trauma comes in and jack specifically requests that you come with him and you’re a little nervous but you know you can’t avoid it anymore. and you guys stabilize the patient with no problem, you’re quick to diagnose the issue and give the proper treatment and once the patient is taken up to surgery and it’s just you and jack in the room, he tells you that you did a great job, that you should be proud of yourself; but he can tell that it’s not really reaching you the way he wants it to, like you can’t accept that YOU could have done something worthy of his praise, and you certainly can’t make the eye contact that he really likes — and he thinks back to last week, when you had said that you probably deserved to be yelled at and his heart breaks a little for this sweet girl who bakes for her grumpy old attending to make him feel better and doesn’t seem like to care a lick about herself and the way others treat her; he also never sees you eat on shift, and thinks he’s maybe seen you with a water bottle in your hand one time these past two weeks and that just won’t do. after you mutter out a “thank you” to jack and basically scamper out of the room again, jack makes an executive decision in his head — if you wouldn’t take care of yourself, if you wouldn’t allow others to treat you with respect, well then he’ll do it for you. “yeah,” jack thinks to himself, “i’m gonna take care of her.” i could go on and on about these two😭

omg. i don't even have anything to say because you said it all so perfectly! you're in my head. i think this one will be very healing for all the girls who are always told 'you say sorry too much' and 'what are you apologizing for'. i think he's going to work you out of the habit after he apologizes for his behavior that week. so so incredibly real that reader would be so nervy around him. not only is he the attending but she feels she's disappointed him already which is a shy girl's worst nightmare. and he sees you getting along so well with the nurses and shen and ellis and then he walks up to you and you just turn into this skittish little creature. hmmmmm lots and lots of thoughts. especially of the 'i'm gonna take care of you whether you want it or not' variety. keeps protein bars on him to hand to you a few times a shift. fills up your bottle!!! 'he'll do it for you' ohhh girl you just get them. you really get them. i am so excited to work on that fic and hopefully get it out soon! please send me more ideas it's so motivational and i love hearing your thoughts! also if no one has told you already-you should be writing!!!!

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also I’m just a sports girly in general so NBA too !! YES QUEEN!🤩

omg stop how funny!!!! what is your team???

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yes, love fostering a new interest🤩🤭 join the crazy club of f1 fandom I swear it’s so fun (and sometimes heartbreaking but mostly FUN)! i was also a 5SOS girlie😭😭 i was more into TVD than teen wolf though🤩 but my fam also loves motorsports (or just sports in general) so i was going through normal teenage girl interests like boy bands but also obsessing over drivers as well💀 ALSO I know exactly what race you’re referring to! i remember watching it live when Zhou (the guy who crashed) went airborne and i was frozen to the screen i was so worried for him🥺 as a lifelong motorsports fan but also Lewis and Mercedes fan, him leaving Mercedes tore a piece of my soul out of my body😭 i saw someone compare it to the NBA equivalent of when LeBron went to the lakers and i pretty much agree😭 like I don’t even know the right words to describe what happened in the f1 world when lewis dropped the news that he was going to Ferrari 🫣 no words to describe THE CHAOS it insighted!😭

yess i'm definitely going to be paying attention races now!! and watching more seasons of the show after i finish my dcc rewatch + the new season and then watching the pitt with my sisters haha. omggg stop. i'm a tvd girl for life <333 team stefan always. i would watch from behind the couch in 2010 when my sister would be watching it on tv 😭😭 omg yes the one with zhou! i watched the video and it was so insanely scary i'm so glad he's okay! i knoww even knowing what i know now it's crazy that he left. it really is! that's a great analogy. omg i can't wait for more chaos it just seems so interesting now that i know more.