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Enigmatic Paintings of Young Women by Hélène Delmaire 

Young artist Hélène Delmaire  presents artwork centered around delicate paintings of subjects with their identities smeared by the soft colors of her palette. Often focusing on female and floral figures, her abstract paintings hint at classical coloring techniques paired by bold brushstrokes that give a separate meaning to the art itself. The textured paintings reveal the smooth, rough feeling of the subject, and the slightly fuzzy quality of the art makes the subject sensuous. 

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“Fans” that I don’t want.

I recently shared a sweet post from the mother of a fan who got to meet me through make-a-wish foundation. 

Make-a-wish is a wonderful charity and I’ve done a few of these before, but I never share them because I don’t want people to think I just do it for attention. 

I thought I’d share the post on my Facebook; because it was very sweet and since I didn’t write the post or took any of the pictures - I thought it would be ok. 

I’m just really fucking disappointed to see some of my fans commenting on the post; making fun of the clearly disabled fan - Drawing resemblances to a horse, etc.

It frustrates the hell out of me because it’s not my post so I cant delete these stupid, horrible, idiotic comments. 

Just want to say, I don’t approve of this for a second. I’ve blocked these people INCLUDING EVERYONE who liked their posts.

I don’t want anything to do with fans like these!

Daisy is such an amazing girl who taught me awesome things like Bro Shambo and I’m SO proud to have as a fan! I would honestly pick 1 Daisy bro, over 43 million like the ones in the post.

Please do send the family and awesome bro Daisy some love and support! AND DONT REPLY OR COMMENT ABOUT BAD PEOPLE. 

The post can be found here: https://www.facebook.com/PewDiePie/posts/1181428815223339

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Im not that gentle of a person. I cannot keep all of my anger inside, and for once I lost my chance because of that. I was jealous

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Saint saens' the swan. I have 2 interpretation, a feeling of calmness and the other, the demise of someone's feelings and now leading to a death of ones love. A beautiful death.

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No matter how much I hate going to the UE main campus, I cannot deny some of the best moments with you happened there. At this time 4pm we are still at physics class sitting together and about 30-40 mins the class will end. I remember a funny moment when your mom said that she was still far away and busy so she asked us to go home by ourselves heheh. I don’t remember if it was you who suggested it or me but we took a jeep home, just the two of us. The jeep was empty just a couple of people were there, I remember smiling at you because the wind was blowing back your hair exposing your cute puffy cheeks haha I just can’t help but smile haha. The most funny part was when the jeep suddenly breaks and we flew forward! And I fell towards you, we were still in shock, but after that we just looked at each other and started to laugh hahah. Remember when we practiced our lines inside the jeep? Hahah classic! Hehe

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Im studying right now but Im distracted by a show of some sort just across the street on the ccp campus. But it’s not the noise that distracts me it’s a memory, the music, the noisy host and a show kind of feeling reminds me of the UE days with you. I remember there was this bazaar or something like that, we roamed around the campus and look for things while waiting for your mom to come and pick us up, it was noisy, a lot of people were there. we saw the ring that you always wanted the mood ring, but we didn’t buy it because the lady said it was fake. Hahah on one occasion that also happened on the UE campus, we were at the center of the quadrangle because you wanted a picture at the christmas tree haha I laughed at you because the wind was ruining your hair and you didn’t like the angle of the pic (as always) haha I’ve always thought of the pics that I took were perfect, though. beautiful, simple, quirky moments heheh…..The memory just stopped by.

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I remember the time when I was in the community and you were at school. Our business was done and I was on my way back to school where you were waiting patiently. The walk to the station from the community was really long and I hated it I didn't bother to ride a tricycle because I only had money for the train. Haha. While walking I got a text from you asking me where I was. Im sorry I lied, I said I was pretty close when In reality, I was still walking briskly towards the station haha. When I got to the school finally, you were seated-quite elegantly I must add- looking towards me with an unsatisfied look on your face, like a cat waiting for food. a beautiful sight it was to see someone waiting for me. And it was as satisfying as drinking cold water after a hot day in the community, for me to say to you, "let's go home".

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There I just said it, I'm scared you'll forget about me.

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So badass. I wish someday I could fight for something I believe in.

Christopher Hitchens, 1968

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To see the happy state that you are in, it is enough for me to be happy about. I always convince myself everyday.

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I never realized sooner that you were unhappy. I was too late.

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So happy!! Hahahah we talked for a bit. Yasss

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I miss going home with you. It's the only moment apart from school we get to really talk face to face. it makes my mind at ease because It doesnt make me worry, because I know that you are safe already. I miss all of those talks,our disagreements and just laugh about it, those weird topics and mostly I miss the way you just dont give 2 fcks about what I say hehe. I hope you are happy.