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fckin-blzking‌:

Blaize laughed raising an eyebrow “Whoa you good man, I knew I was spooky but not that bad”he joked nodding “Alright ,deal . Nude on the beach”Blaize said playing along

“i guess i’m just easily frightened,” he replied with a laugh. “okay, definitely not the beach. i don’t need sand up my ass.” 

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ofdcisy‌:

“if i’m going to resort to a pick-up line ever, it’ll be a whole lot better than that. with some fanfare,” daisy assured jude absently, her gaze skimming her sheet until she lands on the sign in question. “oh, okay. it says you have a gift with words. whether it’s writing, speaking, what have you, today is the day to put what you have to say out into the world. use your gift and let it influence your focus on any issues you have today. whatcha’ think?” 

“i see we don’t have an amateur on our hands,” he replied with a laugh. he listened to the forecast, not really finding any connection with his current issues. he wasn’t very good at words either, especially lately. “seems...reasonable,” he offered, peering at the sheet. “what’re you and what does it say?” 

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miaxhayes‌:

her mouth curved into a smirk as she plucked a couple leaves out of her hair, “i’m the exact right amount of hard on you, judicorn. no pain, no game. i should be your coach; you might actually win for once.” really, jude could kick her ass now that they were no longer the same height, but he let her win. she never understood that. she was always so proud of being taller than the boys, but that was before they hit their growth spurts. before that, she was just as fast as them. funny–she still couldn’t outrun her brother, and he was six feet under an entire ocean away. glancing back at jude, she paused. she wondered what he would think of her if he knew. she didn’t think she could survive losing him, too. mia cleared her throat and forced her lips into a smile–it felt strange, too wide, like it would rip her face in half. “i have one word for you, boy wonder, gangrene. it starts with a scrape, and then, bam, i lose the function of my kidneys,” she hummed, smoothing her hair back. pausing, she placed her hands on her hips and narrowed her brows, “you would give me a kidney, right? i mean, this is all your fault after all.”       

he couldn’t help but playfully scoff at her remarks, a look of feigned shock gracing his face. “last time i checked, i’ve led my team to the championship not once but twice. not to mention, lua hasn’t had a better captain.” now he was just bragging, knowing that there had been plenty better before him. he was here on a scholarship for lax, nonetheless. as a child, jude was never really the strongest or bravest. in fact, he was the quiet, shy kid that picked daisies during recess. it was only in high school that he really filled out and made something of himself. his eyes widened at the word. “ganga-what? ew. no, you’re definitely not going to get that.” picking a stray leaf from her hair, jude shrugged. “eh. we’ll see,” he teased. 

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rosichq‌:

there was a sudden ache in her chest the moment the question left his lips. maybe if jude had asked her what had went down with jagger before this whole fiasco, she would have easily given him an answer but now that she knew of his feelings for her…well, it complicated everything. she no longer felt as though she could speak freely without causing him unnesesary pain. her lips parted to give an answer, but quickly shut again. how was she going to explain this? in what terms could she put it to make jude understand her reasonings behind finding comfort in the same person who caused her a lot of pain? it felt impossible, but rosie knew she had to try — if not for her, for him. “i…yes,” she murmured, her voice barely audible as her gaze averted toward the hem of his shirt. she couldn’t bare to look at him, not when she felt so ashamed for giving into something even she herself knew was wrong. “and i what??” she interjected, big brown eyes flicking up to meet his as if they would somehow give her an answer, “i what, jude? i let him? because i did — i do.” a soft scoff fell from her lips, head shaking slowly. bet he didn’t expect her to say that, but he asked for the truth and that was exactly what he was going to get. however, despite the distance she felt between them on this particular matter it didn’t stop her from keeping close. she refused to move like she had all the times before. rosie was always so quick to dismiss him, so easily annoyed to the point of walking away but she couldn’t this time. she wanted jude to touch her, to feel him in that way and the longer the two of them stood there wrapped up in the notion of ‘what could be’ the more inclined she felt to be completely open to the idea. “then don’t hurt me,” she whispered as his hand reached for her and pulled her forward. rosie’s gaze instantly fluttered shut, lips gravitating to his with such ease. she couldn’t quite describe the feeling. it was so new, so exciting, but most importantly, it was comforting. her hand reached up and found the back of his neck to keep him from pulling away and instead deepened the kiss, sliding her tongue between his parted lips to get a taste of what she had been missing all of these years.

if things hadn’t changed, jude wouldn’t have put all the pieces together. instead, he would’ve remained blissfully unaware. now, he wasn’t sure his ignorance was any better than the pain of knowing the truth. her words seared into his heart, a sudden ache forming. he felt confused, hurt, and angry all at once. he couldn’t, no, he wouldn’t understand her attraction and unbreakable connection with someone like jagger. she looked ashamed, but jude was unsure. the sex, although something he’d rather not picture, wasn’t what bothered him. hell, he slept around too. yet, the toxic nuances to their relationship was what made it almost unbearable. he shook his head, eyes closing for almost a moment. it wasn’t her fault. “no,” he rebutted, “you pick him. over and over again after everything he’s done to you. even when we went to prom, you picked him. why?” 

it became apparent that neither were budging. maybe it was best to forget the whole thing, but jude couldn’t help himself. he got so wrapped up in the moment that he completely forgot his anger for the moment. it was so easy to forget everything and drift away when he was with her. the kiss was warranted, he knew she was waiting to see what move he’d take next. jude had always played it safe his whole life. always following the rules, doing what his parents said, putting on a charade for everyone ── it was natural. maybe his actions during college and most recently were all a terrible and misguided backlash from that. but this...this was different. for the first time in a while, it felt right. 

as her tongue slipped between his lips, jude let his mesh with hers. they had kissed once before, and his mind wandered to that innocence from so long ago as his hand found the small of her back. both wanted to get it over with, but mostly jude. being rather awkward around the opposite sex, the last thing he wanted was to have never been kissed going into high school. rosie, on the other hand, would’ve had no problem finding multiple suitors. still, they chose each other. more importantly, she picked him. jude tried to convince himself that it could’ve meant anything, but he eventually narrowed it between pity on her part or a mutual feeling of comfort and trust. nonetheless, jude had always been hung up on that first kiss ( even if he didn’t want to admit it ). he pulled her closer, body pressing against body ── skin against skin. maybe a part of him was always hoping she’d choose him again. 

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cleobcnks‌:

      yes, she had every right to be pissed at him, and cleo wasn’t in a place where letting that go was likely. ‘ you have got to be kidding me, ‘ she said, slow and bitter. ‘ you care? wow, how big of you. ‘ he could say whatever he wanted, but she didn’t believe a word of it. ‘ save that bullshit for someone else, because i know it’s not true. ‘ his attempt to let it go just made things worse. ‘ and what if i don’t want to drop it, huh? what makes you think you get to decide that? ‘

“i know there is nothing i can say to fix things between us, but at least i’m taking ownership,” he protested, feeling a little hopeless. he deserved all the rage and hatred she had towards him. nevertheless, his remorse and guilt still ate him alive. “you don’t have to drop anything...just ── can we not do this here?” 

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h3raeth‌:

“you know, maybe we’re actual brothers. you have a secret asian dad that was my dad. it’s a good thing you weren’t around though when i was younger.” he said playfully wrapping his arm around jude’s shoulder “y’know maybe i am looking to break the bones in my body because then that means i don’t have to write this damn essay that i have to write but if you’re too much of a pussy to go skydiving we can go cliff diving.” 

“that would be pretty cool. why’s that?” he asked with a raise of his brow. jude looked over at his friend, a smile forming upon his face. “well, sounds like you’ll have to face that mission alone, my dude. well, i’d rather be a pussy then be in a full body cast. i know a good spot a few miles away, if you want.” 

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jayseez‌:

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jc sat there completely left in surprise after the girl had left, scolding the shit out of both jude and him without any reason ( at least they had no clue about anything that had gone down ). “the fuck was that?” the jock turned to look at his best friend. normally this wasn’t new but when it literally was like this without any explanation even he was clueless. “what party?”

jude wasn’t surprised about the girl scolding the two. jude definitely had it coming. “she’s just probably bitter,” he said with a shrug. “y’know the block party, man. jesus, all the delta girls are pissed over a little prank.” 

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fckin-aloccc‌:

Star nodded her head “Oh come on! please jude it could be so much fun”She said taking his hand in her smaller ones with a small begging face playing on her face “No one else wants to”She said

he shrugged, not wanting to say no but also not wanting to say yes. “oh, c’mon. don’t girls, like, love to dress up and shit? you can’t do a group thing with some of your sisters?”

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lanapcrter‌:

     “i’m so excited for halloween – i swear i have, like, four different costumes planned out, a different one for each of the parties i already know i’ll be going to.” the blonde said, grinning at the other person. “do you have any ideas of what you’ll be going as?”

“wow, it sounds like that took a hell of a lot of planning,” jude replied. he began to realize that halloween was nearing, and he had just about nothing planned to wear. granted, whatever the omega boys needed event wise was covered. “uh, no. actually...i have no idea. halloween isn’t exactly my cup of tea.” 

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fckin-woodkn‌:

“Are you lost or whats the problem here?”The president said walking out of the house after a few of the girls complained of a random drunk guy outside their house.”Can you leave now? you’re freaking my girls out and you smell like bad booze and cheap perfume, I’m giving you a warning before i call campus police ”The blonde said.

jude had been on his way to visit mia. a free opportunity they had in the month was devoted to some sort of movie or show marathon. as he approached the grass, he noticed the girl politely ask some guy to leave. walking up to the two, jude intervened. “c’mon man, you heard her.” 

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aloharemycole‌:

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“Bro, not to be stalkery, but I noticed you have been a bit down. Want to grab lunch and talk about it?” He asked knowing he could come off a bit weird just randomly getting into someone’s personal space that didn’t know him well. He was always taught to be the person you wish to see in the world.

jude looked up from his phone. he was in the midst of going over the practice and gym schedules worked out by the coach. he hadn’t worked out or even touched his equipment in days. he was getting behind...again. remy’s words brought him back to reality, a small smile forming on his lips. “yeah..it’s been kinda shit lately. i could definitely go for lunch.” 

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ccmryn‌:

“woah, woah, woah, woah,” the last thing cam wanted to hear from anyone was how they were fucking their life up. especially since that’s all she could think about with herself, she didn’t need the amazing people in her life to think the same. wrapping her arms around him, she didn’t care how pathetic or cheesy it was, the girl tried her hardest to at least calm him down for a minute. “you don’t fuck up, okay?” looking up at him, “i promise. i know it’s all one big disgusting mess right now, but it’ll be okay. you seriously just need a break, like an actual break.”

jude rested in the crook of her neck, a soft sigh escaping his lips. maybe he was overthinking things, but then his mind wandered to the night. he had made a mistake, and obviously never learned from it. “yeah, i do. you don’t even know the half of it,” he assured. his eyes met hers, as she spoke once more. “what do you suggest i do?” 

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How do you really feel about Rosie?

“i think it’s pretty obvious how i feel about her. she’s been in my life since i was a kid, basically. i mean, she’s a constant...she’s my best friend. and sometimes, that is a whole lot less complicated than something more. maybe it’s for the best.” 

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fmk chucky, annabelle, and scary carrie

“okay, definitely fuck annabelle, marry carrie, and kill chucky.” 

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are you okay bro?

“no, but thanks for asking.” 

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favorite people on campus?

“cam, rosie, j.c., blaize, mia, and andrew...just to name a few.” 

@ccmryn | @rosichq | @jayseez | @fckin-blzking | @miaxhayes | @h3raeth

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what are you going as for halloween?

“not sure yet. i used to really like halloween as a kid for the trick-or-treating, but now it’s just an excuse to get drunk on, like, a tuesday. and, i mean, i already do that...so, why dress up for the usual?”