i was not made with a lightness on my tongue, so i could be easy to swallow. i was made heavy half blade and half silk. esme valentine for apartmentfms, loved by steph.
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𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐒𝐄 𝐑𝐎𝐎𝐌𝐒 𝐒𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐃 𝐒𝐎 𝐄𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐘 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐒𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐃 𝐎𝐅 𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐈𝐂.
𓂃 * 。 ◜ madelyn cline , cis woman , she/her . ꒰ ESME VALENTINE just walked through the lobby and took the soundproof elevator to apartment 4401 . obviously , they can afford their home at the ivy because they are a music blogger + podcast host , which is kind of hot if we’re being honest . we saw on the lease agreement that they are TWENTY-SEVEN years old and originally come from brooklyn, new york , even honestly filling out the questionnaire by saying they’re guarded but also enchanting anyway , other tenants already associate them with A RARE GIBSON GUITAR, BLACK LEATHER JACKET, OLD RECORDS . however , we think if they ever become famous — the headline would be ’ passion for music runs in the family as late rockstar’s daughter makes waves with her new podcast ’ . but whatever , make sure to borrow some sugar from this tenant cause we sure are ! ꒱
𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐂𝐒
full name: esme valentine nickname(s): ez date of birth: november 25 ( 27 years old ) hometown: brooklyn, new york pronouns: she / her gender: cisfemale sexual orientation: bicurious
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( drugs, child neglect, overdose, car accident, death. ) esme valentine’s existence was a result of a drunken one night stand between her groupie mother and her rockstar father. esme’s mother, emma, had spent her early adult life in the sixties on the road with multiple different bands and artists chasing a high she was addicted to — sex & drugs. she met esme’s father, keaton, a world-famous musician with multiple grammy’s and platinum-selling albums under his belt ( think kurt cobain iconic ) at a show one night in atlanta, georgia and the two got together after his performance. the next morning when she awoke in their hotel room, he was already gone and on the way to the next leg of his tour. unfortunately, her nineteen-year-old mother hadn’t found out she was pregnant until three months later when one of her friends got her a pregnancy test after she’d spent the morning on a tour bus throwing up. even though she wasn’t stable emotionally or financially, she decided to keep esme and decided to keep her existence a secret from keaton as well. while esme should have been enrolled in kindergarten by the time she was five, she actually spent her childhood years on the road with whatever band her mother was hanging out with at the time, surrounded by men and women that were complete strangers to her. due to her addiction to cocaine and heroin, emma would often leave esme alone for days at a time with friends; no food or water or comfort given to her during that time. the times that she was around, esme wish she wouldn’t be as she was always with men who reeked of booze and who she would watch inject her mother with whatever drug of choice was wanted that night. child services were called when esme was six and her mother had no choice but to put her groupie lifestyle on hold. she got a part-time job as a waitress and they rented a sketchy one-bedroom apartment in downtown new york while esme went to school. her mother was honestly… a horrible and really messed up woman. by the time she was nine emma would often make comments that her daughter was trying to steal whatever boyfriend she was with a time ( srsly.. she was fucked up ) and anything she would say to her would be taken the wrong way. she lived in that hell up until she was twelve and after coming home from school one day, esme found her mother on the bathroom floor dead from an overdose. that’s when keaton was finally notified he had a daughter. her dad who was on the road in europe when child services called put everything on hold to come to meet her and the two bonded quickly. he decided to cancel the rest of his shows that year so that he could make sure to get everything she needed and to spend time with the daughter he never knew he had. her life was quite stable after that point, her dad was always involved and took care of her as a parent should. like her father, esme fell in love with music and when she graduated high school, she published a blog that reviewed and interviewed upcoming musicians across the globe. her content was a hit and gained a big following by the time she was twenty. not long after she started a podcast and her career took off. her father died tragically in a car accident about three years ago and to say esme was devastated was an understatement. she kinda went through a dark patch but luckily her friends were there for her during that time. she moved into her father’s apartment in the ivy ( she lived in europe from age 12-24 ) and while her father left her millions of dollars in her name, she hasn’t touched a penny of it.
𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐘
esme is kind of a firecracker, tbh? but she’s really approachable and people seem to be drawn by her presence when she’s around. it’s one of the reasons her blog is such a success, people want to talk to her and feel comfortable in doing so. due to her mother’s toxicity, she really tries to stay away from the party scene ( which isn’t easy due to her job ) and to those involved with hard drugs. her ex-boyfriend of three years was a huge dick, cheated on her a bunch of times and treated her like shit, so she’s quite… reserved on that front. like she’s totally fine with one night stands and meaningless flings but if the guy starts showing signs that they’re really into her… she’ll bounce DGHDGH. although deep down, i really think she wants to find her soulmate and someone who will fight for her, you know? her friends are her favorite people in the world and she’ll do just about anything for them. also a lil bit of a tomboy tbh!
𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐃 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐍𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒
platonic soulmate/best friend. gimme a best friend who’s honestly her ride or die. they could of either known each other in new york when they were kids or met when she moved here again after her dad’s death. they know everything about each other and would do anything for one another.
will they won’t they. these two have crazy chemistry and are really close friends and everyone thinks they’re gonna end up together but… will they?
close friends, confidants, one night stand, wingman/wingwoman, crush, unrequited crush, good influence, etc.
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