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goodnite sweet and lovely dreams to all loved ones i love YOU!! YES YOU READING

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Should we invite bella hadid

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And if theres any best anas who are going to comment under this post like Wellll uhm actually i dont care about food in fact i forget to eat and its nothing to me and i have better things in my life and i love green smoothies and food is sooo yuck #pilatesprincess🩰 i will shoot myself in front of you also you literally do not have to lie to me

it is so funny how eating disorders make you literally only think about food every second and love and be obsessed with food and what youre eating next is the only thing that you look forward to but its not even like a food addiction or whatever you are literally terrified of food at the same time no separation

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it is so funny how eating disorders make you literally only think about food every second and love and be obsessed with food and what youre eating next is the only thing that you look forward to but its not even like a food addiction or whatever you are literally terrified of food at the same time no separation

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Tomorrow i have a bsgel and creamcheese and mortadella breakfast and then yogurt pasta for dinner then ill have a bagel and creamcheese and mortadella again in the evening #myfood plan #my lovely life #excited for tomorrow #yesfoodstheonlythingthatexcitesme

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whats awesome is whenever i get allergic reactions i start getting anxiety symptoms like hesrt beating and tightening throat completely unrelated like im about to get anaphylaxis because im scared of getting anaphylaxis whay an awesome paradox bro

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Ok i begged her to let me call the doctor and not take the 2nd dose bc again not trying to literally die but she was like ughhh fine but yourd making everything inconvenient+any other antibiotic would be weaker😕 LIKE IM TRYING NOT TO DIE

like it doesnt look like a rash or hives like its just kinda red and itchy and i get that when im stressed and it happened rn when i saw some random thing that upset me so i think its that but my mom says its nothing and lowkey wants me to tske the second dose tomorrow if i get an anaphylactic reaction from the second dose its been nice knowing you all 😀😀

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like it doesnt look like a rash or hives like its just kinda red and itchy and i get that when im stressed and it happened rn when i saw some random thing that upset me so i think its that but my mom says its nothing and lowkey wants me to tske the second dose tomorrow if i get an anaphylactic reaction from the second dose its been nice knowing you all 😀😀

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bro i am too scared to wake my mom up

Been like five hours since my first amoxicillin dose and i have like itchy redness (not raised or anything tho) on my leg is this an allergic reaction😀

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Been like five hours since my first amoxicillin dose and i have like itchy redness (not raised or anything tho) on my leg is this an allergic reaction😀

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filsan is the kindest person on this entire website i love you so much

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thank you for the analysis of my own art you actually understood her so well omg u r so smart at EVERYTHING i love you sm

I LOVE YOU TOO MAXIE AHHHH 🫂💖💖💖

i love your ocs, i really need to get in the know in regards to their lore. i know shes the girl who was obsessed with a serial killer and got possessed by his ghost.

1st of all, queen of questionable decisions.

2nd of all, i think she will never be able to capture the romantisized version of the 'thrill of the kill' she desires, bc even if she enjoyed killing ppl (other than conceptually i guess), she would never be able to gain enjoyment from it because she would never be the one to commit the act.

from what i can see about her, i think shes constantly at the backseat of her own life. she has all these desires, but will never be able to achieve them and even if she does, she isnt the one who will gain enjoyment from it. like she will never have any happiness from the things she does want, but she will always bear the consequences for her actions (and the actions of the ppl around her, she seems like an easy scapegoat)

please make some more amazing art maxie so i can analyze more of it and absorb it into my brain ^_^ im fr obssessed with all of your ocs 😋