etalavi

[etalavi]

Its funny when u show a symptom of depression no longer reach out to u to ask u to do things with them that mean the world to u

[etalavi]

I wish saviors were real

[etalavi]

I want to meet someone and know they will never hurt me

[etalavi]

My body being below temp all of the time is unhealthy but yk what it makes my walking corpse Schick even hotter and cooler

[etalavi]

It is selfish to request i don't council myself

[etalavi]

In the most respectful way I do not care for the concern of others. I will do what I want to my own body

[etalavi]

The wrong people want me DD:

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Why？

[etalavi]

DDDDD:

[etalavi]

Ppl say I'm toxic. I'm not. They just suck :p

[etalavi]

Guys when is it self harm to keep yourself alive while extremely suicidal

[etalavi]

When does the world state get so bad that it is acceptable for me to kill myself

[etalavi]

We are so done for

[etalavi]

Anyways I stayed up and naturally I'm not tired

[etalavi]

Like if know if i mentioned. It id be that person who gets reassurance and ignores it but that's kind of just me in my brain. I miss being able to allow mydself sensitivity and vulnerability i can't do it anymore

[etalavi]

The feeling that somebody might hate me

[etalavi]

Guy who has been drinking since 1130 (me)