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        “ welcome ! ”  you can feel yellow’s semi-disdainful ( yet knowing ) gaze burn into your back as you abandon your throne ( again ) to greet your guests; you pay little mind to the whispers as you pass by, mingling into the crowd and closer to the front entrance, to where your newest ball-goers arrive.

carefully your legs bend in a curtsy, acknowledging tourmaline and her pearl personally.

   “ i’m so delighted the two of you could attend ! please, make yourself comfortable. ” 

@pearlsfect ♥’d for a starter.

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rosecracked - ;

“I…I don’t know, My Diamond.” She could hardly presume to speak for Blue and Yellow or White. Pearl’s hands fluttered uselessly as she stepped forward, her face a reflection of Pink’s sadness. Over the years she learned a thousand different ways to make her smile – whether it be a well timed joke or a silly face – but none of them would solve the problem, grant her what she truly wanted. 

Tentatively, she suggested, “Maybe they’re just – busy?” 

    “ but i’m a diamond too ! ”   it feels as if there’s nothing left to do but wallow and complain about it; blue, yellow and white never budge on anything, and you’re given almost no leeway where it really matters.

they enjoy your gifts, your grand balls and the way you can make them laugh, but laughter would never make them take you seriously. balls would never make them see you as their equal.

you glance down at pearl, expression softening, albeit frozen in the same gentle sadness. young as you are ( for a diamond ) the ungratefulness of your attitude does not register.

       “ i just wish i could help. ”

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🌺 familiar… why is this so familiar? 🌺

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good morning ! a friendly reminder to you guys that this blog may or may not be pretty low activity. pink is not the sort of character i usually write so it may take me a bit sometimes to get to a reply or a starter. ;w;

and speaking of, while i mess around with html and potentially doodling, here is my starter call ! it may be the only one i do for a while so i won’t put a cap on it.

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love yourselves babes!!!

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Your icon psd is beautiful!

    thank you so so much ! i loooove making psds... 

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         “ greeeg ! ”  that tone to your voice is there again-- that high-pitched squeal of excitement unique to you when you’ve discovered something new and something fascinating. 

cupped gently in your palms is another earthling, this one definitely not human, either. it’s small and fluffy with thin tendrils protruding from its face and brows like spaghetti (an earthen delicacy, as he’d put it it). a tiny pink tongue laps at one of its front limbs, and a grin stretches across your face.

        “ what is this ? it’s so-- adorableee ! ”

@sleptwithdiamond ♥’d for a starter.

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the lighting of this show... is so inconsistent.

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      “ it shouldn’t-- be like this. ”  uncomfortable doesn’t even begin to describe the feeling in the pit of your gem. it feels wrong, everything feels wrong ; you feel turned inside out, raw and so vulnerable.

but you can’t even imagine how he feels. steven -- this is never how you wanted to meet him. you shouldn’t have at all, and you’d already accepted that a long time ago. you would have only ever been able to speak to him through time, from a point where he hadn’t even been brought into existence, and yet...

through white, here you are. all this hurt and anger is familiar; it’s something you’d felt plenty of times toward her before, always chastising you and treating you like a child. and she is again-- as if all the work and acceptance you’d gone through to bring steven into existence belittled like nothing.

      “ oh, steven... ”  you hadn’t even noticed your own tears before they had already streaked down your cheeks. you want so desperately to be with him-- to be him. but you can’t.   “ i’m so sorry. ”

@quartzlegacy ♥’d for a starter.

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       fingers are curling until your knuckles pale, nails digging into your palm in a show of barely constrained anger. you’re standing here again, banished to your own room as if you were little more than a ruby to be called and dismissed at their leisure. 

white, blue, yellow-- they treat you like a convenience and they don’t even know it.

      “ it’s not fair, ”  you seethe, that familiar diamond-esque rage bubbling up before it dissipates, and you sigh, dejected.  “ why do they treat me like this, pearl ? i’m just as important as they are ! ”

@rosecracked​ ♥’d for a starter.

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to kick-start this blog like this post for a starter ?

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      hello ! if you’re interested in writing with a new blog for pink diamond & rose quartz please like / reblog this post ! my name is blue and i am extremely new to the steven universe rp fandom so i would appreciate all the exposure i could get. <3 thank you !   °˖✧◝(⁰▿⁰)◜✧˖°

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her diamond.

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rage and tenderness existing simultaneously in the same body

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