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[etern4lsun]

bullying the traumatized

we don't wear kiddy gloves here.

"Who told you it wasn't that bad?"

"Who told you that?"

"I'll fight anyone who says otherwise."

"Yeah, well, news flash: it fucked you up. I can tell."

"It's okay to have shit that fucks you up, you know."

"Ohhhh noooo, you're feeling an emotion."

"God forbid something hurts and you do something about it."

"That's trauma for you."

"Get angry about it."

"I don't know. I expected you to feel something."

"In case it escaped your notice, I care about you!"

"Do you have a death wish?"

"And you decided you were going to stoically suffer in silence and not tell anyone?"

"Got some 'main character syndrome' in you, huh?"

"We're meant to be a team!"

"Then they can go to hell! They don't tell us what we're capable of."

"I'm going to try. I don't care whether you're gonna try with me but I hope you do."

"We've seen worse odds."

"What did you expect? Me to stand there and do nothing?"

"Oh, you have trauma? I didn't notice."

"Oh, grow! Up!"

[etern4lsun]

absolute perfection

[etern4lsun]

CONVERSATIONAL  SENTENCE  STARTERS  

❝  you wanna know how i know you’re a good friend— not just for me but in general?  i always feel better after hanging out with you.  ❞

❝  sometimes things aren’t alright and they’re not gonna be okay for a while.  and that’s alright.  as cliche as it sounds it’s okay to not be okay.  give yourself time.  ❞

❝  have you even taken the time to let yourself feel it?  everything that’s been happening.  eventually,  you have to slow down and let it feel real.  ❞

❝   i’m not really the advice type,  but i am damn good at coming up with distractions to forget the bullshit for a while.  ❞

❝  was this not what you expected?  ❞

❝  i think the whole idea of ‘finding yourself’ is kind of bullshit.  we are what we chose to be.  we make ourselves.   ❞

❝  did you come by for a reason or did you just want some company?  ❞

❝  i’m going to tell you this,  once,  because i think you need to hear it.  you deserve more.  you should expect more from the world and put in the work to get what you deserve.  ❞

❝  i brought some seeds for your garden.  i thought about bringing a bouquet but— this way you can grow them and enjoy them longer.  ❞

❝  please,  stay for dinner?  i enjoy your company.  ❞

❝  come sit a little while with me.  tell me how you’ve been?  really.  ❞

❝  you don’t know how glad i am to see you made it.  here,  let me get you a drink.   ❞

❝  if you’d like to discuss it in private,  we can step outside?  ❞

❝  whatever it is you wish to tell me,  it won’t leave this room.  ❞

❝  well,  i’ve been wanting to talk to you.  but i don’t really know how to put it all in words.  ❞

❝  how have you been sleeping?  ❞

❝  don’t take this the wrong way,  but you don’t quite look well.  ❞

❝  don’t feel bad for not knowing—  i was trying not to bother anyone.  you didn’t know because i didn’t let you.  ❞

❝  miscommunication is a shitty trope in sitcoms and it’s even shittier in real life,  so let’s just take a moment to breathe.  and let’s get on the same page.  alright?   ❞

❝  is this a time for me to listen or fix it?  ❞

❝  i don’t really have anything to say,  i just know that i don’t really want to be alone.  ❞

❝  could you just…talk to me?  it doesn’t have to be anything important.  i just like listening to your voice.  it calms me.  ❞

❝  honestly,  it was a long time ago.  i don’t really remember the details.  ❞

❝  i’m rather proud of you.  i don’t say that often,  so believe i mean it.  ❞

❝  you seem content here.  happy,  even?  ❞

❝  i’m not here to drudge up the past.  i’m just hoping we could have a future.  ❞

❝  i see you’re not getting much sleep either.  should i make us both some tea,  then?  ❞

❝  are you sure you didn’t want to mention something to me?  ❞

❝  are you sure you’re alright?  ❞

❝  i’m a fan of your work,  actually.  ❞

❝  you have more of a reputation than you might think.  ❞

❝  you haven’t heard of me?  how refreshing.  ❞

❝  go on,  tell me what’s on your mind.  ❞

❝  something is troubling you,  yes?  ❞

❝  with a smile like that,  i can’t help but want to know your secret.  what’s got you so cheery today?  ❞

❝  come on,  you’re clearly upset.  and i’m not the asshole who pretends not to notice.  ❞

❝  oh,  i’m going to enjoy making my first impression with you.  how am i doing so far?  ❞

[etern4lsun]

𝐟𝐚𝐲𝐞  (  @honeyrage )  𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐚𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐝  𝐬𝐮𝐧𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐞   ―   and  dresses  his  wounds  and  asks, ′  does  that  hurt?  ‵

❝  Mm,  yeah.  A  little.  ❞   he's  quick  to  try  and  downplay  the  burn.  she  was  running  his  hand  beneath  running  water  and  it  hurt.  he  has  to  stop  himself  from  wincing  so  he  doesn't  worry  this  woman.  especially  since  it's  not  the  first  time  he's  accidentally  burned  his  hand.  it  comes  with  being  a  baker  from  time  to  time.   ❝  You  didn't  have  to  help  me,  but  thank  you.  I  can  bake  you  something  as  true  thanks  if  you  want.  I  wouldn't  mind.  ❞

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𝐚𝐡𝐫𝐢  ( @vulpesse )   𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐚𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐝   𝐬𝐮𝐧𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐞   ―    and  dresses  his  wounds  and  asks,  ‘  does  that  hurt?  ‵

there's  a  partial  wince.  ahri  is  so  gentle  with  cleaning  his  accidental  wound,  but  the  wound  itself  is  deep.  guess  that's  what  happens  when  you  decide  to  look  away  while  using  a  knife.   ❝  A  little  bit.  ❞   he  tries  to  not  make  it  obvious  that  it  absolutely  stings.  he  doesn't  want  to  worry  her.  so  he  decides  to  smile  softly.   ❝  You  didn't  have  to  do  this,  but  I  really  do  appreciate  it.  Thank  you.  ❞

[etern4lsun]

send   ‘ does that hurt? ‘    for your muse to patch  /  clean a wound on my muse

[etern4lsun]

#PerformanceLeaderYUNHO happy birthday our sunshine ♡ thank you for being born and thank you for always being our happiness ♡

[etern4lsun]

❝ ―  𝐒𝐔𝐍𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐄  𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐅𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒  𝐆𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐃  𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆!  asher  choi  welcomes  everyone  for  a  day  of  free  coffee  and  fresh  baked  goods  to  commemorate  a  dream  come  true!  feel  free  to  grab  as  much  as  you'd  like  and  just  have  fun!

.  .  .  bakery  owner  and  youtuber  has  gone  missing.  asher  choi  was  last  seen  a  week  ago  closing  up  his  bakery  before  getting  into  his  car.  if  anyone  has  any  tips  of  his  whereabouts,  please  report  them  to  the  local  authorities.

𝒆𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒏4𝒍𝒔𝒖𝒏 ―  independent  fandomless  /  dead  by  daylight  survivor  oc.   subscribed  by  astral!     triggering    material    ahead

☼  .  *  .  –   a  video  essay  in:  looking  at  the  𝘣𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵𝘦𝘳  side  of  life  ,  constant  misfortune  and  poor  luck  ,  not  letting  fame  get  the  best  of  you  ,  being  the  people  pleaser  (  even  at  the  cost  of  yourself  )  ,  trying  not  to  think  about  the  past  ,  being  the  object  of  someone's  𝗼𝗯𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀𝗶𝗼𝗻  ,  a  sunlight  that's  always  𝚂  𝙷  𝙸  𝙽  𝙸  𝙽  𝙶. 

¹  doc.    ²   interest   tracker.

𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘪𝘭𝘺 𝘢𝘧𝘧𝘪𝘭𝘪𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩:  𝙺𝙾𝙽𝙺𝚄𝚄𝚁𝙸𝚃𝙾.

𝘣𝘭𝘰𝘨𝘳𝘰𝘭𝘭 : bloodyvain , sh4pechange , ofcr4nes , hemat1c , s1ngedwings

                     RULES  BENEATH  THE  CUT

ONE.   THIS  BLOG  IS  18+  AND  THIS  IS  YOUR  WARNING.  Since Asher is an OC based in the universe of Dead By Daylight,  murder,  torture,  mutilation,  blood,  gore,  and  the  like  will  be  present  on  this  blog.  I  will  tag  anything  visually  that  includes  things  like  that,  but  with  writing  it  depends  on  how  graphic  it  is.  Triggers  are  tagged  as __  //.  I  don't  have  any  specific  triggers,  but  if  you  do,  please  let  me  know. Lastly,  on  the  topic  of  smut.  It  won't  be  under  readmore  unless  my  partner  does  it  first.  Also  I  won't  hold  off  my  smut  stuff  for  Sunday  and  will  post  stuff  like  that  on  main.  Whenever  I'm  in  the  mood  for  it,  it'll  happen.

TWO.   Honestly,  I'm  all  kinds  of  shipping  trash.  If  there's  a  chance  you  ship,  I  probably  ship  it  too!  I'm  a  fan  of  all  kind  of  ships  as  well.  Romantic,  platonic,  antagonistic,  and  everything  else  in  between. But  do  keep  in  mind  that  some  ships  can  be  quite  unhealthy. Not because Asher is easily jealous, possessive, or violent, but because of what Asher is willing to put up with. He has a knack for staying around when he should leave. He's very dependent person and is in need of validation.

THREE.   I  am  mutuals  only  and  that's  how  I'll  stick  for  my  own  comfort.  I  follow  whoever  I  want  and  I  wish  for  that  to  be  respected.  Don't  ask  me  why  I  didn't  follow  you  back.  Don't  follow,  unfollow,  follow  again  in  order  for  me  to  follow  you  back.  If  I  didn't  follow  you  back,  that's  that.  Don't  make  me  have  to  block  you,  and  I  hate  having  to  block  people.  Mutuals  are  free  to  send  in  inbox  memes  that  focus  on  interactions  between  muses  and  continue  them  from  that  ask  post!  Non-mutuals  are  free  to  send  in  ooc  questions  and  headcanon  things.  Mutuals  are  also  free  to  ask  for  my  discord  and  talk  to  me  in  the  IMs.  Mutuals  are  also  free  to  reblog  musings  posts  and  graphics  things  I  may  post!

FOUR.   I  make  every  single  graphic  on  this  blog.  The  icon  borders,  the  PSD,  and  everything  else.  Don't  steal  my  stuff,  thanks. I've  recently  been  experimenting  with  formatting.  I've  been  having  fun  bolding,  italicizing,  underlining,  and  using  colored  font.  I  also  double  space  and  haven't  been  using  small  font.  So  if  none  of  that  sounds  interesting  to  you,  I  would  recommend  not  following.

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[etern4lsun]

img · ❛ ｡˚ ˎ⁀ ⛧ he shines like eternal sunshine

aes · ❛ ｡˚ ˎ⁀ ⛧ honey dipped words and chocolate coated dreams

study · ❛ ｡˚ ˎ⁀ ⛧ vibrantly colored soul that will never fade in the dark

desires · ❛ ｡˚ ˎ⁀ ⛧ breath trembled and he looked up through long lashes