ethawulf

[ethawulf]

deep in my heart i know i have to end it sooner or later

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Why do people care so much more when someone cuts?

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I hate when people say suicide is the easy way out, they have no idea the pain you must be in to want to end your own life

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Every scar makes me sexier

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“boys don’t like skin and bones”

okay well i do so

[ethawulf]

Please Lord let me get worse 🎀

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and i need it now

[ethawulf]

am i the only one who genuinely doesn’t think sh is as bad as society makes it seem? like for example smoking, is kind of seem as ok, or at least mire ok than sh, from our society, but it destroys our longs beyond healing, sh on the other hand, heals and only leaves scars. maybe i am just stupid

[ethawulf]

first date idea : self harm in front of them

[ethawulf]

I want someone to just accept the fact that i cut. I dont want to be repeatedly shamed for it, yes i want to get better but its hard. I want someone to just help me care for my cuts when i do cut, not to yell at me, but to drive me to a store to buy stuff to clean it with. Someone to buy me clean blades so i can be safe rather than reuse the same month old blade. Someone who understands and just helps me be safe rather than shun me. Im trying to be better but its hard to when im yelled at when i try to get help

[ethawulf]

life hack: slef hram in the shower so it’s easy clean up

[ethawulf]

Want to get better but want to get worse. Want people to know but don’t want them to find out.